歌

好久没乱哈啦下了。。。这星期过得挺恐怖的。为了星期二的考试， 熬了好几晚。为人拖泥带水的我，不到紧要关头是不会念得完的。到了考试前两小时才念完。考出来为不知道会是多烂。原本还好的，只是因为每个人都说考的很糟，自己慢慢也觉得如此。整张考卷一般问神经线的分布，一题问眼睛，一题问耳朵，很多都靠猜的，可是是明智的猜。隔天要交assignment，所以熬到凌晨4点。超夸张。原本还以为既然之前都做得七七八八了，可以早完早睡，怎样知道还是拖到4点的。
所以现在还有睡眠不足遗留症。。。应该早睡

最近超喜欢这三首歌，还特地找了歌词

细数 吴克群&江美琪


惊叹号-光良


大嘴巴-我就是喜歡你


还有这首英文歌。。
Unforgettable-Caitlin Stasey & Dean Geyer

scene

最近开始大量听英文歌了。。。

test

Seriously, yesterday I was still panicking. I’ve got work at night (it was very foolish to work at this time). I jus realize I need to pass the test to pass the unit. I cant skip anything in the morning for me to study. It was terrible. I studied on the bus all the way to and back from work. Studied until 2pm. Then forced myself up at 6 to continue on. Kept studying even in the lab until the very last minute before the test. I think I jus get a minimum pass if not fail…shit la

So wat went wrong..poor time management-shud hv started earlier(way earlier). Poor memory- I know I read thru all the stuff but jus cant remember anything.

You know how when u say you will fail an exam or worried about it and they always say ‘ohh, you’ll be fine(or word to that effect)’ with a ‘pffftt’ expression. I find that very very fake (even though they might be sincerely trying to encourage you). Like you don even take the unit I m taking and you don even know what SHITuation I was in, how do you know I will do fine. So I don even say that. There was once I did and it jus felt fake, like jus brushing it aside with a 敷衍comment.

Anyway, now I am like back to slack-ness. Really should start studying for the next test.

week 20-21

Growing old is not growing up. Suddenly I felt as if I hadn’t grown up a bit…seeing all the responsibility waiting for me…being able to solve problems on my own when things happen…I’m still 19, but yet I kept thinking I am already 20.

Paintball was quite fun. Interesting…I seriously cant be bother thinking how to describe it…like new la. Shooting someone when they least expected was fun. Getting hit was painful…bruises…

Somehow I always get stomachache on Sundays. It has been happening for the past 4 weeks…I suspect it’s the jalapenos…

Talk to mum jus now, but didn’t tell her much abt my life…used to tell her every big thing that happened, but now jus on a when-she-asks basis…dunno if that’s a good thing

There’s times when u jus wonder wat the hell I am doing with my life. Study, eat, sleep and the whole cycle repeats. Then the whole week repeats again. Wat is the meaning of life? Life is empty, to filled up by small little random things. Prob jus cant be f*-ed studying.

Moments of genius:
I’ll talk abt this first. It’s the video for next sem’s freshers- on Australia and wat or not to expect. I’ve figured a rough storyboard of how everything can be fitted in. All I need now is 2 narrator/actor, videocam, editing program and information. This idea jus came from no where (from God most prob) and has disturb my mind the whole day so much so that I cant even study.
Last week, I tot of compiling a list of songs to be played during multicultural week. It will include songs(pop or trad) from countries arnd the world, religious and classical. But this idea has only been scribbles on paper so far.

Next week: test
Next next week: test+assignment
Nextnextnext week: tes+test+assignment
Next4 week: study break
Next5 week: Exams

I am still 19 damnit..(not 20)

Seri muka recipe

Bottom layer:-
500gm glutinous rice
400ml coconut milk
1-1.5 tsp salt
2 tbsp fragrant oil(optional)

Top layer:-
120gm plain flour
3 tbsp corn flour
140gm sugar
3 eggs
450ml thick coconut milk
1-2 tsp pandan colouring or flavouring


Steps:
For the bottom layer:-
Soak rice for 1-2 hours
Boil water for steaming.
Mix top layer ingredients together
Pour in bottom layer mixture and steam for 20-30 mins(you should get a slightly damp rice consistency)-
Toss/fluff the rice and then flatten the rice(to prevent the top layer mixture from sipping in)- jus compact slightly

For top layer(can be done when steaming rice):
Beat sugar with egg for a while.
Add in the coconut milk +salt
Add in the flour and mix until you get no bits of flour- smooth consistency.
Add in the pandan colouring- to the colour you like
Pour onto the rice layer and steam with medium fire. Steam until you get a firm consistency but not too dry.(30 mins to 1 hr)
Wipe the lid dry so that water will not drip onto the top layer
REMEMBER – the kuih should be chilled before cutting


My first try was using micro and it doesnt taste as nice as steaming...and rice was dry

I am sick of seri muka liao...

Period

I say it must be one those periods you have in life

Periods when you crave for chocolate like crazy, buying chocolate (peanut cluster, rock chocolate (or whatever the name is), oreo) everyday
Periods when you enjoy being emo
Periods when you jus somehow become more spiritual than usual
Periods when you are fired up to study for your life especially with tests coming up every week up to sem exam
Periods when you have so much stuff in mind that you jus totally forget Mother’s day is tmr
Periods when talking about sth other than dent, church, mcw can actually breathe life into your life
Periods when you spoke so little that you stumble in verbal communication
Periods when you feel your life is liken to being stuck in a shopping mall- you have been to every shop and there’s nowhere else and no way out
Periods when you jus cant be bothered blogging, but still check it hoping it will update itself- and it’s not over yet

or maybe i've lost touch of the blogging thing
thinking HOW you u'll write sth is time-consuming
and now it seemed i live to blog- do stuff jus to blog abt it
the two week break was nice...
mayb i should take a break
and breath easy


so, following posts will jus be old stuff which i have been wanting to post abt but jus never did..