Wk 9.5

Saw 1st yrs yesterday…didn’t get wat I want, but still…got 3 mentees, got a free shirt…they were more intesrested in knowing the other first yrs than wat we’re telling them…oh wells..

Work for the first time this yr last night…freakin hot day to work…
The things I like about my jobs:
The bus trips (coz there’s air-con)
Esplanade busport where I change to another bus (coz there’s air-con)
The cheese and cold meat section of the counter (coz there’s air-con blowing straight down)
I’m thinking of changing my job to somewhere closer…but I like this place..:(

Got this invitation to someone’s 19th…but the thing is, like any 18’s last yr…it’s always at a bar or club…where u drink and there the stupid dress theme/code (this one is Disney, like as if I m going to dress as mickey) and it’s mostly ang mohs…well I simply prefer the asian way…where we jus eat somewhere or jus hang out…it’s really nice of them to ask someone who they don’t even know well…but, sorry…I will go to others if there’s any suitable one…hiam so much ho

I think I know why my house is utterly depressing- there’s not enough people…

I’ve now learn to cook more so dat I can save up and eat on another day…which I think is quite smart…but anyways ...

My housemate got the same fan I bought for $9.99… I bought it for $14.99-ish

I bored…but I’ll b busy next week

Wk 9 (i need proper titles)

Failed my two attempts in drilling a his mom's tooth in a dummy-patient’s mouth…crap…last yr I can do it with flying light speed travelling colours…feel like detaching the whole jaw…muahahah
Health care is like gambling. You are trying to cheat the casino and trying to win by tipping the odds in favour to you.- my lecturer

Crazy hot…today…even my clothes feels warm after I shower...fan me, fan

D-day is 8/3…三八妇女会

I going back to work tomoro..travelling time from house to work- one hour

Yea…hopefully can get international mentees tomoro….6 inters…4 from m’sia this yr ..woohoo…3 gals btw…lol

Excited! Excited! Excited! Abt tomoro not election…

Wk8.99

After a pleasant chap goh meh dinner at hawker’s, and a pleasant dinner at singapore’s with both hving sambal kangkong and rice, tonite’s dinner wasn’t dat bad…pardon my poor expression…it’s 1am btw…I shud b sleeping but since I don’t hv class tomoro morning (we officially start everything next week)…I shall not sleep…my freaking sensitive teeth are annoying me…and I think I grind which is freaking me out (can’t even see the tip of my canine liao..gasp!!..wat if I expose the pulp??!! Bacteria!!ahh!! Decay!! Ah!!!!!)… ah, life without excessive worry is un-liFe-ly…ampun crap I semua-semua ni

Wat was I going to say? Dinner last night, well night b4…went to macker’s after dinner and coz my fren was working there, he gave us 20% discount…but we jus bought a large chips, so that not much difference…but anyway…it’s the thought that counts (or in this case, warms my heart…lol)…I think my mind is set to drunk mode now

Today…did nothing until 1pm..washed clothes…ate quiche which my housemate made...and then embarked my journey all the way to curtin…I seriously think planning is essential lo can? Some ppl can jus do thing or go somewhere like ‘dat’ but I cant lo…so I researched google map &whereis map, studied the bus timetableS…visualize the journey and then execute the plan…left my house at 4.45pm, reach busport, change bus and reach destination at 6pm!! Like one hour trip…flip thru my book where I hv written down wat I plan to take…den leave and walk to nic’s place according to my map…talk for a self-predetermined time, ok not really la…walk to curtin in time to catch the 7.30pm bus and then take a bus back to reach home at 8.30pm…finally got my coats and hangers…muahahhaahahahahahah

I overheard sth on the bus…actually a lot of ppl are depressed when they come here (I mean going elsewhere to study)…so don be worried if u feel depressed..it’s quite normal…jus don let it get too serious…

Oh and i might b able to celebrate CNY again next yr...a roughly accurate estimation was done (woa~~look at the oxymoronS) and i shud b back after CNY...yeah~~~~~~

Big day today...let's see wat will happen...lol

Let the power of nature transform you- Feb quote of my table calendar

空谈

不懂哦。。。头脑就是一时满到乱，可是一时又空到闷。
烦死 了- 一个打不通，等着拿东西回来，又要想方法拿回来。很想像阿窿冲去他家把东西强抢回来， 可是又不是他不要还。
房友的朋友来-在房间听他们谈天。。我真的是闷到这样。。哎哟，他们实在努力到beh tahan，没有考试都有心情做笔记。。。可是觉得他们很cool咯，一个在学rubik's cube，另一个明天做quiche带去学校交换食物。他们也好像很常和coursemate出去。我这一班，好像有点很被动，可是我也懒得动他们啦，等一个人动了，全部就会动了。不知道在讲什么废话。。。有旧朋友也罢。。

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来听歌，很久没放歌了。。

一眼瞬间

自此

demo 版

自此

那一个好听？

Un-Sai-Klo-Pi-Dee-Ah

Damned dams….and to think i'll be doing it everytime in my prac...fail-ING

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LOL…if u cant get enough of WIKIPEDIA…now there’s

UNCYCLOPEDIA http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Main_Page

To explore uncyclopedia, u may like to read about …errr…calculus? http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Calculus (do read everything- including all the boxes beside the main article)

Or some of u fancy harry potter? http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Harry_Potter_%28Books%29

Maybe know a bit more about santa claus (Genus/Species: Hohohomo sapien)
http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Santa_Claus

For those who can read Chinese, visit 伪基百科 http://zh.uncyclopedia.wikia.com/wiki/%E9%A6%96%E9%A1%B5

Read up on Martian language, http://zh.uncyclopedia.info/wiki/%E5%88%86%E9%A1%9E:%E7%81%AB%E6%98%9F%E6%96%87

And discover the wonders of the symbol囧
http://zh.uncyclopedia.info/wiki/%E5%9B%A7%E5%9B%A7%E5%9B%A7%E5%9B%A7%E5%9B%A7#.E5.9B.A7_4

It’s basically a whole lot of crap inside…which I explored until 2 in the morning…lol

Lights off…

Chap Goh Meh

Well, here you go...last day of CNY

and it's my last before i graduate...

wk 8

Hmmmmmmm

Remember the food I cooked…I still hvnt eat…I think it’s rotting…lol

Monday was ok…went to intro of 2nd yr thingy…actually got encouraged by one of those boring talks u get b4 starting a new yr…saw the 14 repeats from last yr’s 2nd yr…they group together like sheeps seeing us all…hahaha.. not really, they jus sat there together…den evening kelvin came to witness the dodgyness of my house…and wanted to go city to hv dinner but end up in broadway eating ‘pide’

Tuesday was off coz nothing was scheduled for wk 8…so I had the tv on from 9 til 2 until lionel came…to witness the dodgyness of my house…after much failed planning to go to his house and back, kai called to go out, which like solved everything (coz he got car..ehem)…and den the person who has my phone called, as in my new phone (it’s a cheap one jus in case I loose it again)…so on my way, I took my phone…and somehow…there’s no more worries…which got me worried… and we ate and watched JUMPER…which was semi-awesome…

Wednesday was today…going to be yesterday…was sickening…didn’t hv my clinical coat with me (coz I still got stuff somewhere else) and frantically borrowed a lab coat…went to lab... got new stuffs: a toolbox, an edentulous stone cast to bring (as if I m going to study it at home) and key to own locker. After dat (and lunch), had a lecture which I semi-ly slept thru, coz it’s all sort of a repeat of last yr, before another 3 hr lab which we learnt abt neck and back pain…to cure back and neck pain, apparently u jus need to exercise more of those parts…u get pain because of wrong posture and hving it not moving for a long while…like a truck driver who sits there for forever fixed will get serious back and neck pain…jus now went to my grand-uncle’s place…had dinner…grilled pumpkin was nice…:)

Tmoro is Thursday…I got only one lecture…alang-alang like dat…but I m not complaining...I seriously need to get at least my coats back…so dat I can use on Friday…

See, I didn’t eat the food I cooked on Sunday yet…

De-depression

I seriously feel so lifeless now. I jus want to sit in front of my laptop and read blogs rather than doing anything else. I still need to unpack my stuff, wash my clothes but I’m just too lazy to do any of those. I m so not like this last yr. No idea why. Oh. We got a tv (which is like the best thing which happen this whole week- well it felt like that when we got it back but not anymore) for $10. Crazy leh. And we kutip-ed a coffee table somewhere in uni for the tv. But now the tv is sitting there quietly- coz I don’t feel like watching it. I rather sit here and be depressed…

Dat was in the morning. After hand-washing my clothes jus now I felt so much better- probably because I sweat like a lot. BTW, now I can hang dry my clothes with a clothes rack outside the balcony and a proper whatever u call- clothes lines which I think is much safer than those of vickery house- since I can jus look out the window. Laundry was never so fun…=.=…Then I unpacked half my stuff. Pretty productive I must say. And life didn’t seem so dull anymore…

Jus now, tried to do wat my mom suggested. Take mind off everything and spend time cooking a decent meal. Which I did but I didn’t eat it. Coz I had leftovers- yes, finally finish liao…this decent meal will be eaten some other day… Lol

I start to hate ‘11pm’s’. It’s too early to sleep and too late to watch a movie. So here I m blogging again…

Depression

Two days to when uni starts. Went to a training for host day in the morning. Met a few course mates- good to see them all alive. Then, something happened. I was back home, outside the house to get some air when suddenly the door slammed shut. [Pause] Remember how the doors in vickery house locks automatically when u close it, yea mine’s something like dat [play] so I panicked. (slow mo) Cursed a bit (mild ones), really wanted to knock the door down, but thought of having to repair the door and getting in with a broken shoulder. Also thought of breaking the window and getting in (a break-and-entry). Can’t call my housemate coz i) I don’t hv my phone with me ii)he’s probably in class (no watch to see the time) iii) and he’s probably too far to walk back. Then my wonderful mind thought of something wonderful. Going to the agent to get a spare key. Aha! Running (more like jogging) barefooted to the agent’s office and got the key. Thank God I live so close to the office (like a block away). Oh and the reason why I can’t wait for my housemate to come back is because i m getting my stuff back (which reminds me I still hvnt unpack those stuff) from my colleague in like half an hour’s time. Stupid…

Today was ‘interesting’. Manage to escape the house almost five hours. Went to utopia to meet someone, well you know who you are. Sat there and enjoyed the music, air-con, atmosphere and food. Then went K…lol. It was nice to escape for a while….tqqqqqqqqqqq

Came back to the dreaded house….i seriously dunno y I hate it- mayb bad fengshui? Did I ‘fan’ the Tai Sui? Or was it the air in the house. It feels so claustrophobic. Like it’s suffocating as if the air is not moving. Well, it’s just plain depressing. Anyway, later ate food which I tabao-ed (still hvnt finish leh) and called home. So touched. Even my mom now thinks I live in a sh*t house and hving a sh*t week. On the way back, went to Broadway (it’s quite cool- got music on, jus totally no one) and got a newspaper (free one). And read sth interesting. Allow me to translate. 1 in 4 teeangers have depression compared to 1 in 10 people in the olden days. Some of the symptoms are: energyless (tick), lethargic (tick), thoughts of commiting suicide (cross). Studies show that exercise (burn 3 times 350 calories in a week) and exposing urself to sunlight (and UV which can cause cancer) can help depression. Eating fish also helps. So, in my opinion, if u are sad and it’s not about one thing in specific (like u lost ur phone OR u lock urself out) u might b having depression. Cure it- it’s scary. This has been brought to u by me. It’s a good read. I’m going to sleep now. I know this was random.

autobiography

My year started off with uncertainty, doubts, fears and of course poor health. Well, ‘Perth year’ anyway. I was certainly reluctant to come back this early, but it was I who chose the date of my air ticket at the first place. And somehow this year I was really homesick. It didn’t help that I was sick 3 days before my departure and both my parents were taking really good care of me and the fact that my family went to Brunei to send me off (well almost everyone).

Things went, well, sort of down. Everything added up. Having to live in a new house, and I must stress an unfurnished one. Having to live with someone I thought I knew well. A small room, smaller than my last one and no bed on the first night (I had to sleep on the sofa-turned-bed). And my old stuff will only start coming tomorrow.

Mornings weren’t pretty at my place. It was really quiet as my housemate had class. There wasn’t anything that I could do even though I could’ve unpacked my luggage. No one was online to chat with, well I don’t feel like chatting anyway. So there’s practically nothing that I could do. It was insanely bored. And I think that’s when I started to hate this house and Perth..lol

Having eaten antibiotics when I was sick also caused my poor appetite since I came to Perth (apparently it kills everything in your gut and which I believe causes indigestion). At times I was really hungry, but I just don’t feel like eating (and cooking). I’ll be really thin by the time uni starts.

And things took another big dip when I lost my handphone. Yes again. Fancy that. Having to lose your handphone twice, nearly losing it once, and not forgetting having to lose my wallet once and twice almost losing it. Well, you know how I was already so disconnected from everyone else, and having this happening jus came crashing down. I wanted to call home (being homesick and all) to let them know, but I’m just too embarrassed to tell them. Having to lose your phone once every year. It’s a curse I tell you.

Well, today’s valentine’s day. I went out with Kai. Got a phone (borrowed) courtesy of him. Had lunch all the way in chilliz at karawara. Went to K-mart and got a fan which I am enjoying now (remind me to have it refunded and ask get a heater by winter, lol). Went all the way to the new IKEA (which was big and awesome.. er I mean terrible, it’s too big and all) and got a new dining table+4 chairs for $99. :) Had dinner but none of us finish anything and had to tapao…feel so bad for dragging him all around…thanks

As for now, with me sitting on the dining chair typing on the desk with the fan blowing at me, the house seemed to be a better place already. And certainly learnt the value of: a mattress, pillow (which I still haven’t gotten back), handphone (seriously can die), health (so cliche), friends and not forgetting God’s love. And like they say, it can only go up from here on (hopefully)..

Happy Valentine’s day!

I'm back

In Perth

And i don't like it..