Thank you Dad,
For the last minute reading you directed me to look at before the LA test which allowed me to do the calculation
For all the random phrases you showed me when I was revising which turned out to be answers to questions
For helping out during the race esp the ending of the race
For cancelling the second test which got me totally stoked
For the inspiring seminar
For lead cell
For the wit/quick reflex/creativity when I was doing the music
For making me man again
For the motivation/awake-ness you gave me to study thru the night
For the ingenious idea of sleeping on the chair and table so that I wont sleep in the next morning
For helping me take notice of random details which turned out to be exam questions
For the CD you help her help me compile
For the wonderful night and the sweet floss stuck onto me
For the wonderful week
For that short feeling of love
For passing all the exams- and even doing very well in them
For keeping me healthy
May I be a testimony of You
Glory goes to You.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Saturday, October 04, 2008
wk40
normal rambling...nothing interesting...dont waste ur time
Just finished my tax return claim...feeling quite sh*t+tired+lost+overwhelmed+doubtful+hysteric+etc these few days…crazy cramming didn’t help…thank god radiography test went ok…easier than I expected. I was fully stressed about it, as I only started studying 4pm the day before (after an awesome bbq). So stressed that I even went to buy coffee, ‘Mother’, ‘V’ and prunes jus to get my brain fired up. Totally feeling shit and cursing my way thru the night asking why I didn’t study earlier and how am I going to get thru this…I end upsleeping a bit too much more than what I planned ( 4 +hrs) so I ended up cramming 3 chapter (70 pages?) in 1.5 hr before rushing out in the morning…the next day I had a prac test which went better than I expected and when I got back my result, it was a conditional pass (I had to improve on it before getting a pass) and the freaking amalgam filling is getting onto my nerves…then the test on Thursday, thankful that someone mentioned to us this online self-assessment quiz coz the test paper was totally the same…(but I still didn’t get 100, hving done it an hr before the test)…then the interview…damn nervous…overall went ok, explored her feelings, situation, a bit jumbled up, but summary should be good enough…only one thing, I didn’t introduce my name and ask hers…=.=’’’...had kfc's favourites bowl a lunch- that was the only fun thing the whole
Cell group’s not fun anymore…I think I got too familiar with them…having such a cell leader obviously didn’t help (sarcastic, bossy, queen-of-the-world attitude)… and the fact everyone is so bubbly and oh-so enthusiastic disgust me…my focus changed quite a bit from when I joined them to now… coming with reluctance (and un-open-hearted-ness) and going home feeling emptier than when I came…and I think I’ve sort of drifted away from Him…got quite confused with some stuff which I seriously cant be bother trying to look deeper at this time…
I’m still trying to figure out how I’m going to use this short weekend to prepare for my 3 test, mcw and my own life.
I’ve fallen asleep a few times this week with everything still on my bed, not brushing my teeth, lights still on…jus too tired to be bothered...
Just finished my tax return claim...feeling quite sh*t+tired+lost+overwhelmed+doubtful+hysteric+etc these few days…crazy cramming didn’t help…thank god radiography test went ok…easier than I expected. I was fully stressed about it, as I only started studying 4pm the day before (after an awesome bbq). So stressed that I even went to buy coffee, ‘Mother’, ‘V’ and prunes jus to get my brain fired up. Totally feeling shit and cursing my way thru the night asking why I didn’t study earlier and how am I going to get thru this…I end upsleeping a bit too much more than what I planned ( 4 +hrs) so I ended up cramming 3 chapter (70 pages?) in 1.5 hr before rushing out in the morning…the next day I had a prac test which went better than I expected and when I got back my result, it was a conditional pass (I had to improve on it before getting a pass) and the freaking amalgam filling is getting onto my nerves…then the test on Thursday, thankful that someone mentioned to us this online self-assessment quiz coz the test paper was totally the same…(but I still didn’t get 100, hving done it an hr before the test)…then the interview…damn nervous…overall went ok, explored her feelings, situation, a bit jumbled up, but summary should be good enough…only one thing, I didn’t introduce my name and ask hers…=.=’’’...had kfc's favourites bowl a lunch- that was the only fun thing the whole
Cell group’s not fun anymore…I think I got too familiar with them…having such a cell leader obviously didn’t help (sarcastic, bossy, queen-of-the-world attitude)… and the fact everyone is so bubbly and oh-so enthusiastic disgust me…my focus changed quite a bit from when I joined them to now… coming with reluctance (and un-open-hearted-ness) and going home feeling emptier than when I came…and I think I’ve sort of drifted away from Him…got quite confused with some stuff which I seriously cant be bother trying to look deeper at this time…
I’m still trying to figure out how I’m going to use this short weekend to prepare for my 3 test, mcw and my own life.
I’ve fallen asleep a few times this week with everything still on my bed, not brushing my teeth, lights still on…jus too tired to be bothered...
Saturday, September 27, 2008
星期六的夜晚
前十二个小时：
忙着amazing race的trial run-踏遍大学校园
前三个小时：
从意大利餐馆回来。和教会小组朋友们庆生。（应该在朋友家弄housewarming-很对不起他）
真的不觉那间的tiramisu有很好吃咯，kuih lapis都更好吃
前两小时：
一口气看了很多部落格：
朋友们的
一位在英国念书的陌生留学生的
一位正在一间全女校的陌生男老师的
一位大马著名导演的
一位在民都鲁打工的陌生古晋新闻工作人
好几篇没被更新的
等
可是心里还是有那股空虚
尝试注入陶吉吉的歌（哦耳机坏了半边）
希望空洞可以被填满
再过33小时：
有个测验-必及格的测验
(是的，我没假期）
我还没开始念
唔知点死~
我妈就好玩啦-飞到大老远旅行
可是她也应该好好享受一番咯
真的不好意思
可是我真的很享受这种emo-ness
这篇读者是不是念得很乱/很累。。。
Thursday, September 25, 2008
9-1
Finally finish typing up notes which i have to READ and memorise for tmr's test...talk about last minute studying...
Note to self- please please please next yr WHEN you're in third yr...set pretend mid-sems and follow it (shocked myself how much i've studied for this one yr unit- none...)
(i was close to kneeling down and begging myself to study the other day)
Another note to self- read 'note to self's
With the stuffs coming up this weekend(eg dinners, lunch?, trial run for 'amazing race'), sunday's going to be crazy...
and multicutural week on wk 41...
but i hv faith
1 down, 6 assessments 2 assignments to go...
Note to self- please please please next yr WHEN you're in third yr...set pretend mid-sems and follow it (shocked myself how much i've studied for this one yr unit- none...)
(i was close to kneeling down and begging myself to study the other day)
Another note to self- read 'note to self's
With the stuffs coming up this weekend(eg dinners, lunch?, trial run for 'amazing race'), sunday's going to be crazy...
and multicutural week on wk 41...
but i hv faith
1 down, 6 assessments 2 assignments to go...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Square root of three
I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed
-heard from Harold and Kumar- by David ???
A lonely number like root three
The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed
-heard from Harold and Kumar- by David ???
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Study break
So my study break has been kinda gone pass already...did nothing, well nothing to do with my studies anyway...did everything there is to the multicultural week coming up, doing laundry 3 days straight and still hvnt finish(i think i'm jus trying to escape from studying)...
Got colour pencils!!!!- now i just need a shapener...
Tried to look for mooncake but found none(in the city)- first ever yr didnt eat mooncake(as far as i can remember)...a bit sad lo....
I WANT TO GO ARALEUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Got colour pencils!!!!- now i just need a shapener...
Tried to look for mooncake but found none(in the city)- first ever yr didnt eat mooncake(as far as i can remember)...a bit sad lo....
I WANT TO GO ARALEUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mandurah retreat
Last Sunday me and my cell group went to Mandurah. For a 3 days 2 nights stay. The house was humongous and nice. Facing the sea, with a jakuzi and a tennis court. We brought wii, taboo, cranium to play. Cooked bak kut teh, curry and pasta. And of course not forgetting the time of solitude during which I manage to get some questions answered. One thing I regret, I didn’t get to stroll along the beach…
And I miss home cooked food after those few days, well food cooked by myself anyway.
And I miss home cooked food after those few days, well food cooked by myself anyway.
If you want to see more picture go facebook...
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
wk 37
this very familiar feeling again...being hungry, sleepy, brain-drained, regretful etc...doing this assignment on designing 2 studies, which i took quite a while to think of (Case-control study: Osteoporosis and its influence on residual crest resorption rate & Cohort study- Xylitol and its effect on plaque accumulation) ...20 more dot points to write but i'm jus in no mood to write it...and to think that my friend is actually staying up late to catch-up and not for exam or assignment...talk about dedication...i need that...
final week. can't wait for it to finish...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
final week. can't wait for it to finish...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, September 05, 2008
animal +teeth
went to uni early because I had a thing I always wanted to do. So I left the house at 8.15am, reached uni, went to the lab, took out the box making sure no one saw me and hurried down. Then I went to the library where I unfortunately saw a few of my classmates. But I manage to brush them off and hope that they will not suspect anything. After that I went up to second floor took the stuff out and started taking photos…
from wax...while we were waiting for some material to set
was meant to put caption on top...but can't be bothered
i made this one...meant to be art-sy...so it resembles no lion
got a photo of the backside...but...
took us a while to put the tongue on and drip the eye on...
and to actually shape the body into a curl
giraffe with giraffepox...we made another mini size one which was meant to be the 'son'
a failed attempt of making a palm tree...more like sea anemone
and our 'almost-final' product after 9 months
dentures...
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Apologies accepted
it wasn’t my day to be in the lab drilling…my seat(which I have been sitting for 1 yr) has been taken(and that guy was joking maybe it wasnt my day to come in), things jus didn’t turn out rite…on top of that, I argued with one of the nurse coz she refused to lend me safety glasses…I actually ran downstairs to the locker room to get my glasses before asking...and when i reach there i realise I forgot to bring my keys down and so I refused to go up and down again …so after arguing (more like showing her my disgust to her openly) and all…still had to go down to get it…for the whole session I was bitching abt her…commenting at her face, crooked teeth, small jaw, evil look (ok I didn’t)…but then when I realise I was being rude (as told by a fren), it kinda struck me…so after contemplating for 10+mins after lab…I apologised..
Monday, September 01, 2008
accent
the merdeka celebration took off...something struck me...my accent when I talk to other people I don’t really know/known ABCs…I’ve been wondering why...am I embarrassed with my not-so-english accent? Or am I jus worried that other people cant understand? Maybe I jus want people to accept me and not see me as some FOB? And I realise-I speak malay with malay accent (i.e. not your orang cina accent)…well at least I seem to…so from logical reasoning…I’ve concluded I’m jus trying to speak the language properly…which lead to the next thing…wat’s wrong with our accent (not our manglish)…I mean as long as you can speak proper fluent English(which I’m still struggling at times) it shouldn’t be a problem…like African accent to us is nothing funny nothing weird…but when I talk to angmohs or ABC(like seriously born there raised there ones), I jus become tongue-tied…trying to sound perfect(with all the ‘three’s and ‘tree’s), correct pronunciation…something like speaking mandarin to China-chinese but jus slower processing…so wat I’m trying to conclude here? I don’t know…jus that next yr I’ll be talking to patients and I have no idea how that will turn out…so I’m kinda test-trialing in my work…:p
Sunday, August 31, 2008
merdeka
hey it's merdeka day
but somehow the whole occasion nearly slipped out of my mind
despite me being part of the merdeka celebration @ Tav comm(do come!)
maybe it's the distance
maybe it's the people around me
maybe it's my so-busy-until-cant-update life
maybe it's the lack of atmosphere
maybe it's the absence of media coverage
maybe it jus doesnt apply to the younger generation-jus another reason to partey
meh
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i think i've watched way too much petronas ads-which kinda resulted in this slightly emo-ish post
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Happy 51st Independence Day!
but somehow the whole occasion nearly slipped out of my mind
despite me being part of the merdeka celebration @ Tav comm(do come!)
maybe it's the distance
maybe it's the people around me
maybe it's my so-busy-until-cant-update life
maybe it's the lack of atmosphere
maybe it's the absence of media coverage
maybe it jus doesnt apply to the younger generation-jus another reason to partey
meh
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i think i've watched way too much petronas ads-which kinda resulted in this slightly emo-ish post
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Happy 51st Independence Day!
Friday, August 29, 2008
wk 35
bdays photos…5 bday in one week and I manage to take photos for 3…but sadly no new inspirations /creativity juice not flowing to take photos…events still awesome nonetheless…:)
singing candle
reminds me of opera house
would've been a superb photo if i DIDNT FINGER-BLOCK THE FLASH
singing candle
reminds me of opera house
would've been a superb photo if i DIDNT FINGER-BLOCK THE FLASHSunday, August 24, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Ads
this year's petronas merdeka ad by adflin sauki
soso only...took me a while to understand the message behind it (if there is one)..still prefer previous yrs ones
jus some random ads:
steps to invite prosperity god
lee yan's best friend
duelling masseurs
soso only...took me a while to understand the message behind it (if there is one)..still prefer previous yrs ones
jus some random ads:
steps to invite prosperity god
lee yan's best friend
duelling masseurs
wk33-34
so lazy busy to blog... another picture-less post again...
14/8- we left our lab halfways to see the 100m swimming finals in the common room...i think 40% of the class left and in the common room there must be 40 odd people cheering and shouting...that was fun..
15/8- lost my wax knife but found it back in someone's box...but that person kept saying that that was his, despite the factS that: the knife has my number on it, it has the burnt mark that i did accidently...i jus hv no idea how to get it back...
16/8- world vision 40 hr famine is on- i actually wanted to do it at the beginning of the year...but as the date approaches, i realise i have to do it under a group...so...didnt do lor...if i'm doing it i'll be going 40 hrs wihout sleep (since sleep is wat i need most)
17/8- went to indian indepedence day celebration- coz my fren was dancing...and i was kinda dragged to go
20/8-radiograph session- it was kinda fun-ish...taking differently shots of dexter (plastic man) and a skull...lolin the afternoon i had my drilling test...which i killed (in the bad way)- so that's a resit next weekright after the test at 4 continue to fiddle around with some wax which i have been fiddling since 2 weeks ago...then went to a talk on evolution vs creationism at octagon theatre which wasnt that enlightening-then wasted my time watching 'so you think u can dance' and olympics (sprint 200 m men final) before sitting down to study for my test the next morning at 11pm...slept at 4 (2 hr rest in between)
21/8-given the drilling exam format which will happen end of the yr...hv to pass 5 of 6 items to 'pass' ..like wtfungus...a HD to pass a unit...suddenly dent didnt look fun anymore...and fear of failing (enhanced by the test we just had after that) spread like wild fire and intensified and i was dead tired during lunchtime-mentally tired ..you know how when u are sleepy..your eyes are heavy but your brain is still active, thinking 'there's goes the eyelid again, man i shud sleep' kinda things but mentally tired was totally diff lol...you can be walking or cycling then *snap and *snap -and you go 'why am i here' to realise your brain jus disconnected for while there
22/8-even our lab instructor was saying 'i saw a few of you coming in at 8, did your waxwork til 1pm, went for the test, then came back to continue after that til 6pm' ...starting to get stressful now...finally manage to get 6 teeth onto my dentures but still look crap...
23/8-is going to miss all the fun coz my sense of responsibility is jus too strong to ignore...sorry guys...really wanted to go...
so inspired by harmonisation after i heard one at utopia the other night (:P) that i youtube some to see if i can learn it...lol
somewhere out there
14/8- we left our lab halfways to see the 100m swimming finals in the common room...i think 40% of the class left and in the common room there must be 40 odd people cheering and shouting...that was fun..
15/8- lost my wax knife but found it back in someone's box...but that person kept saying that that was his, despite the factS that: the knife has my number on it, it has the burnt mark that i did accidently...i jus hv no idea how to get it back...
16/8- world vision 40 hr famine is on- i actually wanted to do it at the beginning of the year...but as the date approaches, i realise i have to do it under a group...so...didnt do lor...if i'm doing it i'll be going 40 hrs wihout sleep (since sleep is wat i need most)
17/8- went to indian indepedence day celebration- coz my fren was dancing...and i was kinda dragged to go
20/8-radiograph session- it was kinda fun-ish...taking differently shots of dexter (plastic man) and a skull...lolin the afternoon i had my drilling test...which i killed (in the bad way)- so that's a resit next weekright after the test at 4 continue to fiddle around with some wax which i have been fiddling since 2 weeks ago...then went to a talk on evolution vs creationism at octagon theatre which wasnt that enlightening-then wasted my time watching 'so you think u can dance' and olympics (sprint 200 m men final) before sitting down to study for my test the next morning at 11pm...slept at 4 (2 hr rest in between)
21/8-given the drilling exam format which will happen end of the yr...hv to pass 5 of 6 items to 'pass' ..like wtfungus...a HD to pass a unit...suddenly dent didnt look fun anymore...and fear of failing (enhanced by the test we just had after that) spread like wild fire and intensified and i was dead tired during lunchtime-mentally tired ..you know how when u are sleepy..your eyes are heavy but your brain is still active, thinking 'there's goes the eyelid again, man i shud sleep' kinda things but mentally tired was totally diff lol...you can be walking or cycling then *snap and *snap -and you go 'why am i here' to realise your brain jus disconnected for while there
22/8-even our lab instructor was saying 'i saw a few of you coming in at 8, did your waxwork til 1pm, went for the test, then came back to continue after that til 6pm' ...starting to get stressful now...finally manage to get 6 teeth onto my dentures but still look crap...
23/8-is going to miss all the fun coz my sense of responsibility is jus too strong to ignore...sorry guys...really wanted to go...
so inspired by harmonisation after i heard one at utopia the other night (:P) that i youtube some to see if i can learn it...lol
somewhere out there
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
kids, bus, olympics, money, quote
Hey yo...so i’m blogging here in the library...yes a lecture got cancelled because we cant find a venue to have it...how lame...anyway, better hurry up before i head of for lab at 1pm.
I don’t think i can write stuff here...jus so un-inspiring...so i think this will mainly be non-sense...hahaha
Kids:
U know how things jus happen..u get all excited to write about it but when u get home and sit down...the stuff jus seems too menial to write about. Anyway...the other day when i was working...a mom and a girl came in to buy a subway each...so i finished making them both...then at the cashier and out the blue i decided to give the little girl her own plastic bag to carry (coz i tot the girl would be stoked to have her own carry bag...and normally i’ll stuff everything into one bag- to be environmentally friendly)...i purposely put in her drink into the bag to let her know that that’s hers...and she was like ‘is that mine? It has my drink in it...i have my own bag~~~’ in a cutesy manner to her mom..but u know adults, they don’t care...but i can see the smile on her face and the bag swinging in her hands when she left...so i tot...i can be a good paedodontist..hahah
After church, a few friends and i had lunch with a bunch of kids...the youngest being a yr5? And man is he racist...he started telling jokes like ‘what do you call an Abo priest’ ‘what’s the difference btw an Abo and a bucket of shit’ et...such a bad influence on me lol...and the guy who was driving us there was such a ‘koko’ no wonder the girls where all over him (slightly exaggerated)...haha
You know how kids can be really cute and fun to play with...and girl will go 'i want to have kids' right? But once u actually raise one...it will be totally different...like hell...so i suggest...u can either kidnap one, be a godfather or godmother to one, or jus work with kids...
Continued at home…
Bus:
The other day when I was bus-ing to work…I noticed this lady sitting with a huge brown colour book on her lap…but it was jus empty pages…must some autograph/wedding book. That was my thought after that quick glance around the bus which registered in what I’ve wrote about her.
But then after a while I glanced at her again (I wasn’t actually facing her, but standing and facing the side of the bus)…then I realise something…her hands were moving across…then I realise they were Braille (or sth else)…then I was like ‘oh crap’ in my heart…dunno why, maybe jus the assumption I made about her? Not sensitive enough…so me being ‘empty-minded’ at that time jus starting wondering about her…she looked calm tho, facing out of the bus…as though she was looking out at the riverside…but when she turned back, I somehow felt like she was staring back at me saying what are you looking at…but I continued topeep observe…reading Braille is hard…but she did it smoothly…quite amazing how fingertips can be used like that…so sensitive…then I realise she didn’t look bad (don’t mean anything else)…since she wouldn’t be able to see how she looked like…and that being said (or thought), it would kinda be a blessing in disguise coz you wont see stuff which makes you worry/sad etc…but you will miss out on lots more stuff like how the colour green look like, how ‘brightness’ look like (though scientists believe there a part on the midbrain which actually can detect those but let’s not go into this now)…then I wonder where her walking stick is…and then i went ‘holy sh*t’ there was a dog tucked under her legs…it was humungous…how did I even miss that…then I realise I’ve seen her around the neighbourhood… but it was time to leave the bus…
Sometimes bus-ing can be fun…especially when there people having conversations in an audible range…talking about their housemates who refuse to pay, about the Jap test they jus had, etc…
Olympics:
Yes the opening was grand and I manage to miss the first 30 mins which was the best part in the whole ceremony…
I was watching one the sports on tv- gymnastics…it’s actually quite hard to perform…but everytime when someone fell onto the floor or slips off the balancing bar, it’s actually quite saddening…actually the close-up shots on their faces…you know that they are devastated/disappointed but they still don’t show it out and still continuing with what they were doing… feel sorry for them…
Money:
I lost my pay last week…180+…so stupid…pretty sure I lost it on the bus again…stupid
Just a quote I copied from a blog that I read but not knowing the author :
人生只不过是需要一点点的感慨来点缀
而我的感慨好像占了大部分
咖啡杯已经变得冰凉
咖啡还是没有喝完
或许我喜欢的就只是它的温度
而不是它的味道....
I don’t think i can write stuff here...jus so un-inspiring...so i think this will mainly be non-sense...hahaha
Kids:
U know how things jus happen..u get all excited to write about it but when u get home and sit down...the stuff jus seems too menial to write about. Anyway...the other day when i was working...a mom and a girl came in to buy a subway each...so i finished making them both...then at the cashier and out the blue i decided to give the little girl her own plastic bag to carry (coz i tot the girl would be stoked to have her own carry bag...and normally i’ll stuff everything into one bag- to be environmentally friendly)...i purposely put in her drink into the bag to let her know that that’s hers...and she was like ‘is that mine? It has my drink in it...i have my own bag~~~’ in a cutesy manner to her mom..but u know adults, they don’t care...but i can see the smile on her face and the bag swinging in her hands when she left...so i tot...i can be a good paedodontist..hahah
After church, a few friends and i had lunch with a bunch of kids...the youngest being a yr5? And man is he racist...he started telling jokes like ‘what do you call an Abo priest’ ‘what’s the difference btw an Abo and a bucket of shit’ et...such a bad influence on me lol...and the guy who was driving us there was such a ‘koko’ no wonder the girls where all over him (slightly exaggerated)...haha
You know how kids can be really cute and fun to play with...and girl will go 'i want to have kids' right? But once u actually raise one...it will be totally different...like hell...so i suggest...u can either kidnap one, be a godfather or godmother to one, or jus work with kids...
Continued at home…
Bus:
The other day when I was bus-ing to work…I noticed this lady sitting with a huge brown colour book on her lap…but it was jus empty pages…must some autograph/wedding book. That was my thought after that quick glance around the bus which registered in what I’ve wrote about her.
But then after a while I glanced at her again (I wasn’t actually facing her, but standing and facing the side of the bus)…then I realise something…her hands were moving across…then I realise they were Braille (or sth else)…then I was like ‘oh crap’ in my heart…dunno why, maybe jus the assumption I made about her? Not sensitive enough…so me being ‘empty-minded’ at that time jus starting wondering about her…she looked calm tho, facing out of the bus…as though she was looking out at the riverside…but when she turned back, I somehow felt like she was staring back at me saying what are you looking at…but I continued to
Sometimes bus-ing can be fun…especially when there people having conversations in an audible range…talking about their housemates who refuse to pay, about the Jap test they jus had, etc…
Olympics:
Yes the opening was grand and I manage to miss the first 30 mins which was the best part in the whole ceremony…
I was watching one the sports on tv- gymnastics…it’s actually quite hard to perform…but everytime when someone fell onto the floor or slips off the balancing bar, it’s actually quite saddening…actually the close-up shots on their faces…you know that they are devastated/disappointed but they still don’t show it out and still continuing with what they were doing… feel sorry for them…
Money:
I lost my pay last week…180+…so stupid…pretty sure I lost it on the bus again…stupid
Just a quote I copied from a blog that I read but not knowing the author :
人生只不过是需要一点点的感慨来点缀
而我的感慨好像占了大部分
咖啡杯已经变得冰凉
咖啡还是没有喝完
或许我喜欢的就只是它的温度
而不是它的味道....
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
wk 32
Sorry about the lock-up. There were reasons to believe that the safety of my blog was compromised.
Let’s see…actually I have stuff in my mind to write about…but just cant be bothered writing it out…don’t even know where to start…
Ok we were suppose to have this test…but the scope of material examined kept changing until someone complain and it got postponed…then we got to meet the head of the school coz apparently we have a lot of other complains about certain units ranging from ‘just-15-mins lecture’ to ‘late lecturer (who was extremely apologetic when she finally got there)’ to ‘reading a whole 300 pages of book and get tested on it (not knowing head or tails)’ to ‘not getting our marks back three months after the assessment’(which itself has lots of problem like some of the stuff were not even taught and the whole confusion with who the marker was)…the head wasn’t nice…at all…good thing the guild is behind us…muahahaha…school politics (unique to our course only apparently)…and our class rep resigned after all the commotion…
So we had another meeting with our year mentor (someone said he needed a translator to understand...just because his accent was weird…lol) and the paper that we were suppose to take…well we know VERY WELL what will be in the test…courtesy of the lecturer who set the paper…
So..that was pretty much the most interesting stuff that happened recently…
Jus had a prac test this morning…drill with all my might…trying to achieve: that curvature which reflect the outer surface, specific dimensions ranging from 1.5mm to 3mm, and making a ‘drain’ which is supposed to be 0.2 mm (like how do you even measure that)…all was well, I think I fail…
Met up with this guy from CU…had a talk over coffee at Dome (I don’t really like coffee)..talked about stuff…and due to me talking too much (I think I was tyring to make conversation) I have to meet up again next week…dunno ‘sigh’ or ‘yeah’…should be grateful (I was going to type ‘greatful’) … ‘Luke’ it will be
Saw my fren at uni and then saw my mentee at the bus stop…I swear 1st yr seemed ages ago…I was like thinking years back to recall what happen and then I realize it was barely a year ago…
And I missed the main campus…with all the people and ‘happenings’
Had a lecture at 5 til 6.30pm..dont mind coz it was awesome…on orthodontics
So now here I am 11.26pm, a 140 pages prosthodontics book (which I painstakingly scan and printed out) waiting for me to read (test on friday), several other books/magazines waiting for me to read as well…expedition to search for the cheapest durian around tomorrow…my laptop I’m afraid is dying…responding really slowly
Just some random stuff:
-It’s the 7th month in the lunar/Chinese calendar..boo
-this year’s Olympic had been not smooth sailing at all from what I read from newspapers…the ‘birdnest’ is not as safe as we thought…there were a lot of problems ‘passing on’ the oylmpic fire from ‘04 athens’ to ‘08 beijing’. From 1976 to 2004 the fire had only been extinguished (accidentally eg by wind) only 6 times. But after the Beijing official got the fire, it has extinguished more than 20 times at everywhere around the world (rain, wind, people, and even no apparent reason)…the five FuWa was also believed to be a curse (Nanking flood, Sichuan earthquake, Tibetan unrest etc). and the dates all have something to do with the number 8…freaky ey…
On a happier note…summer’s almost here
man i really can write crap...
Let’s see…actually I have stuff in my mind to write about…but just cant be bothered writing it out…don’t even know where to start…
Ok we were suppose to have this test…but the scope of material examined kept changing until someone complain and it got postponed…then we got to meet the head of the school coz apparently we have a lot of other complains about certain units ranging from ‘just-15-mins lecture’ to ‘late lecturer (who was extremely apologetic when she finally got there)’ to ‘reading a whole 300 pages of book and get tested on it (not knowing head or tails)’ to ‘not getting our marks back three months after the assessment’(which itself has lots of problem like some of the stuff were not even taught and the whole confusion with who the marker was)…the head wasn’t nice…at all…good thing the guild is behind us…muahahaha…school politics (unique to our course only apparently)…and our class rep resigned after all the commotion…
So we had another meeting with our year mentor (someone said he needed a translator to understand...just because his accent was weird…lol) and the paper that we were suppose to take…well we know VERY WELL what will be in the test…courtesy of the lecturer who set the paper…
So..that was pretty much the most interesting stuff that happened recently…
Jus had a prac test this morning…drill with all my might…trying to achieve: that curvature which reflect the outer surface, specific dimensions ranging from 1.5mm to 3mm, and making a ‘drain’ which is supposed to be 0.2 mm (like how do you even measure that)…all was well, I think I fail…
Met up with this guy from CU…had a talk over coffee at Dome (I don’t really like coffee)..talked about stuff…and due to me talking too much (I think I was tyring to make conversation) I have to meet up again next week…dunno ‘sigh’ or ‘yeah’…should be grateful (I was going to type ‘greatful’) … ‘Luke’ it will be
Saw my fren at uni and then saw my mentee at the bus stop…I swear 1st yr seemed ages ago…I was like thinking years back to recall what happen and then I realize it was barely a year ago…
And I missed the main campus…with all the people and ‘happenings’
Had a lecture at 5 til 6.30pm..dont mind coz it was awesome…on orthodontics
So now here I am 11.26pm, a 140 pages prosthodontics book (which I painstakingly scan and printed out) waiting for me to read (test on friday), several other books/magazines waiting for me to read as well…expedition to search for the cheapest durian around tomorrow…my laptop I’m afraid is dying…responding really slowly
Just some random stuff:
-It’s the 7th month in the lunar/Chinese calendar..boo
-this year’s Olympic had been not smooth sailing at all from what I read from newspapers…the ‘birdnest’ is not as safe as we thought…there were a lot of problems ‘passing on’ the oylmpic fire from ‘04 athens’ to ‘08 beijing’. From 1976 to 2004 the fire had only been extinguished (accidentally eg by wind) only 6 times. But after the Beijing official got the fire, it has extinguished more than 20 times at everywhere around the world (rain, wind, people, and even no apparent reason)…the five FuWa was also believed to be a curse (Nanking flood, Sichuan earthquake, Tibetan unrest etc). and the dates all have something to do with the number 8…freaky ey…
On a happier note…summer’s almost here
man i really can write crap...
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