conjuntions

Had a long rest after exam which was ok coz luckily I manage to cram (ok fine ‘RECAP’) ALL 24 lectures in 2 hrs just before exams which got me late for exams but it was still ok coz I don’t think they really care as long as u got enough time to finish and there WAS more than enough time coz ppl started leaving after 1.5 hr when the whole exam was meant to be 3 hrs jus like my next exam on Monday which I hv no clue whatsoever and it freakin involves a lot of memorizing- the whole year’s worth of lectures which would be fine if the lectures given was understandable, straightforward, INFORMATION-CONTAINING but noooo..the lecturer jus went on whatever he liked, jumping around topics (‘in retrospect’ and ‘leading to’) talking about nothing and he expects us to know everything he knows by reading the book he asked us to read which is quite shit as well coz like my fren said ‘is all over the place and talks about nothing-jus like the lecturer’ so the book has been there since the beginning of the year collecting dust and it will continue to collect dust throughout this weekend coz I m not going to read that freakin book but instead read the 3 compilations of notes that obtained from 3 different upper yr sources(yes ppl area kind enough to do that and I m recording now all the papers we’re hving coz we don’t GET past yr papers, like wtf) totaling 200 pages? (ok fine I’m exaggerating, so sue me) and I hv to memorise everything single detail on how to make a fake denture which I SUPPOSE will help next yr when we actually start making them on real patients and it’s going to be freaky coz it’s like REAL~ but anway..dont want to think about it now, got more important things to stress like when am I going to go back end of this yr coz, yes, I hvnt book my ticket to go back and I cant now since I’m hving exams and going all the way to the city to book it is an utter waste of time which i can utilize to study and speaking of which mayb I shud stop here and go sleep and wake up early tmr morning to do some studying for the next 3 days…
*gasp air*

我只想闭上眼睛 5 分钟也好
看完6 个lecture 就可以休息了 可是这几个lecture至少也有50页 而且全部都是要背的
明天醒来还要把全部在看一边 因为真的是不记得
周末-也没得休息 因为还要赶另一张考卷
刘力杨的《靠不靠谱》 不知道听了几次了
因为喜欢副歌的部分 因为没新歌听 因为旧歌听厌了
最后两瓶鸡精 明天一瓶 拜一一瓶 家里带来的一盒就这样完了

我不知道 我不知道 我不知道
我很累 眼睛很‘刺’
对自己很失望 自己ego放弃了id
我不想睡 睡了时间就没了
明天的试卷是最简单的其中一张 可是为什么我还那么stress 不是我一个罢了
还有好多好多要念的 又超无聊（关于怎样做research）念又念不进
真的很想放弃就算了 可是不可以不pass
开始饿了 可是最近好像饿惯了 酸了一下就没事了
我真的要睡了 很烦

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结果睡了四个小时 起来是还狂k书
考试还好 不太难 多靠上天
下午睡了四小时弥补

Few things,

Perth International Festival brochure is out- go grab it- at ur nearest news agency for free!
There’s a few interesting (and free) event happening next yr…

Exams- first one done. Not too bad I reckon. It’s worth like 16% but it’s a barrier exam (as in you hv to pass to pass the unit to pass the yr).

Kiwi- I theorise?/postulate?/hypothesise? the part furthest from the stalk where it joins the tree (or is it bush) is the sweetest. So how would you make it all sweet.
1. eliminate the stalk. Smart but impossible. FAIL
2. it will be good if the fruit can rotate while it’s growing. Not smart and not possible. FAIL
3. if all fail, jus share (the sour part) with someone…

Ferrero Rocher- Don’t even know why it’s so freakin expensive. It’s not even that nice. Even kit-kat is nicer. I think it’s because people give it as a present coz it looks classier. And since it looks classier and is in demand and it has established a brand, it’s more ex. I bet one day when people stop buying them, the price will go down. Same goes for other branded stuff eg THAT mp3 player, THAT game console, THAT hand bag, THAT car….

SPM- a distant past- which has nothing to do in my life, like, anymore…but we were all worrying about it and stuff, trying to get super good result. Well I suppose you need those super good results to go somewhere, but I mean…errr…ok, I don’t know what I’m saying. Anyway, my sis taking it..wohoo..lol..

Yasmin- cant wait to go back and watch all her movies- Sepet, Gubra, Mukhsin, Muallaf (jus released in s’pore) and Talenttime(jus finish shooting)… having gotten so many awards world-wide...and she has a nice blog

Quite obvious I’m procrastinating here…

No wonder they say in third yr u’ll start to hate everyone in your year. JUS because i) u’ve seen them enough ii) they know how to get onto ur nerves when they need to iii) they know you too well to care how you think…

CC

I was reading the newspaper just now, and I saw a news report on Canning College’s International Student Graduation Ceremony. Man, that was ages ago. What 3 years already? Ok. Two. But yea, seemed so long ago.Our year has definitely started something new by having the graduation dinner at Hilton. A google search (a cat must have died somewhere at the same time) found a few blogs with photos of the ceremony and a video on youtube. It was just like ours, all the emotions, the photo taking sessions, the ‘lecturer-appreciation’ speeches, the performances, the awards. It wasn’t too long ago, that we graduated from that place. And now there’s ‘juniors’ whom we don’t even know going to join us in uni. Seemed so distant aye…

I was going to write about my year there, but nah…it’ll take forever, and I got more important things at hand i.e. exams. Maybe some other time, when I’m inspired again…

One more day till exams…panic+nervous-ness+fear+worry+adrenaline rush+stress starting to resurface after much suppression for the past few days… might jus break the seal..lol

Feel so weird typing in English again…

tHank yOu's to all, for everything....:):):):):):):):):):):)):):):)):):)

妈，生（我）日快乐！
原本不想‘致词’的。。。
前夕
唐禹哲的歌陪着我 在library
图书馆外 小组的‘惊喜’celebration 超棒的巧克力蛋糕 很好的朋友们 大牙齿的生日卡
图书馆里 朋友给的祝福 女儿的生日卡
一路骑脚车 背包里载满幸福
回到家 手机的短讯 facebook上的祝福 msn的问候 近的远的
我study week故意空了明天 可以好好庆祝 （也是万一念不完 有extra day 可以用）
今晚梦一定甜

当天
一早醒来 （其实也让自己赖到十点） 屋友送一盒forrero rocher 感愧交集
午餐 和同年同月同日生的朋友 （只差不同医院） 去了韩国餐馆
晚餐 和一班朋友 all of whom I’ve hvnt met for soooooooo long (ranging from 2 weeks to half a year or more )
The candy bag chicken-rice cake candle corny-ness camera-flashes car-rides and the great company

后序
一生只有一次20 （废话） 很高兴这次能过得那么愉快 因为也完全没碰到书
想起来 有点像塞翁失马
以前还认为挺可悲的 不再会有心情庆祝
现在觉得 是百忙中赐的快乐 是一个 ‘安息日’

感动 感激 感谢 感慨

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prac result was out...my hands were actually trembling when i went to check my result(after being persuaded much)...4 pass and 2 resubmits. not the best but still good considering i thought i might hv failed...

i am very happy with my result-grateful actually, lucky. but some people were jus pissed(even they got the same result as me)- complaining how they are one pass short to pass the unit, and now having to come back and redo the exams again. and when i tried to talk to some who didnt quite do well, i ended up being cut by them -the 'oh-u-are-so-pro-u-can-say-watever-u-like' talk.

that sucked

and talking to one person who has passed all 6 and one who failed 2 on msn at the same time wsa dumb- it's like u're typing happily one moment and feeling sad the next

exam is this sat- so freakin near- and i dont think i'm even prepared for it...

and i'm tired

我在浪费时间

感觉上有点在孤军作战 ~_~

原来上网可以上瘾的 :

~中午上网查了怎么去掉衣服上的茶迹（用柠檬水/醋）@.@

~之前发现我杰伦的专辑曲名完全不对 早知道不要那么快下 况且也并不是很好听 >.<

~刚才狂下歌 部落格看见人家提起什么歌 我都下 现在平均五分钟有首新歌听 :0

~喜欢这部落格的feel 还赢了什么大马中文最生活化部落格 :)

怎么办 倒数一星期 平均一天要温习一个unit T.T

明天8 to 5待在med library aza aza fighting~~

威尔逻辑

執著VS熱誠VS夢想VS心
心 會累
夢想 會破滅
熱誠 會減退
執著 還是執著

正常VS不正常
人多那一邊 叫正常
人少那一邊 叫不正常
很簡單

自此

堕落ing

倒数八天

今天的prac也没自己想象的完美 很失望

在最后一分钟发现一个紧要的错误 可是太迟了

希望它不足以令我fail

最近吃喝玩乐都不协调

吃的烂 喝得少 玩太多 乐-几乎不存在

脑子也很喜欢放空

一下想念完五年后又什么打算 一下想今晚吃什么 一下担心万一明年留级要怎样fit in

然后就会提醒自己要买咖啡 熬夜去

再熬二十一天就over了

笔擦削

今天早上的practical考的不是那么理想。还记得前一晚还信心满满的，觉得这两个肯定pass。怎么知道，考试一开始就手忙脚乱，幸亏护士们都很友善，都劝我们要镇定，鼓励我们。三个钟头后出来，一个很有可能几乎是肯定不及格，一个没大碍的话可能会pass。明天还有两个。六个prac之中至少要三个及格才能拿supplementary，五个及格才能pass这门unit。现在每个人都很stress，都失去了笑容（其实念我们这个course的，唯有first yr 还会笑，其他的-我们担心不能pass这exam，third yr也忙着为十多张考试paper准备，fourth yr也一样（只是他们九月也已经考了另十多张），fifth yr clinic 没位，恐怕不能毕业）。如果今天两个都fail了，就是说接下来的四个只能fail一个才有机会进下一年。不然就这样结束了。真的很怕。。。

有人很贱，真的。为了谋取利益，竟然背着良心讨好某些人。明知那某人很爱炫耀，还故意称赞他，简直就是feed着他的ego嘛，心理学学得还蛮有用的。真的是名副其实的两面蛇。自己还说别人是非，说人家是马屁精。

考试倒数进入单数了-9 天。 我还是那么没心情去温习，没心情煮，这几个星期都不打工。

最近和屋友的关系好像有好转（不是说之前很糟），都有比较多话吧。可能是因为那次朋友拜访时得知原来我也那么讨厌这间屋子时，觉得我没那么讨人厌吧。哈哈。所以明年多半会继续和他一起住，在另一间屋子。还有，他超勤劳好吗。

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刚design完假牙 满桌笔擦削

很自然的用手掌把它们扫到一起 小心翼翼的推到桌边 扫进手掌 丢掉

这熟练的过程 忘了是什么时候学来的

多半是中学-画graf，画diagram experimen

庆祝原创

未來-黄浚源（feat云鎂鑫）


三岔口-满江浤


我不够好-詹雪琳


不可以不是你-莊靖毅


贪心你的思念-佳旺&子荧


谢谢你-钟盛忠
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摘自此

photos

opening ceremony




talent night



spring feast

wk 43

ya i know..there i go again with my word-heavy post...

monday: did injections on each other...freaky, my hands were shaking like mad the first time i went it, but the second i injected it was ok (despite the fact that i might have given my fren muscle ache coz i pierced through the huge muscle in that area instead of avoiding it)...my right of the mouth was pretty much numb for 3 hours, when i drink water, only one side feel the cold, the other side feels swollen and as if i cant close properly. and when ppl smile it's loopsided.

this week is my last week for my drilling prac- 12 hours. can feel fear, pressure and adrenaline pumping in the whole lab as everyone's drilling as much as they can to practice.
tuesday(3 hours): cant remember wat i did- few class V amalgam prep, one classic class III amalgam prep
wednesday(6 solid hours in lab): 41 mesial Class III prep, 47 MOD prep, 26 class I occ-li prep,
thurs(3 hours-totally psyched up): 14 MOD prep, pack 14 MOD, pack a 26 DOL+mesial pit, 11 mesial Class III prep
most amount of stuff ever i did in these few days
now all that's left is the prac exam next week- 9 hours (3 sessions)- everyone's totally stressing out and saying they'll most prob repeat 2nd yr again...and eveyrone's speculating and predicting what' going to come out...well we'll know soon enough...

i'm very tired-- been waking up at 6 to do my group assignment- next up is a techinician instruction sheet and it will be over by next week- starting to feel worried that eveyone's starting to study already whereas i'm still here typing all this stupid useless stuff. really unmotivated. sigh~~~~

thoughts

Jus some random thoughts

i think i will apply for an overseas placement in 5th yr. For 3 months. Maybe somewhere like singapore or malaysia. :)

having talked on the phone for 45 mins(called back home), my thoughts flew back to my malaysia home, coz when sat down, i felt this unfamiliarity for a microsecond, then the heat and the pile of notes shot me back into my room.

next yr CNY i'll be here, starting class, sigh~~
my family will be here as well...sigh...jk..yeah!!!!!!

Wk 42

I, the owner of this blog, am officially coining a new term/phrase/word

Sorry after a search on google, i saw my word.

Bulk-blogging.

Yes, i've been doing that unconsciously. Keeping a log of what to write everyday until i cant remember no more and it 'explodes'. So here goes again.

Monday
Late day start coz i dont have the lab in the morning. Afternoon was normal. Night was normal. Pretty sure i forgot sth, coz it's definitely not that normal.

Tuesday
Woke super early jus to attend a lecture, then went back to uni. As i may or may not have mentioned, my bike lock is stuck. As in even with a key in it, it still cant open. So i've finally decided. I went to the locksmith/cobbler at guild (lucky i noticed this little shop there tucked in the corner last yr). I went in hoping he can pick my lock but nooooo. I ended up having to use a bow saw to saw the chain (which was designed to prevent ppl from being able to cut it thru..=.=). So i was hiding there discreetly, trying to avoid ppl from noticing, sawing the chain bit by bit. Until the blade went blunt. And at last, with a bit of physics and material science, it finally broke. The guy was kind enough to refuse my offer to buy him a new blade. :) This certainly how i expected when i said 'please return the bike'.
and went to watch wall-e...nice movie with a lot of messages: move more, open ur eyes, be environmently friendly. and nice end credit. but we missed the bus, so had to walk back form subi to uwa

wednesday
nothing much i think. Played baddy. And my neck is still aching, which sort of affected me during the drilling lab later in the afternoon.

thursday
lab. sudden sugar craving. So, in the short one hour break at 12(had to rush back for a meeting at 1pm), went to JEAN-CLAUDE PATISSERIE and to get a new bike lock. got a free bike lock which was awesome. and JEAN-CLAUDE PATISSERIE was even more awesome...so much happiness in that small shop in the form of pastries...bought hazelnut escargot, fresh fruit danish, and almond croissant...i was a happy man boy after.
And in my psychology lecture, i got a chocolate for answering a question on oedipus complex

Fri
i pleasantly realise that the bike that i jus got back has a punctured tyre-which means a few more days of walking again. in lab, one of my tutor was encouraging us: i know what you guys are going thru. but if i can make it(refering to her studying for her examS in sydney to be recognised by aus dental board), u can too. That sort of ties in to what i recalled the night before: If i can study 11 subjects in SPM, all being '2 yr units', why cant i do this- only 7 units, half of them only a 'one sem unit'. And it reminds me of another fact that sort of struck me (still). Someone was asking in class what will happen if u only pass 2 out of the 6 prac that we had to do the week after. the lecturer, expressionless-ly, said: that's pretty much the end.

Sat
Ok, she might not have said that, but i wanted the effect. she said u might hv to repeat.
morning- went to broadway to do survey for my group assignment- pu-blic pre-ception on den-tistry and its ef-fect on oral hy-gience prac-ti-ces. boring. stood 2 hrs and manage to get 10 ppl ranging from 21 to 70+ y.o., having more older ppl, gender balance, and one asian in the 10 ppl to appropriately represent the public. i think too much.

pictures will appear soon. after it's being transferred from my camera.

summer

Mengumumkan ketibaan YAB Datuk Seri Summer a/p Nature

Diiringi oleh Datuk Suhu bin Tinggi
dan Datin Dry Gan
yg akan melawat Perth selama tiga bulan
Selamat Datang.

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summer is here...good season to be doing laudry, good season to jus stay indoor during the day and outdoor at night...

also means that i dont hv to wrap myself like a dumpling when i sleep at night

having wearing a outer wear for so long that now i feel naked without one...

and the night breeze somehow reminds me of my maternal grandma's house in kl (not mine, not my dad's mom's house)...mayb it's the temperature, or most prob the smell...but they all conjures the sound of motorbikes and cars driving pass late at night in front of my grandma's house...shit...God bless her..

I want to learn stuff

A fren of mine plans to buy guitar coz he’s been self-learning playing guitar. Another fren of mine will be getting a piano coz he wants to learn (and I taught him some basics thru msn). Yet another fren of mine bought flute(saw him polishing it in the car) and he’s learning it himself as well. I want to learn guitar and improve on my piano.

It’s going to be freakin 30 C tmr!!!!

wk 41

Sorry about the word heavy post again. Will post some photos soon or talk something else other than my life (but this blog IS about my life)

Last week has been very very very very busy. I was almost at the verge of going to ‘pengsan’ anytime soon.

Monday- Local Analgesic test & Race. I was so preoccupied with preparing for the race I totally didn’t start studying until 8pm the night before. So it was sort of an all-nighter, just that I overslept (was supposed to wake up at 2am but ended up waking up at 6) and feeling so crap after. But thank god the test turned out ok. Then was the race- had to prepare all the clues and maps and everything else needed during lunch so that I can hand it to another person to help me take charge. But who knows, they didn’t carried out everything I’ ve asked them to, station masters weren’t briefed properly and my bike’s lock cannot be opened during the race(I was devastated when I realize I cant cycle the bike for the race- which meant I had to walk all around to make sure every station is going ok-and I was seriously thinking of jus waiting at the finishing line for 1.5 hours and jus talk thru the walkie-talkie). But thank goodness I found another bike. Generally the race went ok, a few hiccups (which will be pointed out during the post mortem).

Tuesday- research test & opening+ seminar. Didn’t start studying until 11pm (seriously too tired). Luckily the morning was off for me so could still study. But the best thing which happen was – they cancelled the test(1.5 hrs before the test) and at that point of time I haven’t even gone thru half the stuff I needed to study. I was jumping for joy(but didn’t get stuck) so I headed off to the opening ceremony. After, headed back home(was going to study for the next test) but by the time I’m done doing all the random stuff it was time to go for the seminar already. Fairly interesting- about this chinese lady growing up in Australia and the racial discrimination at her time, this aboriginal person who wanted Australia to solve the problems with Aborigines before even tyring to become a multicultural country and this muslim AFL player who talked mainly about his life as a footie player (which was quite inspiring). After that, headed off to cell.

Wednesday- Talent nite-I totally slacked off refusing to do any study, recovering from the stress before. But I manage to do a few lectures in the morning before going to lab and straight on to the talent nite. Like last yr I was in charge of the music which was fun. And my fren got into the second round (if he didn’t, he had to do some random acts for a mr. popular prize). The thing ended at 10.30pm.

Thursday- drilling theory test+ s p r i n g f e a s t- that was a real all-nighter- having slept for only 2 hours(2 plus to 4 plus) trying to cram 18 lectures(which I tot was only 13 lectures initially) and only manage to finish it 10 mins before the test. Then went straight for a drilling practical class which we were all in no mood to do. I even fell asleep in the afternoon lecture(which is very interesting and not boring at all). Went home to sleep for an hour before heading back to uni for the night event. And the majority of the night I was helping to sell candy floss(simply couldn’t get it at the first few rounds- took me quite a while to do it properly-fluffy and big). Totally enjoyed the last few performances – a band performance and this guitarist (winner from the night before). Pretty much everyone was singing along with the band and I was happily making my candy floss there. Wonderful feeling. Then pack up/clean up/dismantle time- which took til 12 plus am. But it was fun. And I was forced to inhaled helium and talk…haha.

Friday- football match. Attended lab in the morning, lecture after. Then rush to the main campus to help them with the match set-up. Then rush back for another lab. After the lab, rush back again to the match to watch the semi-finals and finals. And when it ended, that was it. All the hard work for this one week. It was very enjoyable to work with everyone, even got to know a few more people during the week. And had karaoke at night- totally relaxed- but too bad I had sore throat (from drinking more than 4 cups of bubble tea throughout the week and the stress must have lowered my immune system)

Probably the week to remember for this year. Taking up all the challenge and surviving thru it was really an achievement. Really couldn’t have done it without His help.:)