深夜到黄昏

最近不知道为什么很喜欢深夜的感觉。桌灯一盏，电脑一台。除了自己呼吸及电脑播出的歌，周遭一片寂静。感觉特别恬然/静、闲适。歌也故意选一些抒情的。
可能自己是夜猫子的关系吧。。

许哲佩-气球


前两天打电话回家这么多年来最短的一次吧。十分钟。因为电话卡用完了。虽然有spare的，可是也没打回家继续褒（电话粥）。翅膀硬了呱。

房祖名-little boy

最近迷上了 黄威尔。其实他的歌听过去还ok，也不清楚为什么会喜欢他。是他的性格？还是他身历？总不会是他那张还蛮耐看的脸吧？前两天听到他在电台弹着吉他唱歌，感觉很舒服。之前佳旺子莹上电台弹唱时感觉也一样的‘爽’。现在有点冲动想去民歌餐厅坐下来听歌，甚至上台驻唱，好好自我陶醉一番。可惜我不会吉他。小遗憾。
其实有听过他的名字，好像是什么上海新秀大赛冠军-大马人咧。从他文字看得出他很有个性（或可能是我自己想象出来的吧）。

黄威尔-石榴裙下(featuring Baby阿飞)


有点讨厌放学时间。我知道，很怪。可是我总是在学校范围多待一会，要不然就是跑到图书馆上网。漫无目的的上网。可能是不想想晚餐煮什么。而且这几天都在下雨，所以下雨现在是我慢回家的借口。

刚才有点被骗的感觉。自己人太好让位，怎么知道眼睁睁看着别人上车。最讨厌计划泡汤的感觉。真的经历太多次。

最讨厌人提到我娘的事了。

我看是旧病复发。

黄威尔-when we love we kiss

石榴裙下(featuring 阿飞)
词：李志清
曲：黄威尔
演唱：黄威尔，阿飞
制作人：黄威尔，李志清

风吹乱我的头发 维护着手里的鲜花
在心中我是你等待的繁忙电话
等待回答

我猜对面的傻瓜 (我就是那个傻瓜) 也想和我一样等着她
盛开的玫瑰花掩不住
我们的黑脸颊

十二点约会我却九点出发
还特意准备我自创的笑话
先看场电影再喝奶茶
漫步月光下陪你回家

可是我等你等到双脚发麻
还叩不进你热线号码
我是你的几号傻瓜
我们都败给你了
在你的石榴裙下

爱情比莎士比亚来的复杂
除了信用卡还有孙子兵法
女生天气落差太大
一天里年能有几个变化

奇怪我用力表达心里的话
你称赞我用的幽默才华
我对爱情还看不化
我们都败给你了
在你的石榴裙下

深夜笔录

嗯...病了..喉咙痛没好，又开始感冒了...接踵而来的好像是发烧...choi choi choi...都怪自己‘痴神’三天吃三包薯片+一盒巧克力饼干...都是零食...要尽快恢复

原本下星期一有'放射线学+影像诊断学(radiography+radiology)' 测验...可是考试范围一直在改。结果，不知道什么事情发生后，被延迟了。要谢天谢地，因为需要念的我才看了十分之一...haha

天气很冷。

不好意思，有点词穷。

最近认识了-萧闳仁
电台听到了他的一首歌，搜了歌词，下了他的专辑，没被失望。

看袂落去-萧闳仁

周杰伦跨刀亲导

虽然我愿意-伍家辉


我疯了...突然心血来潮搜了astro新秀去星光大道pk的片段...看了整一小时半...现在凌晨三点钟...明天八点还有课的...

睡觉去。。。

看袂落去

词：萧闳仁/武雄/陈建宁
曲：萧闳仁

社会上有太多奇奇怪怪的代志
有真多人不愿意面对现实
听讲算命的巷仔口有真多人在排队
但是在我看来无意义

哈啊真无稀奇(有钱就判生没钱就判死)
哈啊我看袂落去

明那仔我要赶十点的飞凌机希望你暂时麦有代志
听听听讲我的烦恼是因为你
外面的空气总是让人快要窒息
但是在我的世界里
Oh I just want be free
(Yeah) (Oh Come on)

RAP
这咧社会三不五时就会有很多
有真多人的感觉已经变的不会讲话
你咧讲啥货我咧讲啥货大家到底是咧讲啥货
这咧是啥货那咧是啥货黑白讲话

谁都想要过了轻松有一天能出头天（爱拜拜拜拜神明）
外面世界这开阔（这开阔）
你还不出去（你你你咧等什么）
人生明明是彩色的你却甲它渐渐变作黑白
真心的朋友找无一个

哈啊I wanna be free

wk watever

so, first week of uni
nothing much...jus basically a glimpse of how crap my uni life will b...
watched About Love on monday- some random movie i donwloaded...not too bad, considering i dont understand any japanese

watch hancock on tuesday- i nearly forgot the name of the movie coz it's jus so so-so...
had dimsum on thursday coz a few of us were reluctant to join the rest for dimsum at another place
K at wednesday night was a change..:)...got back at 1am...class next morning...haha
church camp was kinda a waste..but got me jumping :)...got back at 1.30am...class next morning...haha
had a 3 hrs lab+1 hr lec+(lunch)+3 hrs lab continuous for the same unit today...
and i need to study for my test...really shud start...really...goes off to eat chocolate
i'm bored...visited almost every site i normally go to...i'm still bored
i shud go sleep...

leave you with a nice sculpture...

peri-intersemester break

Results finally out….better than I expected…finally ONE HD after 1.5 yrs studying…glory goes to God...:)

That aside…here I m blogging during my stupid 4 hrs gap(finish lecture at 9am, next lecture at 1pm)…woke up freaking early and braved the cold wind to get all the way to QEII…

A recap of my patheticly short holiday
I shall do it thru photos and ‘account style’

Friday
Lunch @ Fook Wing-$9
Movie: Get smart- $13.5
Dinner @ Broadway pizza-$10.2

Saturday
Work-$$$

Sunday
Work-$$$
Nasi lemak from Kong’s - $3Pam’s bday- free?

Monday
Books @ Koorong- $22.1
Movie: Prince Caspian- $13.5
Pendrive from Harvey- $5
Dinner @ lil’ caeser’s- $10
Tuesday
Dinner@ Uncle Billy- $16.5
Waffle @ Gelare- $6.4
Movie @ hun hao’s- free!

Wednesday
Donut- $1.4
Window shopping- free!
Work-$$$

Thursday
Wii-fit, piano-ing@ lionel’s- free!

Friday
Cheese party@ Deb’s- $watever my cheese cost
-cheesy movies- free!

Dinner@ Toto- $11.5
Icey ice-$4.5

Saturday
Dimsum-$20!
Karaoke-$9
Work-$$$

Sunday
Dinner @ hun hao’s- free!

And my housemate went to Sydney
started operation room/house cleaningMonday
Work-$$$

Tuesday
Work-$$$

Wednesday
Work-$$$

Thursday

Taco’s for dinner- free (sort of)
Utopia competition- $4 (BBT)
-voucher won- $10

Recognition- priceless

Friday
Shoe-$70
First groceries of the two week I think- $29

Chiplak steamboat- free

Work -$$$

Saturday
Work-$$$

Sunday
Lunch- crepe@ freo market- $9.5
Cold rock- $5.4
Krispy kreme- free!

My uni’ve started but holiday spirit will still carry on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hahaha...im refusing to sleep...
feet are freezing...
need to wake up early later to wash blanket, no i didnt wet it...and clean my cupboard, floor, kitchen, toilet...my housemate's off to melbourne until sunday...so the house is mine...until sunday
cant believe im starting uni soon...frens returning back from their little trips...and i got a 3 hr prac on the first day...need to read up..sienzz...
my blog's getting kinda more and more boring-er...how ah?...shud write some inspirational, life-changing, heart-warming, blown-away type of posts...lol

love u world...love u all people...

Exposed !

Today marks the half way mark of my holiday...woohoo…

~~~~~

2nd photo series..

Exposed!

no, nothing obscene…

By exposing your camera (this is not a technically correct term), you record whatever 'changes in light' that your camera can ‘see’. Night modes work this way as well, by letting you camera ‘open’ longer so that the camera can record more light. That why you get blurred images. And also ‘firework’ modes.

Using a camera at my msia home, I’ve set it to manual and exposed for 15 secs.

Spiral motif

Smiley Face

Liong

Headless Dog..

But with my current camera, using only the night mode...

Into the future..(notice the bas number plate)

Red & Green

By exposing AND moving my camera,

OPG from here

haha

Language

My dad’s side of the family (aunts, grandma and my dad) can speak Fuchow, some Teochew (my aunts), hokkien (my dad) and some Iban (&Melanau?) fluenlty.

My mom’s side of the family(aunts, grandparents, uncle & my mum) can speak Canto, Hokkien, Hakka fluently(so u can kinda imagine a CNY reunion when they all and their spouses start talking in diff dialects).

Me and my siblings speak ‘pun-tang-zui’ (half-tank-full) hokkien, ‘ni-giang-ngiang’(a little bit- actually more like to none) fuchow, ‘boleh-tahan’ punya malay, understandable english, and mostly mandarin. I feel like a banana sometimes. (and I was trying to count in Fuchow jus now…embarrassing)

(edit:10/7 after being inspired by ZEWT’s post)

And now my dominant language has somewhat started to shift to English…which is VERY BAD!!!!!! Coz -I am a chinese, went to Chinese primary school, studied Chinese language up to form 5 (don play-play), listen to Chinese songs all my life, speak nothing but Mandarin to everyone around me (ok, except malay to some)…and now it’s starting to shift to English after 2.5 yrs…so how do u determine what is your dominant language- if u only speak one language (duh..), u talk to urself (in ur mind and out loud) in that language, u dream using that language(this is a bit harder to determine).

jus sth random...

if i wasnt doing dentistry, i don mind doing linguistics...or sth along those lines...interesting how languages evolve, their influences on other languages, and origins of words (eg when someone sneeze and u say BLESS YOU, is due to the epidemic or sth of some disease which happened long time ago and sneezing was one of the symptoms to this disease. So you bless them so that they wont have that fatal disease...and is still practised until today; how the name Japan came about; english ketchup comes from canto ke chup etc)...

and i must say

Chinese language is soooooo beautiful.....(the word 'chinese' will continue to refer to the madarin, the language unless specified). I was never good in chinese from primary school...got a B in UPSR (hvnt seen that word for a while)...somehow things changed in secondary school...no idea what sparked it...but i think i was trying to write good essays, so you know, we memorised words/phrases which can used in factual essays (like in malay, u use words like: kebejatan sosial, zaman pasca-kemerdekaan, guru kencing berdiri murid kencing melari, visi kudsi 2020 etc in every essay...and u blame everyone-government, media, parents, school for everything bad that's happening)...and i supposed by reading a lot you kinda improved...and memorising proverbs(ming ju) exposed, well, me personally to the colourful poems of old time...and old chinese language comprehension...but now everything return to teacher luu...actually admire those who did STPM chinese...terror...

i'm currently watchign shen diao xia lv

i know, very the random-ness

A help in need

I ran as fast as I could to the bus station. My handphone showed 9.50pm.
Shit I’m going to miss the bus. Just like that old woman.
Yes, that old woman. Guilt suddenly flow through my body.
I still cant believe myself. Something so simple yet I do not have the courage to do it. Or maybe deep down I just cant be bothered. I was walking down London Court, walking towards the bus stop to catch my bus to work. Then this lady caught my eye. Old. Dragging a luggage in one hand and corica’s apple strudels maybe in another one. She was walking very slowly, sightseeing perhaps. That was the excuse I gave. Well I’m pretty sure a lot of people heard of the story of a boy who helped an old lady to cross a road when the old lady didn’t actually wanted to. He was thunder-strucked. Ok, fine he wasn’t. So I told myself I will help her to carry her stuff onto a bus if I can. Coz somehow she looks familiar. Ok mayb all old people look alike. But I’m pretty sure I helped her last yr or sth to get onto a bus and off.
I kept on walking, glancing back jus to see how she going. It’s not like I m rushing or something but I still kept walking.
Later she appeared at another bus stop close to mine. Tough luck, I thought. Obviously she’s catching another bus but somehow something kept telling me she wanted to come to my stop. Maybe it’s her still holding her luggage in a dragging motion and her keep looking over to my stop.
But my bus came. I boarded sat down and looked out the window at the old woman.
Then everything happened so fast..

Ok I can turn this into a fiction and say that the old woman got hit by the bus which would definitely make a much bigger impact but no, that didn’t happen.

She reached out her hands to hail the bus when the bus passed by her stop. But the bus didn’t stop maybe because it wasn’t the stop for this bus or maybe the driver didn’t notice. I wanted to shout out to ask the driver to stop but somehow I jus froze. The bus drove off, leaving the lady. Smiling, as if laughing at her own bad luck…that’s another 30 minutes of wait if she has to catch the same bus.

If only I had helped…

Vick House, 06

Presenting Me's fashion show featuring Kermit...

A simple casual black dress..

Fit for a bloke..

A-la missionary..

Darth Vader/Grim reaper/Dementors..

Pirate and parrot..

An elegant evening gown..

Credits:

Kermit & Me's piece of cloth (apron from work)

Designer/Photographer/Lighting/Media: Me

突然看回以前朋友在班上拍的一部短片。真的好怀念。那张木桌-冰冷的桌面（睡过，坐过，吃过，爬过）。那张木椅特别好坐，可能矮的关系吧。最后中学几个星期最有趣-尤其是当老师没来的课。大家都在个忙个的：埋头苦写纪念册、为spm准备、拍照、谈天说地。那件校衣、校裤不知道发黄了没。那四十几张熟悉的面孔，不知道大家都怎么了。Spm考完也好像都没怎么见到面。成绩出炉当天，我又没办法回去。。现在都各分东西了，愿大家平安。

。。只后悔于当时不懂得珍惜。

a photo

how does this look..
comments, critique, ideas, impression greatly appreciated...

expect more photos up...
i'm re-folderise-ing my photos..8GB+...lol

大马音乐（二）

07年20首‘大马的歌’（大马歌手、作词人、作曲人）
（自爱fm我们的排行榜）

游戏-张栋梁


我只能偷偷喜欢你-温胜光


只要你还在-黄俊源


住在遥远的星球-光良


小小-戴佩妮


乘风-王蓝茵


世界不会末日-温力铭


主题曲-林宇中


码头-钟盛忠


随意门-李吉汉


好热闹。。。
谢谢聆听。
音乐赞助：大马音乐空间

FInallyyy......

Jus want to say



I'M




FREEEE..

and a bit bored...

will keep myself busy for the next 2.5 weeks of mid-year holiday..... pathetic actually-more like long weekend off

K/lunch/dinnner/movie/shopping/anything anyone?

在一间 离我家三万八千里的 小房里

此时此刻
一把earphone
抱着枕头盘坐
同样的歌曲 同样的感觉
只是隔了三万八千里
周围漆黑
我闭上眼睛
完全陶醉在他声音里
冬天虽冷
我的心窝 因为那份淡淡的伤感
暖了起来

看着他一路长大
还是喜欢旧的他
怪不得人都爱怀旧

张栋梁-hurt

For your eyes and ears...(CNII,III,IV,VI,VIII) +edit

Spent Wasted one hour discovering my creative side colouring...

In love with this song atm...Yui-life


edit:
shud hv added this one instead

Just for laughs

I) Multilingual Big Mac Chant
There's this 'big mac chant video-making' competition. Made me laugh like mad in med library..lol



II)Awesome ad, awesome background song



III)6 Truths of life (from email)

1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.
















2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it.






















3. The first truth is a lie.

















4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.
























5. You will soon forward this to another idiot.




















6. There's still a stupid smile on your face.












Sorry about this,....some idiot sent this to me and I needed company...

fungus-immunity-virus

I’m so sick fungus…if I sit here any longer I’LL grow hyphae into my own chair…all the name which if I can pronounce is ok..but some of them are jus dumb- Chytridiomycetes, sporothrix schenckii, aspergillus fumigatus, rhizopus stolonifer(ur bread mould), saccharomyces cerevisiae… the Chinese names for some of these fungus class/order/genus/species are actually quite interesting (I got them off wiki) coz they actually tell the real meaning of each name which makes it hell more easier to remember…u cant really survive bio (anat esp) without knowing their meaning (derived from latin/greek)…

Ok that was yesterday…I’m very very proud now to say that I did 5 lectures today (and I might do one more before I sleep)..woohoooo…laptop shut the whole day until 10.30 pm jus now…I got 12+26 lectures to go…woohoooo…I think I remembered when I was having a break taking a nap..i realize there’s a lot of people out these struggling to survive combating disease or nature disaster… and here I am taking my sweet nap…it’s a total waste of time…I still slept for one hour… and very very very very very happy i pass my anat test...being in the 4th quadrant of the class too...muz get HD..

So I pass the ‘immunoglobulin-IgG-major histocompatibility complex-Acute necrotizing ulcerative gingivitis-aphthous ulceration-benign mucous membrane pemphigoid’ stage of ‘revision’(more like studying)- on with VIRUS(and the disease they cause)!! The more reason not to step out of house now…woohoo..

dududu

其实first impression是很重要的。一旦你不喜欢一个人，他做的任何事看起来都不顺眼。就比如说啦，你讨厌A，不讨厌B。如果他们用你的杯，你一定会更加讨厌A，可是不介意B用。明白我吗？


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顿时发现，去年的家多么温暖，目前的家却是冷冰冰的。那些小小的conversation，那架电子琴，摩登的装潢。

可能是地毯的问题吧。

目前的家。后面是墙壁了。左厨房、右厕所。