A help in need

I ran as fast as I could to the bus station. My handphone showed 9.50pm.
Shit I’m going to miss the bus. Just like that old woman.
Yes, that old woman. Guilt suddenly flow through my body.
I still cant believe myself. Something so simple yet I do not have the courage to do it. Or maybe deep down I just cant be bothered. I was walking down London Court, walking towards the bus stop to catch my bus to work. Then this lady caught my eye. Old. Dragging a luggage in one hand and corica’s apple strudels maybe in another one. She was walking very slowly, sightseeing perhaps. That was the excuse I gave. Well I’m pretty sure a lot of people heard of the story of a boy who helped an old lady to cross a road when the old lady didn’t actually wanted to. He was thunder-strucked. Ok, fine he wasn’t. So I told myself I will help her to carry her stuff onto a bus if I can. Coz somehow she looks familiar. Ok mayb all old people look alike. But I’m pretty sure I helped her last yr or sth to get onto a bus and off.
I kept on walking, glancing back jus to see how she going. It’s not like I m rushing or something but I still kept walking.
Later she appeared at another bus stop close to mine. Tough luck, I thought. Obviously she’s catching another bus but somehow something kept telling me she wanted to come to my stop. Maybe it’s her still holding her luggage in a dragging motion and her keep looking over to my stop.
But my bus came. I boarded sat down and looked out the window at the old woman.
Then everything happened so fast..

Ok I can turn this into a fiction and say that the old woman got hit by the bus which would definitely make a much bigger impact but no, that didn’t happen.

She reached out her hands to hail the bus when the bus passed by her stop. But the bus didn’t stop maybe because it wasn’t the stop for this bus or maybe the driver didn’t notice. I wanted to shout out to ask the driver to stop but somehow I jus froze. The bus drove off, leaving the lady. Smiling, as if laughing at her own bad luck…that’s another 30 minutes of wait if she has to catch the same bus.

If only I had helped…

Vick House, 06

Presenting Me's fashion show featuring Kermit...

A simple casual black dress..

Fit for a bloke..

A-la missionary..

Darth Vader/Grim reaper/Dementors..

Pirate and parrot..

An elegant evening gown..

Credits:

Kermit & Me's piece of cloth (apron from work)

Designer/Photographer/Lighting/Media: Me

突然看回以前朋友在班上拍的一部短片。真的好怀念。那张木桌-冰冷的桌面（睡过，坐过，吃过，爬过）。那张木椅特别好坐，可能矮的关系吧。最后中学几个星期最有趣-尤其是当老师没来的课。大家都在个忙个的：埋头苦写纪念册、为spm准备、拍照、谈天说地。那件校衣、校裤不知道发黄了没。那四十几张熟悉的面孔，不知道大家都怎么了。Spm考完也好像都没怎么见到面。成绩出炉当天，我又没办法回去。。现在都各分东西了，愿大家平安。

。。只后悔于当时不懂得珍惜。

a photo

how does this look..
comments, critique, ideas, impression greatly appreciated...

expect more photos up...
i'm re-folderise-ing my photos..8GB+...lol

大马音乐（二）

07年20首‘大马的歌’（大马歌手、作词人、作曲人）
（自爱fm我们的排行榜）

游戏-张栋梁


我只能偷偷喜欢你-温胜光


只要你还在-黄俊源


住在遥远的星球-光良


小小-戴佩妮


乘风-王蓝茵


世界不会末日-温力铭


主题曲-林宇中


码头-钟盛忠


随意门-李吉汉


好热闹。。。
谢谢聆听。
音乐赞助：大马音乐空间

FInallyyy......

Jus want to say



I'M




FREEEE..

and a bit bored...

will keep myself busy for the next 2.5 weeks of mid-year holiday..... pathetic actually-more like long weekend off

K/lunch/dinnner/movie/shopping/anything anyone?

在一间 离我家三万八千里的 小房里

此时此刻
一把earphone
抱着枕头盘坐
同样的歌曲 同样的感觉
只是隔了三万八千里
周围漆黑
我闭上眼睛
完全陶醉在他声音里
冬天虽冷
我的心窝 因为那份淡淡的伤感
暖了起来

看着他一路长大
还是喜欢旧的他
怪不得人都爱怀旧

张栋梁-hurt

For your eyes and ears...(CNII,III,IV,VI,VIII) +edit

Spent Wasted one hour discovering my creative side colouring...

In love with this song atm...Yui-life


edit:
shud hv added this one instead

Just for laughs

I) Multilingual Big Mac Chant
There's this 'big mac chant video-making' competition. Made me laugh like mad in med library..lol



II)Awesome ad, awesome background song



III)6 Truths of life (from email)

1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.
















2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it.






















3. The first truth is a lie.

















4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.
























5. You will soon forward this to another idiot.




















6. There's still a stupid smile on your face.












Sorry about this,....some idiot sent this to me and I needed company...

fungus-immunity-virus

I’m so sick fungus…if I sit here any longer I’LL grow hyphae into my own chair…all the name which if I can pronounce is ok..but some of them are jus dumb- Chytridiomycetes, sporothrix schenckii, aspergillus fumigatus, rhizopus stolonifer(ur bread mould), saccharomyces cerevisiae… the Chinese names for some of these fungus class/order/genus/species are actually quite interesting (I got them off wiki) coz they actually tell the real meaning of each name which makes it hell more easier to remember…u cant really survive bio (anat esp) without knowing their meaning (derived from latin/greek)…

Ok that was yesterday…I’m very very proud now to say that I did 5 lectures today (and I might do one more before I sleep)..woohoooo…laptop shut the whole day until 10.30 pm jus now…I got 12+26 lectures to go…woohoooo…I think I remembered when I was having a break taking a nap..i realize there’s a lot of people out these struggling to survive combating disease or nature disaster… and here I am taking my sweet nap…it’s a total waste of time…I still slept for one hour… and very very very very very happy i pass my anat test...being in the 4th quadrant of the class too...muz get HD..

So I pass the ‘immunoglobulin-IgG-major histocompatibility complex-Acute necrotizing ulcerative gingivitis-aphthous ulceration-benign mucous membrane pemphigoid’ stage of ‘revision’(more like studying)- on with VIRUS(and the disease they cause)!! The more reason not to step out of house now…woohoo..

dududu

其实first impression是很重要的。一旦你不喜欢一个人，他做的任何事看起来都不顺眼。就比如说啦，你讨厌A，不讨厌B。如果他们用你的杯，你一定会更加讨厌A，可是不介意B用。明白我吗？


**


顿时发现，去年的家多么温暖，目前的家却是冷冰冰的。那些小小的conversation，那架电子琴，摩登的装潢。

可能是地毯的问题吧。

目前的家。后面是墙壁了。左厨房、右厕所。

A short update (which I think will turn up long anyway)

The microbio and immuno lab test was terrible horrigible vegetable…so many new questions instead of sticking to past yr papers…the drillidrilling prac exam was terrible horrigible vegetable…it was a big fail, I was telling my tutors I’ll come back again in 3 weeks time for the supp…even my fren said I would fail (lol I nearly typed ‘fell’)..ok he didn’t say that…but when the result came out he was saying ‘I still cant believe u passed’ (btw I passed)…mayb coz I asked God to bless my prep b4 I handed it (and blind the marker who is marking mine or to that effect)..lol

Exams coming soon…gave me a shock (which I needed) when I realize I don’t really hv enuf time to study the 2 exams coming up first…with all the names to memorise…grrrrrrrrr…

Awesome quotes from the Pelican:
1) …there’s plenty of boring, moderately successful people in the world, so take a shot at living a life less ordinary instead of settling for a 9-to-5 job in a workday world. You can always get a real job after it all falls apart…
2) Think positive, eg. These antidepressants are great, I feel really happy…
3) It’s not premarital sex, if don’t have any intention of marrying them. (On not having premarital sex)

端午节

今天刚才打电话回家时（逼不得已）对妈撒了个谎。恐怖的是，谎竟撒得如此自然，完全不眨眼，仿佛完全没一回事。谎虽小，但还是个谎。人家说，这叫不要让老人家操心，我觉得，这是不想听老人家得唠叨罢了。

端午节快乐。。。

不被欣赏的粽子-$7
对阿妈裹的粽子的思念-无价

LOVE is CINTA

yo yo sup sup.
Ok sikit lame i know. But, main point i nak cakap is this awesome movie ni. Ok-la i belum habis watching yet, but setakat mana i tengok, memang quite interesting story line tu, sekrg2nya sth diff . Tadi i pergi biol library, sat down satu jam setengah, tengok movie tu kat youtube. Even though filem tu dalam bhs indon, tapi still can watch. Agak terror jugak kan i? Lol...actually i saje guess separuh dialogue semua tu....lol...Filem ni abt this couple, guy tu dah mati akibat heroic action dia, tapi he masuk body org lain utk 'selesaikan semua hal yg belum diselesaikan' with only 3 days. So, dia pun cari girl tu. To be continued...I watch sampai sana je..lol...i pun tak ingat mane i tahu ttg movie ni...only ingat i keep procrastinating sampai hari ni baru tengok...

"Lafazkan cinta sebelum ia terlewat... "

Trailernya agak crap sikit resolution dia, so i dont bother la...kalau nak tengok youtube 'Love is cinta' boleh dah.

Ni lagu 'ada cinta' from filem ni


fluent jugak bhs rojak ku ni eh?

Kalau nak pure english version atau versi bahasa melayu baku boleh request..lol..macamlah i ni free sgt..

man i feel so shit now
totally unmotivated
eating terribly the past few days
work has been a mess for the past few weeks
've been trying to reach out to ppl who r obviously not interested
somehow got disconnected with Him
wondering about my orientation
still unprepared for the test
and here i am writing this stupid post
reading random stuff online-TMS and wat not
listening to emo songs
this life is sad
i jus want to run away from everyone