man i feel so shit now
totally unmotivated
eating terribly the past few days
work has been a mess for the past few weeks
've been trying to reach out to ppl who r obviously not interested
somehow got disconnected with Him
wondering about my orientation
still unprepared for the test
and here i am writing this stupid post
reading random stuff online-TMS and wat not
listening to emo songs
this life is sad
i jus want to run away from everyone