peri-intersemester break

Results finally out….better than I expected…finally ONE HD after 1.5 yrs studying…glory goes to God...:)

That aside…here I m blogging during my stupid 4 hrs gap(finish lecture at 9am, next lecture at 1pm)…woke up freaking early and braved the cold wind to get all the way to QEII…

A recap of my patheticly short holiday
I shall do it thru photos and ‘account style’

Friday
Lunch @ Fook Wing-$9
Movie: Get smart- $13.5
Dinner @ Broadway pizza-$10.2

Saturday
Work-$$$

Sunday
Work-$$$
Nasi lemak from Kong’s - $3Pam’s bday- free?

Monday
Books @ Koorong- $22.1
Movie: Prince Caspian- $13.5
Pendrive from Harvey- $5
Dinner @ lil’ caeser’s- $10
Tuesday
Dinner@ Uncle Billy- $16.5
Waffle @ Gelare- $6.4
Movie @ hun hao’s- free!

Wednesday
Donut- $1.4
Window shopping- free!
Work-$$$

Thursday
Wii-fit, piano-ing@ lionel’s- free!

Friday
Cheese party@ Deb’s- $watever my cheese cost
-cheesy movies- free!

Dinner@ Toto- $11.5
Icey ice-$4.5

Saturday
Dimsum-$20!
Karaoke-$9
Work-$$$

Sunday
Dinner @ hun hao’s- free!

And my housemate went to Sydney
started operation room/house cleaningMonday
Work-$$$

Tuesday
Work-$$$

Wednesday
Work-$$$

Thursday

Taco’s for dinner- free (sort of)
Utopia competition- $4 (BBT)
-voucher won- $10

Recognition- priceless

Friday
Shoe-$70
First groceries of the two week I think- $29

Chiplak steamboat- free

Work -$$$

Saturday
Work-$$$

Sunday
Lunch- crepe@ freo market- $9.5
Cold rock- $5.4
Krispy kreme- free!

My uni’ve started but holiday spirit will still carry on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hahaha...im refusing to sleep...
feet are freezing...
need to wake up early later to wash blanket, no i didnt wet it...and clean my cupboard, floor, kitchen, toilet...my housemate's off to melbourne until sunday...so the house is mine...until sunday
cant believe im starting uni soon...frens returning back from their little trips...and i got a 3 hr prac on the first day...need to read up..sienzz...
my blog's getting kinda more and more boring-er...how ah?...shud write some inspirational, life-changing, heart-warming, blown-away type of posts...lol

love u world...love u all people...

Exposed !

Today marks the half way mark of my holiday...woohoo…

~~~~~

2nd photo series..

Exposed!

no, nothing obscene…

By exposing your camera (this is not a technically correct term), you record whatever 'changes in light' that your camera can ‘see’. Night modes work this way as well, by letting you camera ‘open’ longer so that the camera can record more light. That why you get blurred images. And also ‘firework’ modes.

Using a camera at my msia home, I’ve set it to manual and exposed for 15 secs.

Spiral motif

Smiley Face

Liong

Headless Dog..

But with my current camera, using only the night mode...

Into the future..(notice the bas number plate)

Red & Green

By exposing AND moving my camera,

OPG from here

haha

Language

My dad’s side of the family (aunts, grandma and my dad) can speak Fuchow, some Teochew (my aunts), hokkien (my dad) and some Iban (&Melanau?) fluenlty.

My mom’s side of the family(aunts, grandparents, uncle & my mum) can speak Canto, Hokkien, Hakka fluently(so u can kinda imagine a CNY reunion when they all and their spouses start talking in diff dialects).

Me and my siblings speak ‘pun-tang-zui’ (half-tank-full) hokkien, ‘ni-giang-ngiang’(a little bit- actually more like to none) fuchow, ‘boleh-tahan’ punya malay, understandable english, and mostly mandarin. I feel like a banana sometimes. (and I was trying to count in Fuchow jus now…embarrassing)

(edit:10/7 after being inspired by ZEWT’s post)

And now my dominant language has somewhat started to shift to English…which is VERY BAD!!!!!! Coz -I am a chinese, went to Chinese primary school, studied Chinese language up to form 5 (don play-play), listen to Chinese songs all my life, speak nothing but Mandarin to everyone around me (ok, except malay to some)…and now it’s starting to shift to English after 2.5 yrs…so how do u determine what is your dominant language- if u only speak one language (duh..), u talk to urself (in ur mind and out loud) in that language, u dream using that language(this is a bit harder to determine).

jus sth random...

if i wasnt doing dentistry, i don mind doing linguistics...or sth along those lines...interesting how languages evolve, their influences on other languages, and origins of words (eg when someone sneeze and u say BLESS YOU, is due to the epidemic or sth of some disease which happened long time ago and sneezing was one of the symptoms to this disease. So you bless them so that they wont have that fatal disease...and is still practised until today; how the name Japan came about; english ketchup comes from canto ke chup etc)...

and i must say

Chinese language is soooooo beautiful.....(the word 'chinese' will continue to refer to the madarin, the language unless specified). I was never good in chinese from primary school...got a B in UPSR (hvnt seen that word for a while)...somehow things changed in secondary school...no idea what sparked it...but i think i was trying to write good essays, so you know, we memorised words/phrases which can used in factual essays (like in malay, u use words like: kebejatan sosial, zaman pasca-kemerdekaan, guru kencing berdiri murid kencing melari, visi kudsi 2020 etc in every essay...and u blame everyone-government, media, parents, school for everything bad that's happening)...and i supposed by reading a lot you kinda improved...and memorising proverbs(ming ju) exposed, well, me personally to the colourful poems of old time...and old chinese language comprehension...but now everything return to teacher luu...actually admire those who did STPM chinese...terror...

i'm currently watchign shen diao xia lv

i know, very the random-ness

A help in need

I ran as fast as I could to the bus station. My handphone showed 9.50pm.
Shit I’m going to miss the bus. Just like that old woman.
Yes, that old woman. Guilt suddenly flow through my body.
I still cant believe myself. Something so simple yet I do not have the courage to do it. Or maybe deep down I just cant be bothered. I was walking down London Court, walking towards the bus stop to catch my bus to work. Then this lady caught my eye. Old. Dragging a luggage in one hand and corica’s apple strudels maybe in another one. She was walking very slowly, sightseeing perhaps. That was the excuse I gave. Well I’m pretty sure a lot of people heard of the story of a boy who helped an old lady to cross a road when the old lady didn’t actually wanted to. He was thunder-strucked. Ok, fine he wasn’t. So I told myself I will help her to carry her stuff onto a bus if I can. Coz somehow she looks familiar. Ok mayb all old people look alike. But I’m pretty sure I helped her last yr or sth to get onto a bus and off.
I kept on walking, glancing back jus to see how she going. It’s not like I m rushing or something but I still kept walking.
Later she appeared at another bus stop close to mine. Tough luck, I thought. Obviously she’s catching another bus but somehow something kept telling me she wanted to come to my stop. Maybe it’s her still holding her luggage in a dragging motion and her keep looking over to my stop.
But my bus came. I boarded sat down and looked out the window at the old woman.
Then everything happened so fast..

Ok I can turn this into a fiction and say that the old woman got hit by the bus which would definitely make a much bigger impact but no, that didn’t happen.

She reached out her hands to hail the bus when the bus passed by her stop. But the bus didn’t stop maybe because it wasn’t the stop for this bus or maybe the driver didn’t notice. I wanted to shout out to ask the driver to stop but somehow I jus froze. The bus drove off, leaving the lady. Smiling, as if laughing at her own bad luck…that’s another 30 minutes of wait if she has to catch the same bus.

If only I had helped…

Vick House, 06

Presenting Me's fashion show featuring Kermit...

A simple casual black dress..

Fit for a bloke..

A-la missionary..

Darth Vader/Grim reaper/Dementors..

Pirate and parrot..

An elegant evening gown..

Credits:

Kermit & Me's piece of cloth (apron from work)

Designer/Photographer/Lighting/Media: Me

突然看回以前朋友在班上拍的一部短片。真的好怀念。那张木桌-冰冷的桌面（睡过，坐过，吃过，爬过）。那张木椅特别好坐，可能矮的关系吧。最后中学几个星期最有趣-尤其是当老师没来的课。大家都在个忙个的：埋头苦写纪念册、为spm准备、拍照、谈天说地。那件校衣、校裤不知道发黄了没。那四十几张熟悉的面孔，不知道大家都怎么了。Spm考完也好像都没怎么见到面。成绩出炉当天，我又没办法回去。。现在都各分东西了，愿大家平安。

。。只后悔于当时不懂得珍惜。

a photo

how does this look..
comments, critique, ideas, impression greatly appreciated...

expect more photos up...
i'm re-folderise-ing my photos..8GB+...lol

大马音乐（二）

07年20首‘大马的歌’（大马歌手、作词人、作曲人）
（自爱fm我们的排行榜）

游戏-张栋梁


我只能偷偷喜欢你-温胜光


只要你还在-黄俊源


住在遥远的星球-光良


小小-戴佩妮


乘风-王蓝茵


世界不会末日-温力铭


主题曲-林宇中


码头-钟盛忠


随意门-李吉汉


好热闹。。。
谢谢聆听。
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FInallyyy......

Jus want to say



I'M




FREEEE..

and a bit bored...

will keep myself busy for the next 2.5 weeks of mid-year holiday..... pathetic actually-more like long weekend off

K/lunch/dinnner/movie/shopping/anything anyone?

在一间 离我家三万八千里的 小房里

此时此刻
一把earphone
抱着枕头盘坐
同样的歌曲 同样的感觉
只是隔了三万八千里
周围漆黑
我闭上眼睛
完全陶醉在他声音里
冬天虽冷
我的心窝 因为那份淡淡的伤感
暖了起来

看着他一路长大
还是喜欢旧的他
怪不得人都爱怀旧

张栋梁-hurt

For your eyes and ears...(CNII,III,IV,VI,VIII) +edit

Spent Wasted one hour discovering my creative side colouring...

In love with this song atm...Yui-life


edit:
shud hv added this one instead

Just for laughs

I) Multilingual Big Mac Chant
There's this 'big mac chant video-making' competition. Made me laugh like mad in med library..lol



II)Awesome ad, awesome background song



III)6 Truths of life (from email)

1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.
















2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it.






















3. The first truth is a lie.

















4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.
























5. You will soon forward this to another idiot.




















6. There's still a stupid smile on your face.












Sorry about this,....some idiot sent this to me and I needed company...

fungus-immunity-virus

I’m so sick fungus…if I sit here any longer I’LL grow hyphae into my own chair…all the name which if I can pronounce is ok..but some of them are jus dumb- Chytridiomycetes, sporothrix schenckii, aspergillus fumigatus, rhizopus stolonifer(ur bread mould), saccharomyces cerevisiae… the Chinese names for some of these fungus class/order/genus/species are actually quite interesting (I got them off wiki) coz they actually tell the real meaning of each name which makes it hell more easier to remember…u cant really survive bio (anat esp) without knowing their meaning (derived from latin/greek)…

Ok that was yesterday…I’m very very proud now to say that I did 5 lectures today (and I might do one more before I sleep)..woohoooo…laptop shut the whole day until 10.30 pm jus now…I got 12+26 lectures to go…woohoooo…I think I remembered when I was having a break taking a nap..i realize there’s a lot of people out these struggling to survive combating disease or nature disaster… and here I am taking my sweet nap…it’s a total waste of time…I still slept for one hour… and very very very very very happy i pass my anat test...being in the 4th quadrant of the class too...muz get HD..

So I pass the ‘immunoglobulin-IgG-major histocompatibility complex-Acute necrotizing ulcerative gingivitis-aphthous ulceration-benign mucous membrane pemphigoid’ stage of ‘revision’(more like studying)- on with VIRUS(and the disease they cause)!! The more reason not to step out of house now…woohoo..

dududu

其实first impression是很重要的。一旦你不喜欢一个人，他做的任何事看起来都不顺眼。就比如说啦，你讨厌A，不讨厌B。如果他们用你的杯，你一定会更加讨厌A，可是不介意B用。明白我吗？


**


顿时发现，去年的家多么温暖，目前的家却是冷冰冰的。那些小小的conversation，那架电子琴，摩登的装潢。

可能是地毯的问题吧。

目前的家。后面是墙壁了。左厨房、右厕所。

A short update (which I think will turn up long anyway)

The microbio and immuno lab test was terrible horrigible vegetable…so many new questions instead of sticking to past yr papers…the drillidrilling prac exam was terrible horrigible vegetable…it was a big fail, I was telling my tutors I’ll come back again in 3 weeks time for the supp…even my fren said I would fail (lol I nearly typed ‘fell’)..ok he didn’t say that…but when the result came out he was saying ‘I still cant believe u passed’ (btw I passed)…mayb coz I asked God to bless my prep b4 I handed it (and blind the marker who is marking mine or to that effect)..lol

Exams coming soon…gave me a shock (which I needed) when I realize I don’t really hv enuf time to study the 2 exams coming up first…with all the names to memorise…grrrrrrrrr…

Awesome quotes from the Pelican:
1) …there’s plenty of boring, moderately successful people in the world, so take a shot at living a life less ordinary instead of settling for a 9-to-5 job in a workday world. You can always get a real job after it all falls apart…
2) Think positive, eg. These antidepressants are great, I feel really happy…
3) It’s not premarital sex, if don’t have any intention of marrying them. (On not having premarital sex)

端午节

今天刚才打电话回家时（逼不得已）对妈撒了个谎。恐怖的是，谎竟撒得如此自然，完全不眨眼，仿佛完全没一回事。谎虽小，但还是个谎。人家说，这叫不要让老人家操心，我觉得，这是不想听老人家得唠叨罢了。

端午节快乐。。。

不被欣赏的粽子-$7
对阿妈裹的粽子的思念-无价

LOVE is CINTA

yo yo sup sup.
Ok sikit lame i know. But, main point i nak cakap is this awesome movie ni. Ok-la i belum habis watching yet, but setakat mana i tengok, memang quite interesting story line tu, sekrg2nya sth diff . Tadi i pergi biol library, sat down satu jam setengah, tengok movie tu kat youtube. Even though filem tu dalam bhs indon, tapi still can watch. Agak terror jugak kan i? Lol...actually i saje guess separuh dialogue semua tu....lol...Filem ni abt this couple, guy tu dah mati akibat heroic action dia, tapi he masuk body org lain utk 'selesaikan semua hal yg belum diselesaikan' with only 3 days. So, dia pun cari girl tu. To be continued...I watch sampai sana je..lol...i pun tak ingat mane i tahu ttg movie ni...only ingat i keep procrastinating sampai hari ni baru tengok...

"Lafazkan cinta sebelum ia terlewat... "

Trailernya agak crap sikit resolution dia, so i dont bother la...kalau nak tengok youtube 'Love is cinta' boleh dah.

Ni lagu 'ada cinta' from filem ni


fluent jugak bhs rojak ku ni eh?

Kalau nak pure english version atau versi bahasa melayu baku boleh request..lol..macamlah i ni free sgt..

man i feel so shit now
totally unmotivated
eating terribly the past few days
work has been a mess for the past few weeks
've been trying to reach out to ppl who r obviously not interested
somehow got disconnected with Him
wondering about my orientation
still unprepared for the test
and here i am writing this stupid post
reading random stuff online-TMS and wat not
listening to emo songs
this life is sad
i jus want to run away from everyone

歌

好久没乱哈啦下了。。。这星期过得挺恐怖的。为了星期二的考试， 熬了好几晚。为人拖泥带水的我，不到紧要关头是不会念得完的。到了考试前两小时才念完。考出来为不知道会是多烂。原本还好的，只是因为每个人都说考的很糟，自己慢慢也觉得如此。整张考卷一般问神经线的分布，一题问眼睛，一题问耳朵，很多都靠猜的，可是是明智的猜。隔天要交assignment，所以熬到凌晨4点。超夸张。原本还以为既然之前都做得七七八八了，可以早完早睡，怎样知道还是拖到4点的。
所以现在还有睡眠不足遗留症。。。应该早睡

最近超喜欢这三首歌，还特地找了歌词

细数 吴克群&江美琪


惊叹号-光良


大嘴巴-我就是喜歡你


还有这首英文歌。。
Unforgettable-Caitlin Stasey & Dean Geyer

scene

最近开始大量听英文歌了。。。

test

Seriously, yesterday I was still panicking. I’ve got work at night (it was very foolish to work at this time). I jus realize I need to pass the test to pass the unit. I cant skip anything in the morning for me to study. It was terrible. I studied on the bus all the way to and back from work. Studied until 2pm. Then forced myself up at 6 to continue on. Kept studying even in the lab until the very last minute before the test. I think I jus get a minimum pass if not fail…shit la

So wat went wrong..poor time management-shud hv started earlier(way earlier). Poor memory- I know I read thru all the stuff but jus cant remember anything.

You know how when u say you will fail an exam or worried about it and they always say ‘ohh, you’ll be fine(or word to that effect)’ with a ‘pffftt’ expression. I find that very very fake (even though they might be sincerely trying to encourage you). Like you don even take the unit I m taking and you don even know what SHITuation I was in, how do you know I will do fine. So I don even say that. There was once I did and it jus felt fake, like jus brushing it aside with a 敷衍comment.

Anyway, now I am like back to slack-ness. Really should start studying for the next test.

week 20-21

Growing old is not growing up. Suddenly I felt as if I hadn’t grown up a bit…seeing all the responsibility waiting for me…being able to solve problems on my own when things happen…I’m still 19, but yet I kept thinking I am already 20.

Paintball was quite fun. Interesting…I seriously cant be bother thinking how to describe it…like new la. Shooting someone when they least expected was fun. Getting hit was painful…bruises…

Somehow I always get stomachache on Sundays. It has been happening for the past 4 weeks…I suspect it’s the jalapenos…

Talk to mum jus now, but didn’t tell her much abt my life…used to tell her every big thing that happened, but now jus on a when-she-asks basis…dunno if that’s a good thing

There’s times when u jus wonder wat the hell I am doing with my life. Study, eat, sleep and the whole cycle repeats. Then the whole week repeats again. Wat is the meaning of life? Life is empty, to filled up by small little random things. Prob jus cant be f*-ed studying.

Moments of genius:
I’ll talk abt this first. It’s the video for next sem’s freshers- on Australia and wat or not to expect. I’ve figured a rough storyboard of how everything can be fitted in. All I need now is 2 narrator/actor, videocam, editing program and information. This idea jus came from no where (from God most prob) and has disturb my mind the whole day so much so that I cant even study.
Last week, I tot of compiling a list of songs to be played during multicultural week. It will include songs(pop or trad) from countries arnd the world, religious and classical. But this idea has only been scribbles on paper so far.

Next week: test
Next next week: test+assignment
Nextnextnext week: tes+test+assignment
Next4 week: study break
Next5 week: Exams

I am still 19 damnit..(not 20)

Seri muka recipe

Bottom layer:-
500gm glutinous rice
400ml coconut milk
1-1.5 tsp salt
2 tbsp fragrant oil(optional)

Top layer:-
120gm plain flour
3 tbsp corn flour
140gm sugar
3 eggs
450ml thick coconut milk
1-2 tsp pandan colouring or flavouring


Steps:
For the bottom layer:-
Soak rice for 1-2 hours
Boil water for steaming.
Mix top layer ingredients together
Pour in bottom layer mixture and steam for 20-30 mins(you should get a slightly damp rice consistency)-
Toss/fluff the rice and then flatten the rice(to prevent the top layer mixture from sipping in)- jus compact slightly

For top layer(can be done when steaming rice):
Beat sugar with egg for a while.
Add in the coconut milk +salt
Add in the flour and mix until you get no bits of flour- smooth consistency.
Add in the pandan colouring- to the colour you like
Pour onto the rice layer and steam with medium fire. Steam until you get a firm consistency but not too dry.(30 mins to 1 hr)
Wipe the lid dry so that water will not drip onto the top layer
REMEMBER – the kuih should be chilled before cutting


My first try was using micro and it doesnt taste as nice as steaming...and rice was dry

I am sick of seri muka liao...

Period

I say it must be one those periods you have in life

Periods when you crave for chocolate like crazy, buying chocolate (peanut cluster, rock chocolate (or whatever the name is), oreo) everyday
Periods when you enjoy being emo
Periods when you jus somehow become more spiritual than usual
Periods when you are fired up to study for your life especially with tests coming up every week up to sem exam
Periods when you have so much stuff in mind that you jus totally forget Mother’s day is tmr
Periods when talking about sth other than dent, church, mcw can actually breathe life into your life
Periods when you spoke so little that you stumble in verbal communication
Periods when you feel your life is liken to being stuck in a shopping mall- you have been to every shop and there’s nowhere else and no way out
Periods when you jus cant be bothered blogging, but still check it hoping it will update itself- and it’s not over yet

or maybe i've lost touch of the blogging thing
thinking HOW you u'll write sth is time-consuming
and now it seemed i live to blog- do stuff jus to blog abt it
the two week break was nice...
mayb i should take a break
and breath easy


so, following posts will jus be old stuff which i have been wanting to post abt but jus never did..

Glutinous Rice

It started with me being a cheapo and buying 2kg of glutinous rice jus to make lor mai kai/nuo mi ji in 2006. make I did, in 2007. and now there’s still like 1.5 kg left and before it starts to rot, I need to make use of it. Some recipes I considered:

Seri muka


one problem- I cant get pandan leaves…well I suppose I can go find green artificial colouring and pandan extract which should be available in some isolated Asian shophalf way across Perth. A super easy recipe here, using MICROWAVE..hi-tech no?
(edit: or I can jus use kaya…OMG..super genious)

Sushi
Ya, normally you would use short grain or middle (length) grain, but can u use glutinous rice? Combine with santan or sth else to make it sticky and add stuff inside and roll…OR mayb I can jus get the recipe from above to make sweet rice balls with seaweed…o.0..
(edit: called origini sorry onigiri!)



Bak Chang..

OMG…I super want to make this if I hv the chance…if only I can get hold of bamboo leaves/pandan leaves…and a super big pot..recipe here in case I want to make
端午节quick quick come

Eight treasure rice
Didn’t quite know abt it until I read on wiki that it’s popular in m’sia but don’t think I’ll be cooking it anytime soon…I need (breathe-in): …actually I can get most of the stuff except lotus seed and bamboo shoot (I know u can get it from cans and packets) …sigh

If only I can turn glutinous rice into glutinous rice FLOUR
then I can make:

Nin ko/ Nian gao
Muachee/mochi

Kiuh koci

Ang Ku Kuih (especially with peanut+sugar filling)

Onde-onde (omg..with the gula melaka flowing out when u bite it…oooooo)

Ping Pei (snow-skin) Mooncake (arghhhhhhh I wan)

I seriously cant visit food blogs...my room is flooding

All the photos are not taken by me and credits must go the rightful owner (which is too much to list here)

大马音乐（一）

07年20首‘大马的歌’（大马歌手、作词人、作曲人）
（自爱fm我们的排行榜）

不依任何次序：

一个人的行李-戴佩妮


经典-钟盛忠


你知不知道我好爱你-黄喆宇


我爱你-何志健


我们的爱情-WHY


突然牵手-黄俊源


猫头鹰-林宇中


只因为你-群星合唱


Jane-詹雪琳


灵-张祖诚



待续。。。

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typing SADly

68 words

Speed test

quite poor...that was my best...average of 53 words per minute among tens of attempts i had

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on another note,

Are you feeling SAD?

SAD for no particular reason?

Having no idea why you are SAD?

Just feel SAD all of the sudden without knowing why?

Especially during winter for some reason?

You might have

SAD!

Seasonal Affective Disorder

i think i do

KCH;Vil;Mad

Because SOMEONE says i never put up photos

took me ages to upload...

Missing:stuff

It’s seemed like ages…but actually was jus more or less one week that I didn’t post anything…

Stuffs that have been in my mind:
1) This sudden urge of getting a DSLR…after seeing such beautiful photos…but I think it will jus be a wishful thinking
2) Talking to angmoh…it started with a comment made by my fren: ‘how would u know, you don’t even talk to them’…and it strucked me…so now I m very conscious abt it (don’t u hate it when u r conscious abt sth…it’s jus annoying) and sort of force myself to talk to them and also trying to perfect the stupid aussie accent that I sworn will not pick up before coming to this land
3) ANZAC Day..suddenly have this thought of going to the dawn service (well ever since 06 I hv been wanting to go)…but transport is the main problem, well mainly from my house to subi train station…and not my bike is gone
4) The fact that I didn’t go to any big/social events with frens after well in 9 weeeks…I’ve been to heaps alone…such a loner..:(
5) Tomoro night...the decisions i make are always wrong...bye ciao italia
6) I need a bookshelf, a vacuum cleaner
7) Stuff that I need to do during the 9 days break (pls don rob it off me)
8) God …this shud b first
9) sleep (totally deprived last night)

blog

blogging is taking over my life

War Dance

他们的过去伤痕累累
他们的现在与未来却是充满希望与笑容

战争夺走了他们的一切
就除了深扎在他们生活中的音乐与舞蹈
音乐可以令他们烦恼消失
忘记自己困境
他们的舞步 一踏一弯 一摇一甩
都是祖先所传

诉说来自乌干达北部的战区的三个小孩
与乌干达全国音乐比赛所结下的缘
他们与他们的学校
为音乐努力
为家乡争光
为理想奋斗

这部实录所带来的：
他们生气勃勃 毅力不倒的生命
灿烂的笑容
每一滴泪滴
都不虚构
而是充满着真诚与感动


War dance


Only at somerville until 13 April.

愤怒篇

和别人一起住有那么辛苦吗
为什么总是我让步
饭锅，衣架，房间，吸尘机，洗衣
饭锅还是我自己的咧
很没骨气那样

然后刚才 从朋友口中知悉他说我slack
妈的 什么意思
自己很勤劳那样

天天进厨房早上抑或晚上
第一句就是骂**
（我看我骂粗话的习惯是这边开始的）
看了都累

休想我见到你 会和你happy happy笑

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我讨厌周围的人
教授，导师，同窗。。。
真的很讨厌
刚才自己交的draft给tutor讲到一堆屎那样
什么unrelated, insufficient, clinically impossible
鬼知道clinic里的patient 会怎样 我才第二年
还叫unit coordinator一起攻我
UC还拼命support她
还讲什么: I’ve outline that extensively…u don’t hv to give in to what the student gave you, ask the student to do what u expect from him
Nabeh,那个jibot UC自己事先都没讲清楚
死tutor得到靠山洋洋自喜
结果看都没看完 就赶我走叫我回家改
差点情绪都控制不来

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其实是生气自己吧
生气自己没再努力一点
对自己在别人的印象失望

每次劝别人时
都会教他从另一个角度想
可能事情不是自己想象的

现在我知道
‘别人是错的一方’那个角度
不需要说服
所以最方便

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我很累
可是我要奋斗
就凭这股怒气

SIgh

Sigh.

Ok. i dont care it's 12 midnight.

So dead. lec 7 out of 10. 10 labs to read thru and remember.

By 3pm tmr. Between which i hv 2 lecs and 1 lab to attend, which i think i'll skip.

Today's, well yesterday's test actually went fine...shud pass.

Hopefully the 'V' i downed would help. Redbull tasted weird.
I don hv to worry abt sleeping in exam coz it's station based.

Grey's from the libary still on my bed untouched.
MSN window blinking.
'United We Stand' album playing
AND some insect wondering arnd on the carpet..i m so going to kill it! (Done..down the sewage)

Jus finished watching an anatomy tutorial on youtube which was awesome.
Blow-dried my super long hair which i hv yet to find time to cut which is annoying

Have been cursing too much lately

I hv class on PROSH. A full class day.
And a prac test the next day



I am going to sleep like a pig after exams.

This feeling is oh so familiar


..great now i feel hungry on top of the back pain i hv

PFFFFTTTTTT

nights of wk 14

Mon- had korean with Chee Rong, Kelvin, Simon…then went to utopia TO SEE MAY…and also mv’s

Tues- panicked to finish the draft for my assignment

Wed- studied like hell for my test (which ended up being cancelled. That stupid fusobac unit coordinator- we had a debate on it in class when to hv it next…dat was the highlight of the next morning)

Thurs- went to MCW meeting- we hv a young group this yr (almost everyone’s 1st, 2nd yr) and then I went to the movie at Somerville for Hula Girls with Kelvin and Lionel…then passed by the convocation (woa~~ so emotional…I’ll be there in 3 more yrs time..fingers crossed) at Winthrop and saw my cell leader there…took a photo, talked a bit and left

Fri- cell group

Sat- will work

Sun- will study me bottoms off for tests on mon and tues

Veill-on-ella

the cycle repeats...

I'm so tired

Everything's so blur i cant even remember wat day is today

It'll be fine after next week

...i hope

Going to bed now...hopefully all the bacteria will stay in my head until after the exam*shivers*

Small thing and big thing

Small thing- I broke my nose pad- never realize how important it is until u lose it…and had to get a new one for $9 a pair…super expensive…


Big thing- I bought an easter egg five days after easter ….i tot the whole thing was full…but lol…for 50 cents…that was comforting

It’s the random ppl u meet

Easter Monday- met some random girl at the busstop- I was late, she was late…and it was jus weird how she asked me abt the bus and stuff and we jus started talking like we knew each other…and we got onto the bus and then she realize she didn’t hv her purse…being a nice guy I paid for her- standard rate..=.=…and we continued talking on the bus…doing commerce 1st yr, going to mandurah, fren of my fren (perth is small)…Sara was her name I think

Yesterday..went to this MASCA bbq…met one senior from 5th yr and she was from penang…so we started talking like we knew each other for long (or mayb we were jus being friendly) and boy do we dent students like to b*tch abt dental school…which tutor/lecturer/unit coordinator we hate/love/should avoid/should stick to, gossipS, how to survive dent (stay low and below radar), the whole consipiracy behind it…and she sounds like Jasmine…and doesn’t look 3 yrs older than me…chi lin was her name

Then went to work…worked with a guy, studying accounting…has two job- air-cond and subway…cool guy…the aircond job was interesting- how he was more needed in the summer and when uni start, it will be winter and he wont be working as much since demand is less, so it sort of balance out…and he sounds like Singaporean with all the lah’s inside even tho he’s from Indian…romeo was his name

Then finished work and waited for a bus in the city but I was late so had to wait for my next connection…and came this girl who asked about the bus…and we started talking as well like we knew each other for long(mayb coz we both had msian accent and knew we r both msian)…she’s from melaka, working at Sheraton as a waitress earning $22ph on weekends!!! Studying at murdoch- some forensic science and mol boil or sth- and she asked whether I was doing med…coz I looked smart…wth how can someone look smart enough to reveal he’s doing some super-hard course…mayb she meant nerdish look…and guess wat ..(wat?)..she’s jasmine’s senior…lol..perth is small…jad? was her name

It’s the random ppl u meet which make ur life interesting…


Names were slightly changed

back to jus now

2.55...2.56....2.57....2.58....2.59....2.00am!!!!!
no i didnt stay so late...