在一间 离我家三万八千里的 小房里

此时此刻
一把earphone
抱着枕头盘坐
同样的歌曲 同样的感觉
只是隔了三万八千里
周围漆黑
我闭上眼睛
完全陶醉在他声音里
冬天虽冷
我的心窝 因为那份淡淡的伤感
暖了起来

看着他一路长大
还是喜欢旧的他
怪不得人都爱怀旧

张栋梁-hurt

For your eyes and ears...(CNII,III,IV,VI,VIII) +edit

Spent Wasted one hour discovering my creative side colouring...

In love with this song atm...Yui-life


edit:
shud hv added this one instead

Just for laughs

I) Multilingual Big Mac Chant
There's this 'big mac chant video-making' competition. Made me laugh like mad in med library..lol



II)Awesome ad, awesome background song



III)6 Truths of life (from email)

1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.
















2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it.






















3. The first truth is a lie.

















4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.
























5. You will soon forward this to another idiot.




















6. There's still a stupid smile on your face.












Sorry about this,....some idiot sent this to me and I needed company...

fungus-immunity-virus

I’m so sick fungus…if I sit here any longer I’LL grow hyphae into my own chair…all the name which if I can pronounce is ok..but some of them are jus dumb- Chytridiomycetes, sporothrix schenckii, aspergillus fumigatus, rhizopus stolonifer(ur bread mould), saccharomyces cerevisiae… the Chinese names for some of these fungus class/order/genus/species are actually quite interesting (I got them off wiki) coz they actually tell the real meaning of each name which makes it hell more easier to remember…u cant really survive bio (anat esp) without knowing their meaning (derived from latin/greek)…

Ok that was yesterday…I’m very very proud now to say that I did 5 lectures today (and I might do one more before I sleep)..woohoooo…laptop shut the whole day until 10.30 pm jus now…I got 12+26 lectures to go…woohoooo…I think I remembered when I was having a break taking a nap..i realize there’s a lot of people out these struggling to survive combating disease or nature disaster… and here I am taking my sweet nap…it’s a total waste of time…I still slept for one hour… and very very very very very happy i pass my anat test...being in the 4th quadrant of the class too...muz get HD..

So I pass the ‘immunoglobulin-IgG-major histocompatibility complex-Acute necrotizing ulcerative gingivitis-aphthous ulceration-benign mucous membrane pemphigoid’ stage of ‘revision’(more like studying)- on with VIRUS(and the disease they cause)!! The more reason not to step out of house now…woohoo..

dududu

其实first impression是很重要的。一旦你不喜欢一个人，他做的任何事看起来都不顺眼。就比如说啦，你讨厌A，不讨厌B。如果他们用你的杯，你一定会更加讨厌A，可是不介意B用。明白我吗？


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顿时发现，去年的家多么温暖，目前的家却是冷冰冰的。那些小小的conversation，那架电子琴，摩登的装潢。

可能是地毯的问题吧。

目前的家。后面是墙壁了。左厨房、右厕所。

A short update (which I think will turn up long anyway)

The microbio and immuno lab test was terrible horrigible vegetable…so many new questions instead of sticking to past yr papers…the drillidrilling prac exam was terrible horrigible vegetable…it was a big fail, I was telling my tutors I’ll come back again in 3 weeks time for the supp…even my fren said I would fail (lol I nearly typed ‘fell’)..ok he didn’t say that…but when the result came out he was saying ‘I still cant believe u passed’ (btw I passed)…mayb coz I asked God to bless my prep b4 I handed it (and blind the marker who is marking mine or to that effect)..lol

Exams coming soon…gave me a shock (which I needed) when I realize I don’t really hv enuf time to study the 2 exams coming up first…with all the names to memorise…grrrrrrrrr…

Awesome quotes from the Pelican:
1) …there’s plenty of boring, moderately successful people in the world, so take a shot at living a life less ordinary instead of settling for a 9-to-5 job in a workday world. You can always get a real job after it all falls apart…
2) Think positive, eg. These antidepressants are great, I feel really happy…
3) It’s not premarital sex, if don’t have any intention of marrying them. (On not having premarital sex)

端午节

今天刚才打电话回家时（逼不得已）对妈撒了个谎。恐怖的是，谎竟撒得如此自然，完全不眨眼，仿佛完全没一回事。谎虽小，但还是个谎。人家说，这叫不要让老人家操心，我觉得，这是不想听老人家得唠叨罢了。

端午节快乐。。。

不被欣赏的粽子-$7
对阿妈裹的粽子的思念-无价

LOVE is CINTA

yo yo sup sup.
Ok sikit lame i know. But, main point i nak cakap is this awesome movie ni. Ok-la i belum habis watching yet, but setakat mana i tengok, memang quite interesting story line tu, sekrg2nya sth diff . Tadi i pergi biol library, sat down satu jam setengah, tengok movie tu kat youtube. Even though filem tu dalam bhs indon, tapi still can watch. Agak terror jugak kan i? Lol...actually i saje guess separuh dialogue semua tu....lol...Filem ni abt this couple, guy tu dah mati akibat heroic action dia, tapi he masuk body org lain utk 'selesaikan semua hal yg belum diselesaikan' with only 3 days. So, dia pun cari girl tu. To be continued...I watch sampai sana je..lol...i pun tak ingat mane i tahu ttg movie ni...only ingat i keep procrastinating sampai hari ni baru tengok...

"Lafazkan cinta sebelum ia terlewat... "

Trailernya agak crap sikit resolution dia, so i dont bother la...kalau nak tengok youtube 'Love is cinta' boleh dah.

Ni lagu 'ada cinta' from filem ni


fluent jugak bhs rojak ku ni eh?

Kalau nak pure english version atau versi bahasa melayu baku boleh request..lol..macamlah i ni free sgt..

man i feel so shit now
totally unmotivated
eating terribly the past few days
work has been a mess for the past few weeks
've been trying to reach out to ppl who r obviously not interested
somehow got disconnected with Him
wondering about my orientation
still unprepared for the test
and here i am writing this stupid post
reading random stuff online-TMS and wat not
listening to emo songs
this life is sad
i jus want to run away from everyone

歌

好久没乱哈啦下了。。。这星期过得挺恐怖的。为了星期二的考试， 熬了好几晚。为人拖泥带水的我，不到紧要关头是不会念得完的。到了考试前两小时才念完。考出来为不知道会是多烂。原本还好的，只是因为每个人都说考的很糟，自己慢慢也觉得如此。整张考卷一般问神经线的分布，一题问眼睛，一题问耳朵，很多都靠猜的，可是是明智的猜。隔天要交assignment，所以熬到凌晨4点。超夸张。原本还以为既然之前都做得七七八八了，可以早完早睡，怎样知道还是拖到4点的。
所以现在还有睡眠不足遗留症。。。应该早睡

最近超喜欢这三首歌，还特地找了歌词

细数 吴克群&江美琪


惊叹号-光良


大嘴巴-我就是喜歡你


还有这首英文歌。。
Unforgettable-Caitlin Stasey & Dean Geyer

scene

最近开始大量听英文歌了。。。

test

Seriously, yesterday I was still panicking. I’ve got work at night (it was very foolish to work at this time). I jus realize I need to pass the test to pass the unit. I cant skip anything in the morning for me to study. It was terrible. I studied on the bus all the way to and back from work. Studied until 2pm. Then forced myself up at 6 to continue on. Kept studying even in the lab until the very last minute before the test. I think I jus get a minimum pass if not fail…shit la

So wat went wrong..poor time management-shud hv started earlier(way earlier). Poor memory- I know I read thru all the stuff but jus cant remember anything.

You know how when u say you will fail an exam or worried about it and they always say ‘ohh, you’ll be fine(or word to that effect)’ with a ‘pffftt’ expression. I find that very very fake (even though they might be sincerely trying to encourage you). Like you don even take the unit I m taking and you don even know what SHITuation I was in, how do you know I will do fine. So I don even say that. There was once I did and it jus felt fake, like jus brushing it aside with a 敷衍comment.

Anyway, now I am like back to slack-ness. Really should start studying for the next test.

week 20-21

Growing old is not growing up. Suddenly I felt as if I hadn’t grown up a bit…seeing all the responsibility waiting for me…being able to solve problems on my own when things happen…I’m still 19, but yet I kept thinking I am already 20.

Paintball was quite fun. Interesting…I seriously cant be bother thinking how to describe it…like new la. Shooting someone when they least expected was fun. Getting hit was painful…bruises…

Somehow I always get stomachache on Sundays. It has been happening for the past 4 weeks…I suspect it’s the jalapenos…

Talk to mum jus now, but didn’t tell her much abt my life…used to tell her every big thing that happened, but now jus on a when-she-asks basis…dunno if that’s a good thing

There’s times when u jus wonder wat the hell I am doing with my life. Study, eat, sleep and the whole cycle repeats. Then the whole week repeats again. Wat is the meaning of life? Life is empty, to filled up by small little random things. Prob jus cant be f*-ed studying.

Moments of genius:
I’ll talk abt this first. It’s the video for next sem’s freshers- on Australia and wat or not to expect. I’ve figured a rough storyboard of how everything can be fitted in. All I need now is 2 narrator/actor, videocam, editing program and information. This idea jus came from no where (from God most prob) and has disturb my mind the whole day so much so that I cant even study.
Last week, I tot of compiling a list of songs to be played during multicultural week. It will include songs(pop or trad) from countries arnd the world, religious and classical. But this idea has only been scribbles on paper so far.

Next week: test
Next next week: test+assignment
Nextnextnext week: tes+test+assignment
Next4 week: study break
Next5 week: Exams

I am still 19 damnit..(not 20)

Seri muka recipe

Bottom layer:-
500gm glutinous rice
400ml coconut milk
1-1.5 tsp salt
2 tbsp fragrant oil(optional)

Top layer:-
120gm plain flour
3 tbsp corn flour
140gm sugar
3 eggs
450ml thick coconut milk
1-2 tsp pandan colouring or flavouring


Steps:
For the bottom layer:-
Soak rice for 1-2 hours
Boil water for steaming.
Mix top layer ingredients together
Pour in bottom layer mixture and steam for 20-30 mins(you should get a slightly damp rice consistency)-
Toss/fluff the rice and then flatten the rice(to prevent the top layer mixture from sipping in)- jus compact slightly

For top layer(can be done when steaming rice):
Beat sugar with egg for a while.
Add in the coconut milk +salt
Add in the flour and mix until you get no bits of flour- smooth consistency.
Add in the pandan colouring- to the colour you like
Pour onto the rice layer and steam with medium fire. Steam until you get a firm consistency but not too dry.(30 mins to 1 hr)
Wipe the lid dry so that water will not drip onto the top layer
REMEMBER – the kuih should be chilled before cutting


My first try was using micro and it doesnt taste as nice as steaming...and rice was dry

I am sick of seri muka liao...

Period

I say it must be one those periods you have in life

Periods when you crave for chocolate like crazy, buying chocolate (peanut cluster, rock chocolate (or whatever the name is), oreo) everyday
Periods when you enjoy being emo
Periods when you jus somehow become more spiritual than usual
Periods when you are fired up to study for your life especially with tests coming up every week up to sem exam
Periods when you have so much stuff in mind that you jus totally forget Mother’s day is tmr
Periods when talking about sth other than dent, church, mcw can actually breathe life into your life
Periods when you spoke so little that you stumble in verbal communication
Periods when you feel your life is liken to being stuck in a shopping mall- you have been to every shop and there’s nowhere else and no way out
Periods when you jus cant be bothered blogging, but still check it hoping it will update itself- and it’s not over yet

or maybe i've lost touch of the blogging thing
thinking HOW you u'll write sth is time-consuming
and now it seemed i live to blog- do stuff jus to blog abt it
the two week break was nice...
mayb i should take a break
and breath easy


so, following posts will jus be old stuff which i have been wanting to post abt but jus never did..

Glutinous Rice

It started with me being a cheapo and buying 2kg of glutinous rice jus to make lor mai kai/nuo mi ji in 2006. make I did, in 2007. and now there’s still like 1.5 kg left and before it starts to rot, I need to make use of it. Some recipes I considered:

Seri muka


one problem- I cant get pandan leaves…well I suppose I can go find green artificial colouring and pandan extract which should be available in some isolated Asian shophalf way across Perth. A super easy recipe here, using MICROWAVE..hi-tech no?
(edit: or I can jus use kaya…OMG..super genious)

Sushi
Ya, normally you would use short grain or middle (length) grain, but can u use glutinous rice? Combine with santan or sth else to make it sticky and add stuff inside and roll…OR mayb I can jus get the recipe from above to make sweet rice balls with seaweed…o.0..
(edit: called origini sorry onigiri!)



Bak Chang..

OMG…I super want to make this if I hv the chance…if only I can get hold of bamboo leaves/pandan leaves…and a super big pot..recipe here in case I want to make
端午节quick quick come

Eight treasure rice
Didn’t quite know abt it until I read on wiki that it’s popular in m’sia but don’t think I’ll be cooking it anytime soon…I need (breathe-in): …actually I can get most of the stuff except lotus seed and bamboo shoot (I know u can get it from cans and packets) …sigh

If only I can turn glutinous rice into glutinous rice FLOUR
then I can make:

Nin ko/ Nian gao
Muachee/mochi

Kiuh koci

Ang Ku Kuih (especially with peanut+sugar filling)

Onde-onde (omg..with the gula melaka flowing out when u bite it…oooooo)

Ping Pei (snow-skin) Mooncake (arghhhhhhh I wan)

I seriously cant visit food blogs...my room is flooding

All the photos are not taken by me and credits must go the rightful owner (which is too much to list here)

大马音乐（一）

07年20首‘大马的歌’（大马歌手、作词人、作曲人）
（自爱fm我们的排行榜）

不依任何次序：

一个人的行李-戴佩妮


经典-钟盛忠


你知不知道我好爱你-黄喆宇


我爱你-何志健


我们的爱情-WHY


突然牵手-黄俊源


猫头鹰-林宇中


只因为你-群星合唱


Jane-詹雪琳


灵-张祖诚



待续。。。

音乐赞助：大马音乐空间,imeem

typing SADly

68 words

Speed test

quite poor...that was my best...average of 53 words per minute among tens of attempts i had

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on another note,

Are you feeling SAD?

SAD for no particular reason?

Having no idea why you are SAD?

Just feel SAD all of the sudden without knowing why?

Especially during winter for some reason?

You might have

SAD!

Seasonal Affective Disorder

i think i do

KCH;Vil;Mad

Because SOMEONE says i never put up photos

took me ages to upload...

Missing:stuff

It’s seemed like ages…but actually was jus more or less one week that I didn’t post anything…

Stuffs that have been in my mind:
1) This sudden urge of getting a DSLR…after seeing such beautiful photos…but I think it will jus be a wishful thinking
2) Talking to angmoh…it started with a comment made by my fren: ‘how would u know, you don’t even talk to them’…and it strucked me…so now I m very conscious abt it (don’t u hate it when u r conscious abt sth…it’s jus annoying) and sort of force myself to talk to them and also trying to perfect the stupid aussie accent that I sworn will not pick up before coming to this land
3) ANZAC Day..suddenly have this thought of going to the dawn service (well ever since 06 I hv been wanting to go)…but transport is the main problem, well mainly from my house to subi train station…and not my bike is gone
4) The fact that I didn’t go to any big/social events with frens after well in 9 weeeks…I’ve been to heaps alone…such a loner..:(
5) Tomoro night...the decisions i make are always wrong...bye ciao italia
6) I need a bookshelf, a vacuum cleaner
7) Stuff that I need to do during the 9 days break (pls don rob it off me)
8) God …this shud b first
9) sleep (totally deprived last night)

blog

blogging is taking over my life