Sunday, March 29, 2009

how i feel at times...and loving this vid...


and 25 hrs today!!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

graduation

看了朋友的毕业照 很想马上毕业
戴着四方帽、礼服 扮美美 到处走透透取景拍照 uni,河畔,公园
让父母骄傲一下 深知他们供我读书不易 我也成人成材了
一定要拍很多很多照片 难得一生一次(一次也够了)
同班同学一起毕业 60几个 经历五年的风风雨雨
朋友们祝贺 又在拍照
手里捧着一束花、一个洋娃娃
再拍一张正式(破口袋)的毕业照 那些手里捧着文凭卷 书架为背景的那一种
可惜没四方帽丢
一定会很开心 很幸福 所以要拍照留念
所以要买个好相机

再熬多三年 再挨多三年 就要到我了

*灵感自某女性朋友的照片 所以所想象的难免有点出入

Monday, March 16, 2009

so i've finally updated.
meh
2 months roughly
between which, i've
moved to my new place
loved and loving slumdog millionaire
went thru phases of inactivity 
stressed out over studies
there's really nothing interesting...

i shud go sleep

黑色星期五

黑色星期五。
莫名的空虚,生活少了什么似的。
我不知道别人还怎么懂呢?所以就把它挂在心上某一条心弦。
家里很静。想离家出走。骑脚车,搭巴士到
city也好。
最后还是决定留在家。
脑子空空的,自然会找东西装。
自己,家人,朋友,生活,性格,未来,感情,计划,金钱。。。
今天难得
4小时break,和一班朋友到nando'sgelato打发时间。发现:
原来自己背后可以发生那么多事。被人讲闲话也不会知道。
原来人可以那么‘两面’。
原来那么多人可以讨厌那么多人。
原来那么小的事也会惹人讨厌。
我则静静坐一旁聆听,不希望被别人影响。

要找爱好,培养新兴趣。
学新的语言,学吉他,学
photoshop 我都想

看了一幅照片 顿时想到北京紫禁城 看
清明上河图
想一日回到古时代 看看生活是怎么样
我不只想要
travel 我还想time travel

Sunday, March 15, 2009

snapshot of a week (2 weeks ago)

Monday- woke up to go to lecture even though it’s Labour Day.Had 4 hours of lectures for one unit. I slept a lot in the lecture coz I didn’t get enough from the night before (wedding). Lunch break then another four hours lecture for one unit. I slept a lot there as well. I think in total I slept more in the lecture than I did the night before. Couldn’t go to the lab to get pliers coz the nurses are on holiday.

Tuesday- had a lecture then went to clinic for caries risk assessment. We had to spit out saliva to do some tests on them, then had the teeth coloured to see plaque. Then rush back to another lecture before lunch. After that I had the afternoon off coz my group wasn’t rostered in the lab session. So a lot of us went to the other section of the lab to do lab work that is due soon. And we had to pack up before 2pm coz that’s when the 1st yrs come in for their lab. And I pretty much wasted the rest of the afternoon. Good thing I manage to bend the wire during lunch, coz I also pretty much wasted my night doing nothing.

Wed- had a lecture then went to lab for 3 hours bending wire- much easier this time coz the wire’s thinner- damn proud of myself when the tutor saw it and said 10/10- but I still hv 4 more to go before the next session. Then after lunch, we went to the hospital in the city for lecture. 3 hours-on diabetes, endocrine disease and hepatobilliary disease (I cant even pronounce it properly). Then badminton from 7.30- 10.30 –had a good time sweating out- I suck – went with a fren; met old frens; made new fren- and I need more exercise.. TRIED to view a powerpoint on ‘radiographs’ but failed- ended up in facebook.

Thurs- woke up to a lecture which I partly slept thru. Then went to lab to drill teeth for crowns. Did ok, stuff up some areas, nothing major. Then went for a radiography tutorial. Fairly interesting tutor. Then went home. Spent the whole night trying to reshuffle the 21GB of stuff (notes, lectures, exams papers) upper years gave us. And the whole night was lost again.

Fri- 2 hours of lecture, then 1 hour break (which we spent in the lab), then to the pharmacology lecture for 2 hours, 1 hr lunch break then pathology lab and lecture. Loving pathology- at first but now….
Fresher’s welcome on- housemates had few frens over for pre’s. I had beer which I dont quite like. so now I am going off- to get myself not drunk- to see what other people to get themselves drunk. Sorry I jus don’t believe in alcohol.
Went home early, without a sip of alcohol. And now it’s 1am. My housemates are still at the place- talking to some postgrad student about ortho. And I’m dead tired. Sleepy.

Sat- woke up at 10. Played around(read: did nothing). Had meatballs from IKEA with instant noodle. Then finally got myself down to do some serious work after 40 mins of HIMYM. Jus when I was so engrossed in typing my notes, I jus realized I need to be at work at 5 and not 5.30. So I rush like mad, good thing there was a bus coming soon-ish and I got there on time. Work was boring-as usual. Got back at around 11pm, talked to my housemates about dentistry (exams and cramming), language (how I would love to be an interpreter), dancing, how my year don’t share their notes. Which reminds me of a conversation I had about how money may become a drive when we’re out practicing, despite the initial noble intention – the greater good of population’s health. How ortho is so much easier compared to other specialization coz ur patient’s would be highly motivated, their mouth would be healthy when u see them and you’ll be earning big bucks.
Now I’m downloading slumdog millionaire OST. Some of them are jus awesome!
Again, I should go sleep.

Sunday- went to church. After that had lunch- mee pok- which was crap at this place near Winthrop shopping centre. Service was awful. We (well me) cant be bother, so we wrote our own order and gave the list to the boss. And we had to wait forever for the food to come out. I was THIS close to walking into the kitchen and cooking it myself. And the food is not even that nice. And it took forever to bring us the bill. I took the liberty of collecting the money and then going to the boss and demanded the bill. Damn dodgy la..
Didn’t do much after that. Ate subway for dinner in my backyard. It was a good break away from the house, staring the laptop/books. Then I cycled to IGA, thoroughly enjoyed the trip away from home. Bought fruits.
Now I’m TRYING to read my lab manual which is very very very very very boring. And I still have a few video demo to go thru before my lab tomorrow. AND review my notes in second year on how to give an injection (LA). AND I’M FREAKIN SLEEPY!!!!