“17 … satisfactory MO amalgam”
I scribbled that down. At least I’m doing something. Something that will take my mind off it. Still cant believe that just happened. I’m jus going to pretend nothing happened and go home and cry. Looking around, other people are still doing their own things, well that’s one less patient for him.
“16…”
Oh yes, I’m scribing for someone.
“Satisfactory PFM crown”
A nurse walked past peeping in checking if everything is going alright. Yea, she was kind. Very empathetic. She was trying to console me when the patient left. I know I was holding back my ‘disappointment’ then. And I said something stupid just to take the attention off me- the lights couldn’t be switched off. Pretending nothing happened, I started tidying my stuff. And she and another nurse started talking to me. Saying how this system is retarded- not that exact word- tutor working non-stop, having more tutors to supervise. And suggest that maybe I call the person back again.
“15-4-3”
“yup?”
“a bridge- abutment, pontic, abutment”
I could have done stuff for him. Like at least a restoration. That sharp edge on his 12, that black 13 root didn’t even got checked. But I cant coz I didn’t get my plans signed off. And the tutor still justified his actions after the event, saying it was 10 mins coz mine wasn’t a priority and if the patient couldn’t even wait, it’s better to leave now rather halfway thru the treatment. Now he’s gone and I can't even do a thing. My patient and I were ‘connecting’ well before that. He was a pomme. Went to war- talked about his tank caught in a firing range, becoming a cook after that, coming to wa, working in a mining site, handling explosives. But then what happened after he went to the toilet? I’m still shocked. From that.
“12 normal”
“sound?”
“that’s the word”
He came back, I went over to sit him down and he said:
“I don’t think I want to wait anymore"
At first I still don’t quite understand what he meant, if I understood him correctly. Then he reached over to take his jacket and umbrella that we’ve said I would remind him to take.
“it’s not your fault” he said to me
“cant you jus wait for a while more? I’ll do a scale and clean, might as well, since you’re here”
“nah mate, don’t bother, have a good life” and he pat on me and started walking off.
“ I'm not coming back so don’t bother calling me” he said before disappearing out the door.
I was left dumbstruck, and nurses started to come over asking happened.
“21..”
“sorry, what was 11”
“sound, 21 satisfactory MO composite”
Maybe I should just concentrate on this instead.
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
snapshot of a week (2 weeks ago)
Monday- woke up to go to lecture even though it’s Labour Day.Had 4 hours of lectures for one unit. I slept a lot in the lecture coz I didn’t get enough from the night before (wedding). Lunch break then another four hours lecture for one unit. I slept a lot there as well. I think in total I slept more in the lecture than I did the night before. Couldn’t go to the lab to get pliers coz the nurses are on holiday.
Tuesday- had a lecture then went to clinic for caries risk assessment. We had to spit out saliva to do some tests on them, then had the teeth coloured to see plaque. Then rush back to another lecture before lunch. After that I had the afternoon off coz my group wasn’t rostered in the lab session. So a lot of us went to the other section of the lab to do lab work that is due soon. And we had to pack up before 2pm coz that’s when the 1st yrs come in for their lab. And I pretty much wasted the rest of the afternoon. Good thing I manage to bend the wire during lunch, coz I also pretty much wasted my night doing nothing.
Wed- had a lecture then went to lab for 3 hours bending wire- much easier this time coz the wire’s thinner- damn proud of myself when the tutor saw it and said 10/10- but I still hv 4 more to go before the next session. Then after lunch, we went to the hospital in the city for lecture. 3 hours-on diabetes, endocrine disease and hepatobilliary disease (I cant even pronounce it properly). Then badminton from 7.30- 10.30 –had a good time sweating out- I suck – went with a fren; met old frens; made new fren- and I need more exercise.. TRIED to view a powerpoint on ‘radiographs’ but failed- ended up in facebook.
Thurs- woke up to a lecture which I partly slept thru. Then went to lab to drill teeth for crowns. Did ok, stuff up some areas, nothing major. Then went for a radiography tutorial. Fairly interesting tutor. Then went home. Spent the whole night trying to reshuffle the 21GB of stuff (notes, lectures, exams papers) upper years gave us. And the whole night was lost again.
Fri- 2 hours of lecture, then 1 hour break (which we spent in the lab), then to the pharmacology lecture for 2 hours, 1 hr lunch break then pathology lab and lecture. Loving pathology- at first but now….
Fresher’s welcome on- housemates had few frens over for pre’s. I had beer which I dont quite like. so now I am going off- to get myself not drunk- to see what other people to get themselves drunk. Sorry I jus don’t believe in alcohol.
Went home early, without a sip of alcohol. And now it’s 1am. My housemates are still at the place- talking to some postgrad student about ortho. And I’m dead tired. Sleepy.
Sat- woke up at 10. Played around(read: did nothing). Had meatballs from IKEA with instant noodle. Then finally got myself down to do some serious work after 40 mins of HIMYM. Jus when I was so engrossed in typing my notes, I jus realized I need to be at work at 5 and not 5.30. So I rush like mad, good thing there was a bus coming soon-ish and I got there on time. Work was boring-as usual. Got back at around 11pm, talked to my housemates about dentistry (exams and cramming), language (how I would love to be an interpreter), dancing, how my year don’t share their notes. Which reminds me of a conversation I had about how money may become a drive when we’re out practicing, despite the initial noble intention – the greater good of population’s health. How ortho is so much easier compared to other specialization coz ur patient’s would be highly motivated, their mouth would be healthy when u see them and you’ll be earning big bucks.
Now I’m downloading slumdog millionaire OST. Some of them are jus awesome!
Again, I should go sleep.
Sunday- went to church. After that had lunch- mee pok- which was crap at this place near Winthrop shopping centre. Service was awful. We (well me) cant be bother, so we wrote our own order and gave the list to the boss. And we had to wait forever for the food to come out. I was THIS close to walking into the kitchen and cooking it myself. And the food is not even that nice. And it took forever to bring us the bill. I took the liberty of collecting the money and then going to the boss and demanded the bill. Damn dodgy la..
Didn’t do much after that. Ate subway for dinner in my backyard. It was a good break away from the house, staring the laptop/books. Then I cycled to IGA, thoroughly enjoyed the trip away from home. Bought fruits.
Now I’m TRYING to read my lab manual which is very very very very very boring. And I still have a few video demo to go thru before my lab tomorrow. AND review my notes in second year on how to give an injection (LA). AND I’M FREAKIN SLEEPY!!!!
Tuesday- had a lecture then went to clinic for caries risk assessment. We had to spit out saliva to do some tests on them, then had the teeth coloured to see plaque. Then rush back to another lecture before lunch. After that I had the afternoon off coz my group wasn’t rostered in the lab session. So a lot of us went to the other section of the lab to do lab work that is due soon. And we had to pack up before 2pm coz that’s when the 1st yrs come in for their lab. And I pretty much wasted the rest of the afternoon. Good thing I manage to bend the wire during lunch, coz I also pretty much wasted my night doing nothing.
Wed- had a lecture then went to lab for 3 hours bending wire- much easier this time coz the wire’s thinner- damn proud of myself when the tutor saw it and said 10/10- but I still hv 4 more to go before the next session. Then after lunch, we went to the hospital in the city for lecture. 3 hours-on diabetes, endocrine disease and hepatobilliary disease (I cant even pronounce it properly). Then badminton from 7.30- 10.30 –had a good time sweating out- I suck – went with a fren; met old frens; made new fren- and I need more exercise.. TRIED to view a powerpoint on ‘radiographs’ but failed- ended up in facebook.
Thurs- woke up to a lecture which I partly slept thru. Then went to lab to drill teeth for crowns. Did ok, stuff up some areas, nothing major. Then went for a radiography tutorial. Fairly interesting tutor. Then went home. Spent the whole night trying to reshuffle the 21GB of stuff (notes, lectures, exams papers) upper years gave us. And the whole night was lost again.
Fri- 2 hours of lecture, then 1 hour break (which we spent in the lab), then to the pharmacology lecture for 2 hours, 1 hr lunch break then pathology lab and lecture. Loving pathology- at first but now….
Fresher’s welcome on- housemates had few frens over for pre’s. I had beer which I dont quite like. so now I am going off- to get myself not drunk- to see what other people to get themselves drunk. Sorry I jus don’t believe in alcohol.
Went home early, without a sip of alcohol. And now it’s 1am. My housemates are still at the place- talking to some postgrad student about ortho. And I’m dead tired. Sleepy.
Sat- woke up at 10. Played around(read: did nothing). Had meatballs from IKEA with instant noodle. Then finally got myself down to do some serious work after 40 mins of HIMYM. Jus when I was so engrossed in typing my notes, I jus realized I need to be at work at 5 and not 5.30. So I rush like mad, good thing there was a bus coming soon-ish and I got there on time. Work was boring-as usual. Got back at around 11pm, talked to my housemates about dentistry (exams and cramming), language (how I would love to be an interpreter), dancing, how my year don’t share their notes. Which reminds me of a conversation I had about how money may become a drive when we’re out practicing, despite the initial noble intention – the greater good of population’s health. How ortho is so much easier compared to other specialization coz ur patient’s would be highly motivated, their mouth would be healthy when u see them and you’ll be earning big bucks.
Now I’m downloading slumdog millionaire OST. Some of them are jus awesome!
Again, I should go sleep.
Sunday- went to church. After that had lunch- mee pok- which was crap at this place near Winthrop shopping centre. Service was awful. We (well me) cant be bother, so we wrote our own order and gave the list to the boss. And we had to wait forever for the food to come out. I was THIS close to walking into the kitchen and cooking it myself. And the food is not even that nice. And it took forever to bring us the bill. I took the liberty of collecting the money and then going to the boss and demanded the bill. Damn dodgy la..
Didn’t do much after that. Ate subway for dinner in my backyard. It was a good break away from the house, staring the laptop/books. Then I cycled to IGA, thoroughly enjoyed the trip away from home. Bought fruits.
Now I’m TRYING to read my lab manual which is very very very very very boring. And I still have a few video demo to go thru before my lab tomorrow. AND review my notes in second year on how to give an injection (LA). AND I’M FREAKIN SLEEPY!!!!
Friday, December 12, 2008
second last day
internet's back on- hence the sudden increase in post...
worked last night- and i was sick- runny nose. and i had to look down to actually do my work, so it was disgusting, good thing it wasnt busy. should have jus called in sick, but i didnt know it was that bad and because i have never turn up for work sick so i wasnt expecting that...
going home tomorrow
but it feels unbelievable- like wow, i'm going home tomorrow, so soon...
does that mean i'm happy or reluctant to go back?
and with everything i have to do before i actually go back- do all the laundry, clean up my room, buy the stuff i need to buy, finish all my food and make sure everything is off/closed (electricity, water, windows, doors) -i dont have enough time
oh wells, i can always not sleep and sleep on the plane- departing 1940 reaching 23?? at brunei
scare the hell out of me when i checked all the post i posted- they were gone- all because the date format- eg for 1st dec instead of the normal 01/12/08 i had to type in 12/01/08 (the american style) ...so i had to go jan 12th to change it...get it?
worked last night- and i was sick- runny nose. and i had to look down to actually do my work, so it was disgusting, good thing it wasnt busy. should have jus called in sick, but i didnt know it was that bad and because i have never turn up for work sick so i wasnt expecting that...
going home tomorrow
but it feels unbelievable- like wow, i'm going home tomorrow, so soon...
does that mean i'm happy or reluctant to go back?
and with everything i have to do before i actually go back- do all the laundry, clean up my room, buy the stuff i need to buy, finish all my food and make sure everything is off/closed (electricity, water, windows, doors) -i dont have enough time
oh wells, i can always not sleep and sleep on the plane- departing 1940 reaching 23?? at brunei
scare the hell out of me when i checked all the post i posted- they were gone- all because the date format- eg for 1st dec instead of the normal 01/12/08 i had to type in 12/01/08 (the american style) ...so i had to go jan 12th to change it...get it?
Thursday, December 11, 2008
GG
I’m smiling. Never have been happier. In the middle of the night. I’ve finished Gossip Girl Season 1. Ok I know I’m kinda behind already.
But, never thought I was gonna say this, that series is awesome. No wonder it got so many ppl hooked.
I have to say E10 and E16 is the best- for different reasons.
Backstabbing, friendship, cheating, love, peer pressure, lives of the rich, family etc.
Cant wait till the whole of season 2 finishes before I start another few days of non-stop roller coaster ride.
But for now, season one will have to suffice.
XOXO
On a side note, made me realize something- being materialistic is only for the rich, and about having a brother’s love.
I’m kinda enjoying the no-one-else-at-home scene atm. No one to be worried about, can totally go into the kitchen late at night and make the din and not worry (but my neighbour), having clean up after myself only, blasting the music loudly etc.
But I know I wont survive living alone for a year…
and working in summer sucks- coz they crowd never stops- so for the first time, i finished at 10.45pm(instead of 9.45) and reach home around 12am-gg..
But, never thought I was gonna say this, that series is awesome. No wonder it got so many ppl hooked.
I have to say E10 and E16 is the best- for different reasons.
Backstabbing, friendship, cheating, love, peer pressure, lives of the rich, family etc.
Cant wait till the whole of season 2 finishes before I start another few days of non-stop roller coaster ride.
But for now, season one will have to suffice.
XOXO
On a side note, made me realize something- being materialistic is only for the rich, and about having a brother’s love.
I’m kinda enjoying the no-one-else-at-home scene atm. No one to be worried about, can totally go into the kitchen late at night and make the din and not worry (but my neighbour), having clean up after myself only, blasting the music loudly etc.
But I know I wont survive living alone for a year…
and working in summer sucks- coz they crowd never stops- so for the first time, i finished at 10.45pm(instead of 9.45) and reach home around 12am-gg..
Monday, August 11, 2008
kids, bus, olympics, money, quote
Hey yo...so i’m blogging here in the library...yes a lecture got cancelled because we cant find a venue to have it...how lame...anyway, better hurry up before i head of for lab at 1pm.
I don’t think i can write stuff here...jus so un-inspiring...so i think this will mainly be non-sense...hahaha
Kids:
U know how things jus happen..u get all excited to write about it but when u get home and sit down...the stuff jus seems too menial to write about. Anyway...the other day when i was working...a mom and a girl came in to buy a subway each...so i finished making them both...then at the cashier and out the blue i decided to give the little girl her own plastic bag to carry (coz i tot the girl would be stoked to have her own carry bag...and normally i’ll stuff everything into one bag- to be environmentally friendly)...i purposely put in her drink into the bag to let her know that that’s hers...and she was like ‘is that mine? It has my drink in it...i have my own bag~~~’ in a cutesy manner to her mom..but u know adults, they don’t care...but i can see the smile on her face and the bag swinging in her hands when she left...so i tot...i can be a good paedodontist..hahah
After church, a few friends and i had lunch with a bunch of kids...the youngest being a yr5? And man is he racist...he started telling jokes like ‘what do you call an Abo priest’ ‘what’s the difference btw an Abo and a bucket of shit’ et...such a bad influence on me lol...and the guy who was driving us there was such a ‘koko’ no wonder the girls where all over him (slightly exaggerated)...haha
You know how kids can be really cute and fun to play with...and girl will go 'i want to have kids' right? But once u actually raise one...it will be totally different...like hell...so i suggest...u can either kidnap one, be a godfather or godmother to one, or jus work with kids...
Continued at home…
Bus:
The other day when I was bus-ing to work…I noticed this lady sitting with a huge brown colour book on her lap…but it was jus empty pages…must some autograph/wedding book. That was my thought after that quick glance around the bus which registered in what I’ve wrote about her.
But then after a while I glanced at her again (I wasn’t actually facing her, but standing and facing the side of the bus)…then I realise something…her hands were moving across…then I realise they were Braille (or sth else)…then I was like ‘oh crap’ in my heart…dunno why, maybe jus the assumption I made about her? Not sensitive enough…so me being ‘empty-minded’ at that time jus starting wondering about her…she looked calm tho, facing out of the bus…as though she was looking out at the riverside…but when she turned back, I somehow felt like she was staring back at me saying what are you looking at…but I continued topeep observe…reading Braille is hard…but she did it smoothly…quite amazing how fingertips can be used like that…so sensitive…then I realise she didn’t look bad (don’t mean anything else)…since she wouldn’t be able to see how she looked like…and that being said (or thought), it would kinda be a blessing in disguise coz you wont see stuff which makes you worry/sad etc…but you will miss out on lots more stuff like how the colour green look like, how ‘brightness’ look like (though scientists believe there a part on the midbrain which actually can detect those but let’s not go into this now)…then I wonder where her walking stick is…and then i went ‘holy sh*t’ there was a dog tucked under her legs…it was humungous…how did I even miss that…then I realise I’ve seen her around the neighbourhood… but it was time to leave the bus…
Sometimes bus-ing can be fun…especially when there people having conversations in an audible range…talking about their housemates who refuse to pay, about the Jap test they jus had, etc…
Olympics:
Yes the opening was grand and I manage to miss the first 30 mins which was the best part in the whole ceremony…
I was watching one the sports on tv- gymnastics…it’s actually quite hard to perform…but everytime when someone fell onto the floor or slips off the balancing bar, it’s actually quite saddening…actually the close-up shots on their faces…you know that they are devastated/disappointed but they still don’t show it out and still continuing with what they were doing… feel sorry for them…
Money:
I lost my pay last week…180+…so stupid…pretty sure I lost it on the bus again…stupid
Just a quote I copied from a blog that I read but not knowing the author :
人生只不过是需要一点点的感慨来点缀
而我的感慨好像占了大部分
咖啡杯已经变得冰凉
咖啡还是没有喝完
或许我喜欢的就只是它的温度
而不是它的味道....
I don’t think i can write stuff here...jus so un-inspiring...so i think this will mainly be non-sense...hahaha
Kids:
U know how things jus happen..u get all excited to write about it but when u get home and sit down...the stuff jus seems too menial to write about. Anyway...the other day when i was working...a mom and a girl came in to buy a subway each...so i finished making them both...then at the cashier and out the blue i decided to give the little girl her own plastic bag to carry (coz i tot the girl would be stoked to have her own carry bag...and normally i’ll stuff everything into one bag- to be environmentally friendly)...i purposely put in her drink into the bag to let her know that that’s hers...and she was like ‘is that mine? It has my drink in it...i have my own bag~~~’ in a cutesy manner to her mom..but u know adults, they don’t care...but i can see the smile on her face and the bag swinging in her hands when she left...so i tot...i can be a good paedodontist..hahah
After church, a few friends and i had lunch with a bunch of kids...the youngest being a yr5? And man is he racist...he started telling jokes like ‘what do you call an Abo priest’ ‘what’s the difference btw an Abo and a bucket of shit’ et...such a bad influence on me lol...and the guy who was driving us there was such a ‘koko’ no wonder the girls where all over him (slightly exaggerated)...haha
You know how kids can be really cute and fun to play with...and girl will go 'i want to have kids' right? But once u actually raise one...it will be totally different...like hell...so i suggest...u can either kidnap one, be a godfather or godmother to one, or jus work with kids...
Continued at home…
Bus:
The other day when I was bus-ing to work…I noticed this lady sitting with a huge brown colour book on her lap…but it was jus empty pages…must some autograph/wedding book. That was my thought after that quick glance around the bus which registered in what I’ve wrote about her.
But then after a while I glanced at her again (I wasn’t actually facing her, but standing and facing the side of the bus)…then I realise something…her hands were moving across…then I realise they were Braille (or sth else)…then I was like ‘oh crap’ in my heart…dunno why, maybe jus the assumption I made about her? Not sensitive enough…so me being ‘empty-minded’ at that time jus starting wondering about her…she looked calm tho, facing out of the bus…as though she was looking out at the riverside…but when she turned back, I somehow felt like she was staring back at me saying what are you looking at…but I continued to
Sometimes bus-ing can be fun…especially when there people having conversations in an audible range…talking about their housemates who refuse to pay, about the Jap test they jus had, etc…
Olympics:
Yes the opening was grand and I manage to miss the first 30 mins which was the best part in the whole ceremony…
I was watching one the sports on tv- gymnastics…it’s actually quite hard to perform…but everytime when someone fell onto the floor or slips off the balancing bar, it’s actually quite saddening…actually the close-up shots on their faces…you know that they are devastated/disappointed but they still don’t show it out and still continuing with what they were doing… feel sorry for them…
Money:
I lost my pay last week…180+…so stupid…pretty sure I lost it on the bus again…stupid
Just a quote I copied from a blog that I read but not knowing the author :
人生只不过是需要一点点的感慨来点缀
而我的感慨好像占了大部分
咖啡杯已经变得冰凉
咖啡还是没有喝完
或许我喜欢的就只是它的温度
而不是它的味道....
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
test
Seriously, yesterday I was still panicking. I’ve got work at night (it was very foolish to work at this time). I jus realize I need to pass the test to pass the unit. I cant skip anything in the morning for me to study. It was terrible. I studied on the bus all the way to and back from work. Studied until 2pm. Then forced myself up at 6 to continue on. Kept studying even in the lab until the very last minute before the test. I think I jus get a minimum pass if not fail…shit la
So wat went wrong..poor time management-shud hv started earlier(way earlier). Poor memory- I know I read thru all the stuff but jus cant remember anything.
You know how when u say you will fail an exam or worried about it and they always say ‘ohh, you’ll be fine(or word to that effect)’ with a ‘pffftt’ expression. I find that very very fake (even though they might be sincerely trying to encourage you). Like you don even take the unit I m taking and you don even know what SHITuation I was in, how do you know I will do fine. So I don even say that. There was once I did and it jus felt fake, like jus brushing it aside with a 敷衍comment.
Anyway, now I am like back to slack-ness. Really should start studying for the next test.
So wat went wrong..poor time management-shud hv started earlier(way earlier). Poor memory- I know I read thru all the stuff but jus cant remember anything.
You know how when u say you will fail an exam or worried about it and they always say ‘ohh, you’ll be fine(or word to that effect)’ with a ‘pffftt’ expression. I find that very very fake (even though they might be sincerely trying to encourage you). Like you don even take the unit I m taking and you don even know what SHITuation I was in, how do you know I will do fine. So I don even say that. There was once I did and it jus felt fake, like jus brushing it aside with a 敷衍comment.
Anyway, now I am like back to slack-ness. Really should start studying for the next test.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
It’s the random ppl u meet
Easter Monday- met some random girl at the busstop- I was late, she was late…and it was jus weird how she asked me abt the bus and stuff and we jus started talking like we knew each other…and we got onto the bus and then she realize she didn’t hv her purse…being a nice guy I paid for her- standard rate..=.=…and we continued talking on the bus…doing commerce 1st yr, going to mandurah, fren of my fren (perth is small)…Sara was her name I think
Yesterday..went to this MASCA bbq…met one senior from 5th yr and she was from penang…so we started talking like we knew each other for long (or mayb we were jus being friendly) and boy do we dent students like to b*tch abt dental school…which tutor/lecturer/unit coordinator we hate/love/should avoid/should stick to, gossipS, how to survive dent (stay low and below radar), the whole consipiracy behind it…and she sounds like Jasmine…and doesn’t look 3 yrs older than me…chi lin was her name
Then went to work…worked with a guy, studying accounting…has two job- air-cond and subway…cool guy…the aircond job was interesting- how he was more needed in the summer and when uni start, it will be winter and he wont be working as much since demand is less, so it sort of balance out…and he sounds like Singaporean with all the lah’s inside even tho he’s from Indian…romeo was his name
Then finished work and waited for a bus in the city but I was late so had to wait for my next connection…and came this girl who asked about the bus…and we started talking as well like we knew each other for long(mayb coz we both had msian accent and knew we r both msian)…she’s from melaka, working at Sheraton as a waitress earning $22ph on weekends!!! Studying at murdoch- some forensic science and mol boil or sth- and she asked whether I was doing med…coz I looked smart…wth how can someone look smart enough to reveal he’s doing some super-hard course…mayb she meant nerdish look…and guess wat ..(wat?)..she’s jasmine’s senior…lol..perth is small…jad? was her name
It’s the random ppl u meet which make ur life interesting…
Names were slightly changed
Yesterday..went to this MASCA bbq…met one senior from 5th yr and she was from penang…so we started talking like we knew each other for long (or mayb we were jus being friendly) and boy do we dent students like to b*tch abt dental school…which tutor/lecturer/unit coordinator we hate/love/should avoid/should stick to, gossipS, how to survive dent (stay low and below radar), the whole consipiracy behind it…and she sounds like Jasmine…and doesn’t look 3 yrs older than me…chi lin was her name
Then went to work…worked with a guy, studying accounting…has two job- air-cond and subway…cool guy…the aircond job was interesting- how he was more needed in the summer and when uni start, it will be winter and he wont be working as much since demand is less, so it sort of balance out…and he sounds like Singaporean with all the lah’s inside even tho he’s from Indian…romeo was his name
Then finished work and waited for a bus in the city but I was late so had to wait for my next connection…and came this girl who asked about the bus…and we started talking as well like we knew each other for long(mayb coz we both had msian accent and knew we r both msian)…she’s from melaka, working at Sheraton as a waitress earning $22ph on weekends!!! Studying at murdoch- some forensic science and mol boil or sth- and she asked whether I was doing med…coz I looked smart…wth how can someone look smart enough to reveal he’s doing some super-hard course…mayb she meant nerdish look…and guess wat ..(wat?)..she’s jasmine’s senior…lol..perth is small…jad? was her name
It’s the random ppl u meet which make ur life interesting…
Names were slightly changed
Monday, March 24, 2008
心语
心中有种莫名失落的感觉。可能是听太多伤感的歌吧。刚才通电话时，妈对我说gawai可能不来看我了。心中难免有点失望，可是他们来时，会碰到考试时期，所以不来也好吧。。。现在真的很希望时间快快过，到了年底就可以回家。感觉上就好像上中学/小学—— 想的就是快快放学回家。
家人都还好。妹妹下星期去实比河比象棋，可是学业好像有点被忽略了。弟弟听说参加了什么话剧，目前成绩也不错。父母也应该都健康吧。求主保佑。
生病了（咳嗽咳到肠都差点咳出来，声音沙到比砂纸还粗），可是很怕吃药。尤其是药片。每当把药片放到嘴里，一定尽快喝口水。可是有时就是不知道为什么吞不下。药片在嘴里浸久了，就会发出一种非常苦涩的味道。那时候，就会一大口把药和水吞下。
四天的短假，除了可以给我完全康复，也让我多一点时间错catch-up 我的课业，只是进度慢了点。真的要努力点，毕竟要是不及格而留级的话，会浪费很多很多钱。可能干脆转行呢。要记得很多很聪明的人，都因为经济问题而没办法升学，更不必谈出国深造。（今年有个华裔学生STPM拿5A，可是因为家境不良，被迫拒绝升学机会，为了出外赚钱帮家——就是政府不要帮。马来西亚能，只是看要不要‘能’）。
那天看到你的名很高兴，因为知道你还在打工。有缘 一定相见。其实很久都没看到很多旧朋友，有些搬到其他地方读书，有些就是无缘相逢，有些信音全无。希望全部都还好。其实很羡慕那些在自己同系里可以找到知音的。可能我期望太高吧。
不知道自己是变态还是什么。。总喜欢勾起这种忧郁的感觉
深夜容易令人胡思乱想
努力甩头忘记全部
是时候睡觉去
晚安各位
关灯
*
家人都还好。妹妹下星期去实比河比象棋，可是学业好像有点被忽略了。弟弟听说参加了什么话剧，目前成绩也不错。父母也应该都健康吧。求主保佑。
生病了（咳嗽咳到肠都差点咳出来，声音沙到比砂纸还粗），可是很怕吃药。尤其是药片。每当把药片放到嘴里，一定尽快喝口水。可是有时就是不知道为什么吞不下。药片在嘴里浸久了，就会发出一种非常苦涩的味道。那时候，就会一大口把药和水吞下。
四天的短假，除了可以给我完全康复，也让我多一点时间错catch-up 我的课业，只是进度慢了点。真的要努力点，毕竟要是不及格而留级的话，会浪费很多很多钱。可能干脆转行呢。要记得很多很聪明的人，都因为经济问题而没办法升学，更不必谈出国深造。（今年有个华裔学生STPM拿5A，可是因为家境不良，被迫拒绝升学机会，为了出外赚钱帮家——就是政府不要帮。马来西亚能，只是看要不要‘能’）。
那天看到你的名很高兴，因为知道你还在打工。有缘 一定相见。其实很久都没看到很多旧朋友，有些搬到其他地方读书，有些就是无缘相逢，有些信音全无。希望全部都还好。其实很羡慕那些在自己同系里可以找到知音的。可能我期望太高吧。
不知道自己是变态还是什么。。总喜欢勾起这种忧郁的感觉
深夜容易令人胡思乱想
努力甩头忘记全部
是时候睡觉去
晚安各位
关灯
*
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Work
O day was big…热闹…joined asia, ocf, msu, passion...funny how I try to find another church this yr, but I think I’ll still end up at the same church I went to …but too bad it’s on sat afternoon when I hv to go work…=.=’’’…how? And badminton…on Wednesday nights when I mostly likely will hv work…=.=’’’…how? Quit and find another job?
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Lol…we were talking abt how one day we will invent stuff: iMirror, iDrill, iDams and listen to music while we work…well it was funny when we talked abt it..
forgot to mention...pracs now are jus plain depressing...jus when i first thought i can finally do dams...i was shot down with drilling in a mouth...and now that i finally passed one (after getting at least 3 opinions before getting it marked with a confirm pass -there's this tutor whom i accidently called upon to mark mine- after noticing the tutor's name and remembering the fact that she doesnt pass anyone easily, i quickly changed my reason for calling her- to give feedback...and wat a feedback, my confidence came crumbling down))...now i am bombed by the use of THE MIRROR to assist in drilling...wat next...wisdom tooth extraction (which i think is not hard at all)
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Work was terrible…very the terriblest, horrigiblest, vegetablest…customers came non-stop from 7 til 9.25…went on full speed…got a bit disoriented after a while and cant remember orders correctly…and finally broke my own working record- first shift to ever finish selling all the bread…lol, like, sorry mate, we’re out of bread…the red rooster nearby ran out of chicken once (so funny- no rooster in red rooster…and all the customers came to our shop....)…we earned like 300+ more than normal by the end of today…and since I didn’t hv time to do wat I was supposed to do (eg cleaning up) I had to stay overtime…but being a nice boss my boss was…we got paid until 10.15 instead of 9.45…woohoo…but still…reached home like at 11pm…good thing my colleague sent me to the city to catch my next connectingflight bus (flight sounds cooler)… I m proud to say I maintained my cool even though it was mad…plastic gloves all over the floor, counter a mess…still manage to smile and listen closely…even had two kids coming in to order and despite the rush still tried to help them, like be very kind and gentle……(there was this one b*tchy customer…I put in a lot of pepper (I would have put in a whole bottle) into her sub coz dat’s wat she wants…and when I tot she would be complaining dat it is too hot, she came back for more pepper…=.=)…and customers who praise you and thank you a lot (be it sincere or not) jus made the night a bit nicer and more bearable…:)
These nights are quite cold ay (i am not complaining)?...mayb coz my housemate bought a new fan…LOL
Sigh…it’s 12.47 here, but it’s only 11.47 back in m’sia…
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Lol…we were talking abt how one day we will invent stuff: iMirror, iDrill, iDams and listen to music while we work…well it was funny when we talked abt it..
forgot to mention...pracs now are jus plain depressing...jus when i first thought i can finally do dams...i was shot down with drilling in a mouth...and now that i finally passed one (after getting at least 3 opinions before getting it marked with a confirm pass -there's this tutor whom i accidently called upon to mark mine- after noticing the tutor's name and remembering the fact that she doesnt pass anyone easily, i quickly changed my reason for calling her- to give feedback...and wat a feedback, my confidence came crumbling down))...now i am bombed by the use of THE MIRROR to assist in drilling...wat next...wisdom tooth extraction (which i think is not hard at all)
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Work was terrible…very the terriblest, horrigiblest, vegetablest…customers came non-stop from 7 til 9.25…went on full speed…got a bit disoriented after a while and cant remember orders correctly…and finally broke my own working record- first shift to ever finish selling all the bread…lol, like, sorry mate, we’re out of bread…the red rooster nearby ran out of chicken once (so funny- no rooster in red rooster…and all the customers came to our shop....)…we earned like 300+ more than normal by the end of today…and since I didn’t hv time to do wat I was supposed to do (eg cleaning up) I had to stay overtime…but being a nice boss my boss was…we got paid until 10.15 instead of 9.45…woohoo…but still…reached home like at 11pm…good thing my colleague sent me to the city to catch my next connecting
These nights are quite cold ay (i am not complaining)?...mayb coz my housemate bought a new fan…LOL
Sigh…it’s 12.47 here, but it’s only 11.47 back in m’sia…
Sunday, November 25, 2007
生活杂货店2
顿时忘记想讲什么了。刚才（edit:已经是前三个星期了）从vic park走路回家。感觉还不错， 挺轻松的。开始时看到一群海鸥，跑去吓它们，笑死。那些鸟就一群那样飞走。另一边，很多鸟围着其中一个路灯。现在夏天很多昆虫会围着灯嘛，鸟吃虫的。继续走，原来晚上的河景—是挺无聊的，黑漆漆的。看到两个人在船上钓鱼。很爽ho，两个人-父子或是知己钓鱼。一路上都很怕有苹果会突然间从草丛中跳出来要我的钱。一路上看到无名花（想想看，如果把‘无名花’翻译成英文会多怪）过第二条桥，可以看到city‘班古位斯’。喏，那个最高的building。到了河岸另一边，发现到有一个角落很美。就是那样一盏路灯，在河边，很有诗意，可惜没带相机。走着走着，看到泊车地方有几个人，心里急了一下，想起一大堆那些劫了又杀的新闻，就加快脚步。我长得那么诱人，还好当时穿得邋遢，像穷苦生。哈哈哈。Roundabout 那边交通灯很乱，又可惜没相机。走着看到一个天桥，想走过。就是那个进city警察局隔壁的那座啰。走着走着，感觉到自己kinetic变成potential energy。可是ho，讲出来也paiseh。我怕高，所以爬到上面的时候，突然脚软掉。下面车又好像在飞那样，又怕桥随时会塌下来那样。不应该质疑工程师ho，自己劝了自己终于有种过桥。过的时候还是不敢看下去，好像坐过山车那样。然后就没事了，回家。哦，澳大利亚交通灯很怪，车还要cut别人的路的。
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听了陶吉吉的专辑后，顿时很想去看演唱会，体验high的感觉。随便谁的演唱会都可以，只要我有听她/他的歌。慢慢等啦。
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昨晚打给女朋友：
>好吗？
>Ok啦。
>你剩最后一张paper了是不是。
>嗯。
>读到怎样？
>还有好多要念的。十多个lectures要念。还有tute，我真的很累了。一直背都背不进。这个unit一定fail lo。现在很烦啊。。。
>不要烦不要烦，深呼吸。慢慢来，念不完最多熬夜，反正是最后一张liao，最多我陪你一起熬,好不好？
>可是，我真的很累了。
>先睡觉啦。
>可是我怕醒来是明天了。
>我打电话叫你醒，ok？
>嗯。
>Okla,不要再烦liao，好好睡一觉，再努力。明天考完，一起去喝珍珠奶茶ok？
>你后天不用考试meh? 这么闲空陪我出来庆祝。。。你念到怎样？没有累坏吧？
>你知道我等你那句等多久了吗？刚才很没心情，想要人安慰，所以打给你。
>傻的，万一我没问，那你不是不必念了。
>我会一直讲到你问啊。。不然就讲‘你不关心我一下？’
>哈哈哈。
>听到你心情好些，我也放心。不打扰你了。待会我叫你醒啦。
>Ok。
我知道，做梦是可以很甜的。
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他告诉我时，心底冷了好几天，真的很无奈，刚认识他，没多久却再也不能见到他。所以很珍惜，都会多看他背影一两眼，喜欢看他笑，每次很注意听他与顾客对话。佩服他对工作的责任感，为他女朋友感到骄傲但同时吃他女朋友的醋。非常感动他对我那么有信心，令我更加不想辜负他。
好几次都想偷拍他，自己留念。可是每次都忙着想与他沟通，更认识他。
今天听到他不再去新加坡深造，心里感到安慰。虽然两个星期后他将会辞掉这份工，虽然我在也见不到他，但心里已经很高兴，他总算依然留在PS。心里总盼望有天有缘会再见。虽然知道再次见到他的可能性将近零。
其实我应该为我们人海茫茫中可以结下这份关系而欣慰。谢你这几个月来那么照顾我。那些小小的慰问，善良的意见，不时的提醒，还有那架载我回家的轿车（我车牌都差不多会记得了）。还以为没机会可以听你讲华文，今天终于听到了，讲的还蛮不错。连人家听到你要走后，语气都可以听得出有点不舍。
好好照顾身体，不要熬坏自己，长青春痘了。很高兴能认识你。祝你生活愉快，工作顺利。
转载自别人的部落格。。。感觉很忧
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真的很不明白，为什么我写部落格会写得那么辛苦。总是怕会伤害哪一方，总是担心别人会怎么想。其实写了很多东西，可是就是久久不敢post，可是这是我的部落格啊，为什么要这么怕。。。
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听了陶吉吉的专辑后，顿时很想去看演唱会，体验high的感觉。随便谁的演唱会都可以，只要我有听她/他的歌。慢慢等啦。
---------------------------------------
昨晚打给女朋友：
>好吗？
>Ok啦。
>你剩最后一张paper了是不是。
>嗯。
>读到怎样？
>还有好多要念的。十多个lectures要念。还有tute，我真的很累了。一直背都背不进。这个unit一定fail lo。现在很烦啊。。。
>不要烦不要烦，深呼吸。慢慢来，念不完最多熬夜，反正是最后一张liao，最多我陪你一起熬,好不好？
>可是，我真的很累了。
>先睡觉啦。
>可是我怕醒来是明天了。
>我打电话叫你醒，ok？
>嗯。
>Okla,不要再烦liao，好好睡一觉，再努力。明天考完，一起去喝珍珠奶茶ok？
>你后天不用考试meh? 这么闲空陪我出来庆祝。。。你念到怎样？没有累坏吧？
>你知道我等你那句等多久了吗？刚才很没心情，想要人安慰，所以打给你。
>傻的，万一我没问，那你不是不必念了。
>我会一直讲到你问啊。。不然就讲‘你不关心我一下？’
>哈哈哈。
>听到你心情好些，我也放心。不打扰你了。待会我叫你醒啦。
>Ok。
我知道，做梦是可以很甜的。
----------------------------------------
他告诉我时，心底冷了好几天，真的很无奈，刚认识他，没多久却再也不能见到他。所以很珍惜，都会多看他背影一两眼，喜欢看他笑，每次很注意听他与顾客对话。佩服他对工作的责任感，为他女朋友感到骄傲但同时吃他女朋友的醋。非常感动他对我那么有信心，令我更加不想辜负他。
好几次都想偷拍他，自己留念。可是每次都忙着想与他沟通，更认识他。
今天听到他不再去新加坡深造，心里感到安慰。虽然两个星期后他将会辞掉这份工，虽然我在也见不到他，但心里已经很高兴，他总算依然留在PS。心里总盼望有天有缘会再见。虽然知道再次见到他的可能性将近零。
其实我应该为我们人海茫茫中可以结下这份关系而欣慰。谢你这几个月来那么照顾我。那些小小的慰问，善良的意见，不时的提醒，还有那架载我回家的轿车（我车牌都差不多会记得了）。还以为没机会可以听你讲华文，今天终于听到了，讲的还蛮不错。连人家听到你要走后，语气都可以听得出有点不舍。
好好照顾身体，不要熬坏自己，长青春痘了。很高兴能认识你。祝你生活愉快，工作顺利。
转载自别人的部落格。。。感觉很忧
---------------------------------------
真的很不明白，为什么我写部落格会写得那么辛苦。总是怕会伤害哪一方，总是担心别人会怎么想。其实写了很多东西，可是就是久久不敢post，可是这是我的部落格啊，为什么要这么怕。。。
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