OPS BALIK KAMPUNG

Have been quite busy lately…looking for housES (which involves walking up and down broadway a few times- now my new place is very near broadway…can already imagine me sick of broadway food liao)….working four nights a week (which I blame for not starting to pack yet)…and starting to pack now…

Pening kelapa kepala now…hv to find a place to put my stuff…hv to cancel my internet and tel line, buy all the stuff I need, have enough money in my bank account so that they can deduct the rent for next yr, make sure i can actually move in next yr, clean my room, find a place to put my stuff (yes I mentioned that, cannot say again meh?) and actually start packing….

From today, I shall start OPS BALIK KAMPUNG (like how they have OPS SIKAP during festive seasons) which involves finishing everything I mentioned in three days…lol

from wikipedia

Here I come…muahahaha

MY result's out

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YYES!>!>! >






i passed all my units.......'running colours' somemore

first yr's over...muahahahahahahahahahahaha

Thank God for helping me.......

Thank me for being hardworking enough...haha

Thank frens for going thru this together and stresssing out together...

thank sky thank earth...haha

was still in bed until my fren msged me...now can't sleep anymore...haha

super happy now....

Multicultural Week

I know this is a bit, ok very late already…writing about it almost 2 months after it happened.

Everything started from March. Don’t even remember how I even got into this whole mcw business…curiosity I suppose…I was in the events team, we basically planned the events of the whole multicultural week and carry it out during the week itself. There’re other teams as well: marketing, media, logistics. At first, we came up with a lot of great ideas but got rejected. Was quite unhappy about it at first coz some of them were fresh, interesting ideas, but soon realise we really can’t handle that much. There’s only 3-4 of us and I pity the head coz she had to do a lot of stuff (not that we don’t want to, but I know sometimes it’s jus easier to do it urself). Had to make calls, send emails to ppl to enquire about dances, quotes etc..

And just when I thought my job is done, I was supposed to sell tickets for talent night in 2nd semester. Lunch time gone…sob sobs (I would b eating and jus slacking in the library anyway). T’was quite fun tho....made some frens…stress a bit about the tickets not selling out at first, but luckily still manage to sell it most of it… and showbag packing was somehow memorable…haha…a production line which managed to finish 2000 (or was it 1000?...dat’s wat happen when u blog abt sth 2 months ago).

During the week itself was really fun and exciting…it’s like our own baby coming to live, getting to see wat we’ve been planning for half a year finally coming true and the feedbacks we got back was encouraging.

Opening ceremony (Tue afternoon) was soso- speech and dances. Simple but I think it was just nice- a warm feeling to it, not too crowded. Orange ballons everywhere (but kept being taken off by passers-by)…ohya, we each got an orange shirt (which we wore for the whole week…haha)… Also manage to get some nice photos.

balloons

performers










stomps...

the 'celebrating' atmosphere...

dance-along session


food-tasting session

love that girl's expression- peeping over her shoulders

and this also..haha

super-like this photo...composition, lighting, subject...so peaceful like dat

Talent night (Wed night) was like the highlight for my department- ran by only 3 person 2 of which emceeing. It was quite nervewrecking coz we only manage to fill up the ‘20 contestants limit’ on the day itself. I was quite nervous as wellcoz I was controlling the sound system and stuff (if I stuff it up, well, the singer will perform badly), and thanks to one of the staff there who helped me out throughout the whole night. Before that night, I went to CS karaoke night (I think was a week before then) and so was also able to comment and give idea so that ours is not as bad (lol..no offence). Tried my best to help the contestants- hope they are satisfied. Omg, that night was really awesome…all the talent we have there…not jus plain ‘ol singing…dancing, monologue, bands. And we have Christopher (one of the contestants from s’pore idol) who eventually became the winner, an old lady (who almost won Utopia’s own karaoke competition but gave up ‘so that others can win’) who was second I think (or was she the third?) and another band. Sorry to my frens whom I cant make time for. It was fun for us as well and new as well coz we hvnt had this event for two yrs if I m not mistaken and we had audience voting session (which was carried out much better than CS’s) and lucky draw which wasn’t as slow and boring. It was ‘chop chop’ and audience weren’t as felt wandering wat’s happening. Schweet… and to see my frens performing was gold…haha…ppl said it was great (better than CS’s)…*proud smile…haha

counting audience's votes

winners (old lady is behind him)

Spring feast (Thurs night)- too bad I was in the committee, so can’t simply run around to buy stuff to eat. It was something like pasar malam (night market) for those who don’t know, with alfresco eating area provided as well. Some of the nice stuff I ate: omurice (got it for free coz I ate the sample on display…lol…sold out too fast), satay from mahsuri J (somehow lost the last packet of food I bought there- satay and 3 chicken wings for $5!!!! cheap can…), emm, too bad missed out some of the food like rojak, and the ‘balls on stick (lok lok is it?)’…

Stage was so-so, didn’t really concentrate on that, but the area around it was packed, a bit too packed I think. Oh the three winners from talent night came back to perform. The cleaning up afterwards was fun, like we all cooperated and formed long chain of tables and raced… lol…screaming and yelling in uni late at night was fun, crazy actually..haha…wont get much chance of that anytime soon. Had a meeting sitting on the floor while drinking the bland and somemore with bubbles which are too rubbery free bubble tea. Then went back feeling so tired.

this one very dodgy...someone bought the wrong-sized plastic bag...so we cello-taped 4 together...until someone got the correct size....see, every small detail also hv to be considered



3rd place winner

2nd place winner

winner of talent night

table-train

Movie night (Fri night) was quite sad- only 5 ppl came to watch. So, ended up us (the committee) watching the films (野蛮女友(cant remember wat’s the English name) and the valet) ourselves, ate quite a lot of sweets (bad bad…*shakes head), : )…actually I wanted to go to curtin pasar malam to see theirs but too bad, was too lazy to travel so far….

checking systems

It was fun…if not for this event, my whole yr would b quite dull dull-er…and luckily my team was all very responsible (since we only hv 3 members)…haha angkat bakul sendiri…will definitely be in it again next yr…b4 I get too busy to be involved in anything in third yr.

fail

FAIL PPL ...fail elacs!

Japs never came to aus...

neither do angmohs believe in souls (i think)

so the previous post was PURELY fictional (story only)

lol.....muahahah

boo!

Today is Friday, so I shall talk about something light.

Let’s talk about abrasion, attrition, abfraction and erosion.

Ok. Just kidding. I wouldn’t want to remind myself of the horrible experience of writing a whole essay during exams on those stuff.

U know, the place I am working at is along the Great Eastern Highway. So, after work I take the bus to get home (well, duh since I don’t have a car). Yesterday was so freaky.

There’s was only three person in the bus. Driver, some random aussie bloke and me. So, u know lar, those blokes always stand beside the driver and talk all the way on the bus, so loudly somemore that everyone can hear clearly.

Well, there’s this stop along the Great Eastern Highway which any bus I take after my work will stop for a few minutes. But strangely it’s not one of those timed stop. And it’s jus one stop before the Victoria Park Transfer Station, opposite Burswood.

I always wondered why they would stop there for a few minutes coz well, like I said, it’s not a timed stop. Until I heard wat the driver said yesterday.

The bloke asked him why he stopped there for so long since no one is coming. At first the driver said something about orders from uppers. After pestering, the driver finally told the bloke and I overheard.

It was something like this. Some i can't hear clearly, so ya.. There’s a pond beside the bus stop. Apparently that area was the dumping site of bodies of ppl who were killed during a massacre by the Japs. And on the other side of the highway, was also a pond, near Burswood. When the government built the highway, they separated the two sides of the lake. Ever since the highway was in use there were a lot of accidents even though it’s just a straight stretch of road. Water would also leak/flow onto the road.

So after some ‘investigations’ (I also dunno how), they found out the ‘souls’ need to cross-over. So like now any bus along those highway hv to stop at the stop, and wait for another bus on the other side of the road to stop to form this ‘passage’ for the souls to travel.

And then the bus started moving, as in the driver driving it, not earthquake-type moving. When I turned right, (no, no white face on the window…dat would seriously freak me out) another bus left the stop on the other side of the road. My whole body had goosebumps instantly.

Freaky…and typing this middle of the night and knowing I hv to cross that area again tomoro...

生活杂货店3

放吧！
不觉得隐瞒很辛苦吗？
（其实这句话我也是跟自己说的）

如果你觉得公不公开都没影响的话
就公开
如果你觉得你公开后会压力
那就不要公开
很简单而已
全在于你的想法

毕竟这里是你坦白的区域
如果暴露了你的真面目
会让你不自在
我想我们都会尊重你～^^

copy自别的网站

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最近在追着香港连戏剧《溏心风暴》（edit:已经看完那30集了）。我知道我很out 了，其实一直都有的，只是很懒的要追。气死人的是，我只有30集，要自己下10集。现在还要等。谈恋爱有苦有甜。甜的吃，苦的也吃。‘诚’ 字。‘浑’与‘运’。‘和’与‘禾’。

喜欢它两首歌：
心领- 林峰&钟嘉欣 （林峰的唱腔很像曾国辉的，好好听）


My love will get you home-christine glass


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昨天（edit:已经是一个星期前的事了）与一班朋友搞了‘宝莱坞电影马拉松’。看了两出电影-kal ho naa ho, chini kam。第一部比较好看，第二部其中一个角色每句话都是带有讽刺性，看了都累。两部各都大约三小时，可是还好朋友的家很舒服，还是home theater叻。其实如果要介绍中文电影，你会介绍哪些呢？我想了好久，却想不到。大多数都是香港制作的，要不然就是偶像剧，不可能看一些冷门的艺术片吧。同样，如果要你介绍一位华人歌手你会介绍谁？周杰伦吗？他好像与中文乐坛画上等号了。

喜欢这个网站，因为全部都是大马音乐。没事时就会上去听歌，慢慢享受。

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好快哦，星期五了（edit:已经过好几天了）。。。考试已经过了一星期。
这几天都很无聊，家里很静，整天只想出去走走，在city逛、lepak。很闷。还好迟点就会打工了，那时候，要闷都不能啊。现在，一直强迫自己朋友叫出来的话，都一定要去，不可以懒惰。
最近餐餐都吃得很烂，没心情要煮。不是意大利面，就是快熟面。其实对我，两个都是一样的。煮来煮去还不是那几样，真的很sien。今晚一定要煮好的。努力想！
也不知道为什么心情有时很烂。无端端会灰起来。更年期？哈哈哈。白痴！
最近在学着这首歌：
（其实很感激家里有一架‘钢琴’，不是的话，一定很闷，以前学的东西也会全都还给老师了）

王蓝茵-恶作剧 （她弹得超棒。。）

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Yesterday (26/11) was really a good day for me somehow….everything was very ‘smooth-sailing’ (can’t find a better word)…*smile

My morning starting with a call asking me out for lunch…I thought, since I m going out, I might as well confirm my ticket (what’s that word, reimburse, or sth like dat is it?)…shun shun li li got a flight to Brunei on 20th dec…luckily wasn’t fully booked or anything….*wipe sweat

Then had lunch- Seoul BBQ…hv been craving to sit down there and eat since exam period liao (if takeaway not really worth it, don hv the miso soup…cheapo..haha)….it was lunch time, so it was fairly full…but after waiting for 10+ mins, finally got seat, so lucky…and we talk talk talk …and I found myself a new house next yr….woohooo…fairly cheap, close to uni, housemate sound ok…jus like the perfect one for me….:)…SO LUCKY…*grinning ear-to-ear

Then went grocery shopping…woolworths…I being so obedient, manage to stop myself from buying the 99 cent kinder beuno and $4.99 boost ice cream….*claps hand…suddenly wanted a nice breakfast…angmoh style…so I bought sausages, bacon, and hash browns…muahaha…no more muesli for me…if I wake up early enough to cook everythin. I need to sleep and wake up early…there’s reason why ppl say sleep early, wake up early…anyway….den went back home to go work….

LUCKILY…the bus was a bit late….managed to get onto the bus for work…second day attending ‘lectures’ to learn to become the ‘back person’ in the store…*starts jotting down notes…doing stuff in the kitchen (the back part of the store) instead of serving customer…pretty daunting coz the next day I hv to pair up with someone whose doing the front stuff…luckily they all love me, so they’ll help me do more stuff first so that they when I do the night shift after their afternoon shift, i don’t hv to do so much…lol

After work, went to a birthday celebration (wont mention names due to my blog policy- but you know who you are)… like at 11pm…lol…so lucky, when I got to the bus stop a bus arrived, the bus before was like half an hour ago, so if I rushed, I would have been waiting there doing nothing…*kills fly while sitting at the bus stop… Everywhere in the city so quiet, but the karaoke room was noisy…manage to sing a few songs I have been listening to… *smile…met up with frens whom I hvnt seen for AGES….*smile…one free bubble tea…*smile…haha…

thank God for this awesome day! *smile

How’s the new writing ‘mood’? different feel rite…

Old stuff

Sorry ppl…this post will be old boring stuff I scribbled down in word doc and now I m posting it up……

(Wrote this while I was researching for my thesis essay for one of my unit- Human vestigialities- A vestige. Only posted this up now coz I was a bit afraid that the lecturer would think my essay is too good for someone with low standards like me and go search if I copied my essay from anywhere (they actually have softwares to do that, for plagarism). Hopefully I didn’t go out of topic…I was trying to write an essay on human useless body parts but end up saying that the idea of these body parts being useless is well useless…o.O…if you are interested to know more, I can show u….as if you would be…lol)

Omg…I m so addicted to this theory of Darwin thing…the debate between whether Darwinism is true is very interesting…I think we are all quite familiar with the theory of Darwin ..well the basic ideas.

But I saw this website (while looking for information for my essay on ‘vestigial body parts’, which I now think is a total crap)…it refutes Darwinism in a logical way, providing strong evidence and views from experts from their respective fields (I spent the night reading through it, very interesting, not too scientific-sounding). Now thinking back to a question my friend asked me a few months ago: Do u believe in evolution? (I was doing an essay on human evolution for another unit) And my answer was yes, but I still think that there’s a divine power behind the whole evolution (since it’s too random even for nature itself). One example was, how can a cell form by chance. If you studied cell biology (yes cell not human biology), u would know that it’s one of the most complicated system human ever encountered. All the proteins in one cell, only functioning with the correct type of amino acid and correct sequence and orientation, which is supposed to have occured by chance. An average protein with 288 amino acid has 100000000…(>30 zeros behind) possibilities of combination (of 20 amino acids) and only one works.

Anyway, where was i? Oh yes. As we learnt more and more in cell biology, the intercellular networking is just impossibly impossible. The network, how one affect the other, how one controls the other protein or even a few proteins come together to protect the cell itself all in one cell, is jus ‘wow’. So now, as I was saying, my view was Theistic evolution (which generally views evolution as a tool used by God (I like the way they put it)) but now it’s sort of going towards Old Earth Creationism. But still wondering, what do other religions view the origin of human…that would be quite interesting. And do u know the Bible and the Quran both actually has a lot similarities in term of characters and events. (and I spent like 20 mins reading the article in wiki) I used to not really believe in the whole religion thing, but still believe in God. I always thought that religion was a good lie (referring to all the events that was in the ‘books’), and in fact a perfect white lie to give people hope and strength. A good thing still. I might get bombed saying that aloud I think…lol.

the ultimate human evolution

taken here

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Random stuffs in my group note…made me laugh during times of despair revision

>The fluid surrounding the baby, amniotic fluid is mostly diluted urine. Throughout the life of the baby in the uterus, it’s swallowing the urine excreting and swallowing it again ….YUCK!!

>Net filtration pressure (in the glomerulus) must be small positive figure
- if negative = no filtration = no urine formation = OMG!

>Without autoregulation
- increased mean arterial pressure (MAP) from 100-123 mmHg would increase GFR
- e.g. filtration of 180 L/day à 225 L/day and urine flow of 1.5 L/day à 46.5 L/day = OMG @!#!%^#!& fluid and salt loss!!!!!!!!!

>But in mammals it is another one of those ‘evolutionary junk’.( Man if he din go on about the evolutionary junk so much, we would have finished this lecture in 15 minutes.)

>Stretch receptors detect filling of bladder, transmit afferent signals to the spinal cord and pons
(Occurs when the bladder is about 200mL)

Signals return to the bladder from spinal cord via parasympathetic fibres in the pelvic nerve

Efferent signals excite detrusor muscles and relax internal urethral sphincter.
(Urine is released unless inhibited by the brain)


SOMETIMES…..

The micturition centre in pons tell the bladder not to pee because you are making a speech in front of hundreds of people.

External urethral sphincter contractsà no urinary flow

i like the big arrows...:)

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There was a large crowd gathering at the gate. Friends and family members were there to bid farewell to everyone there. It may be the last time before they step in through the gate. And then, the gate was activated. Kisses on foreheads were given. Lucky charms switched owners. Promises were made.

Slowly, one by one, we all walked through the portal gate, sending us straight to the war zone. It was somewhat surreal. It’s right here and right now. Somehow, the future is vague. This is what I have been training for. But none of the stimulation combats had prepared me well enough for the size of this war.

We all synchronized our watches and went to our own position as planned before. I took out my name badge and wore it as that would be the only form of identification of dead bodies. I took out my weapon, double-checking it as it will determine whether I’ll live through the war or not.

This is not a normal war but a war with oneself. And this makes it all the harder. I tried to remember back all the tactics, techniques and tricks that I’ve learnt all these while. But everything seemed so blur. I doubt that I am prepared for this war even though my trainers said that I am. But alas, what will come, will come eventually.

As I sat there quietly, I wield my weapon tightly in my hands, just waiting for the general’s signal to start attacking. I said a little prayer. There’s no turning back. This is it. God bless us all.
And he shouted out, exam starts now…

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‘On the count of three, catch me- if not, she’ll hv a hard time. Ready, 1, 2, 3..’
‘No, wait…’
Dum…
‘Crap…’ said the ovum as it lies in the peritoneal cavity looking up at the fimbraie.
‘Oops’

fimbraie are supposed to catch the eggs from the ovaries when they are released

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oMg it’s as bad as living beside an airport if not worse

was referring to the planes flying around during the air race

aus fed el

Yesterday was australian federal election. Apparently here, once you are 18 you can start voting. So the other day my friends were arguing who they shud vote, really stupid...lol...
Last night the result was out. After 11.5 yrs under liberal, labor won this yr, with Kevin Rudd as the new australian president.

Did you know?
Wikipedia already had the new result of the federal election included when i checked this morning, even all the other languages like mandarin, cantonese, japanese, indonesian, malay, spanish, french etc had the news that kevin rudd was the new president...do ppl like wait and update or what? so fast...
Kevin Rudd has a chinese name. No it's not a direct traslation: 凯文·拉德 (kai-wen·la-de)but 陆克文 (Lu Kewen)...not bad, putting his surname first before his first name, like a real chinese name...i was like, who translated his name until like dat, it's all terbalik...until i read (from wiki) that he gave himself this chinese name....impressive
oh, and he apparently eats earwax...it's even on youtube...lol

生活杂货店2

顿时忘记想讲什么了。刚才（edit:已经是前三个星期了）从vic park走路回家。感觉还不错， 挺轻松的。开始时看到一群海鸥，跑去吓它们，笑死。那些鸟就一群那样飞走。另一边，很多鸟围着其中一个路灯。现在夏天很多昆虫会围着灯嘛，鸟吃虫的。继续走，原来晚上的河景—是挺无聊的，黑漆漆的。看到两个人在船上钓鱼。很爽ho，两个人-父子或是知己钓鱼。一路上都很怕有苹果会突然间从草丛中跳出来要我的钱。一路上看到无名花（想想看，如果把‘无名花’翻译成英文会多怪）过第二条桥，可以看到city‘班古位斯’。喏，那个最高的building。到了河岸另一边，发现到有一个角落很美。就是那样一盏路灯，在河边，很有诗意，可惜没带相机。走着走着，看到泊车地方有几个人，心里急了一下，想起一大堆那些劫了又杀的新闻，就加快脚步。我长得那么诱人，还好当时穿得邋遢，像穷苦生。哈哈哈。Roundabout 那边交通灯很乱，又可惜没相机。走着看到一个天桥，想走过。就是那个进city警察局隔壁的那座啰。走着走着，感觉到自己kinetic变成potential energy。可是ho，讲出来也paiseh。我怕高，所以爬到上面的时候，突然脚软掉。下面车又好像在飞那样，又怕桥随时会塌下来那样。不应该质疑工程师ho，自己劝了自己终于有种过桥。过的时候还是不敢看下去，好像坐过山车那样。然后就没事了，回家。哦，澳大利亚交通灯很怪，车还要cut别人的路的。

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听了陶吉吉的专辑后，顿时很想去看演唱会，体验high的感觉。随便谁的演唱会都可以，只要我有听她/他的歌。慢慢等啦。

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昨晚打给女朋友：

>好吗？
>Ok啦。
>你剩最后一张paper了是不是。
>嗯。
>读到怎样？
>还有好多要念的。十多个lectures要念。还有tute，我真的很累了。一直背都背不进。这个unit一定fail lo。现在很烦啊。。。
>不要烦不要烦，深呼吸。慢慢来，念不完最多熬夜，反正是最后一张liao，最多我陪你一起熬,好不好？
>可是，我真的很累了。
>先睡觉啦。
>可是我怕醒来是明天了。
>我打电话叫你醒，ok？
>嗯。
>Okla,不要再烦liao，好好睡一觉，再努力。明天考完，一起去喝珍珠奶茶ok？
>你后天不用考试meh? 这么闲空陪我出来庆祝。。。你念到怎样？没有累坏吧？
>你知道我等你那句等多久了吗？刚才很没心情，想要人安慰，所以打给你。
>傻的，万一我没问，那你不是不必念了。
>我会一直讲到你问啊。。不然就讲‘你不关心我一下？’
>哈哈哈。
>听到你心情好些，我也放心。不打扰你了。待会我叫你醒啦。
>Ok。

我知道，做梦是可以很甜的。

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他告诉我时，心底冷了好几天，真的很无奈，刚认识他，没多久却再也不能见到他。所以很珍惜，都会多看他背影一两眼，喜欢看他笑，每次很注意听他与顾客对话。佩服他对工作的责任感，为他女朋友感到骄傲但同时吃他女朋友的醋。非常感动他对我那么有信心，令我更加不想辜负他。
好几次都想偷拍他，自己留念。可是每次都忙着想与他沟通，更认识他。
今天听到他不再去新加坡深造，心里感到安慰。虽然两个星期后他将会辞掉这份工，虽然我在也见不到他，但心里已经很高兴，他总算依然留在PS。心里总盼望有天有缘会再见。虽然知道再次见到他的可能性将近零。
其实我应该为我们人海茫茫中可以结下这份关系而欣慰。谢你这几个月来那么照顾我。那些小小的慰问，善良的意见，不时的提醒，还有那架载我回家的轿车（我车牌都差不多会记得了）。还以为没机会可以听你讲华文，今天终于听到了，讲的还蛮不错。连人家听到你要走后，语气都可以听得出有点不舍。
好好照顾身体，不要熬坏自己，长青春痘了。很高兴能认识你。祝你生活愉快，工作顺利。

转载自别人的部落格。。。感觉很忧

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真的很不明白，为什么我写部落格会写得那么辛苦。总是怕会伤害哪一方，总是担心别人会怎么想。其实写了很多东西，可是就是久久不敢post，可是这是我的部落格啊，为什么要这么怕。。。

impian

Apakah impian anda?
Berkereta mewah? Berkeluarga bahagia? Pekerjaan yang stabil?
Adakah itu impian anda?
Atau itu impian ibu bapa anda? Guru dan rakan anda?
Atau itu apa yang diagung-agungkan dalam masyarakat ini?
Adakah impian anda betul-betul sebuah impian?
Cita-cita yang boleh direalisasi?
Atau semata-mata sebuah mimpi?
Adakah impian anda untuk mencapai ‘impian’ anda?
Mungkin bagi sesetengah anda,
impian anda adalah untuk mempunyai sebuah impian?
Apakah warna impian anda?
Merah membara?
Biru meluas?
Kuning menyeri?
Jadi adakah anda sebuah impian?

生活杂货店1

这篇很长，很杂，分三天post。很多都是这三个礼拜写的。（若字体太小，可到view>text size 自行放大）。

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现在想些什么都不知道，只知道自己很想睡，写完了就去睡觉啦。正听着五月天的阿姆斯壮-挺有趣的。考试残啦-每个人都觉得很难咯。可是，lecturer 刚才说没有scaling。听了愣了一下。这个考试，并非我没温习。我有。可能还是不够吧。就算昨晚没浪费时间看短片，我觉得也应该没什么变。其实，已经有点没信心会考得很好，因为念的东西总是记不得。（喜欢五月天的《我》）。第二个考卷了。第一个，虽然感觉上好像也是会fail，可是不需要pass这个考试。可是这张，是一定要pass的。现在真的很累，昨晚只睡了五个钟头，以为有鸡精可以补，怎么知道。自己今早也好像有点不舒服。

如果fail怎样好啊？我其他考卷一定要考得好才有机会拿supp。可是如果真的是fail了怎么样？怎样对父母？真的有点不敢相信。是这么的真真切切，实实在在。不再是‘不可能会发生在我身上’那种事了。十个淘汰赛。我能不能过这一关。被淘汰了该做什么？不能重拿吧那么贵，我自己也没那种意志力再念一遍。别人的眼光我觉得我应该不会太在乎吧！只是会改念什么呢？不想念工程系，还剩下什么？又回到一年前的情形了。很怕。总觉得suppplementary 是拿定了。

这种感觉真的很烂！以前都不用为考试担心，都会考得不错的。现在，pass我还可以接受，要是fail了，真的是。。。不会自杀，生命不是这样来浪费的。

今早想到假设有女朋友该会多好，是想别人来安慰。我也不想去烦我妈。也不好意思向朋友他们大喊埋怨的，所以全部向部落格吐。

睡觉了。

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小学生造句

1.题目: 原来
小朋友写: 原来他是我爸爸。
老师评语: 妈妈关切一下


2.题目: ..一边...........一边............
小朋友写: 他一边脱衣服 ,一边穿裤子.
老师评语: 他到底要脱还是要穿啊~~


3. 题目: 其中
小朋友写: 我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师评语 : 你是蜈蚣？~~


4.题目: 一... 就....
小朋友写: 一只娃娃就要一百块。
老师评语: 老师笑到不行


5.題目: 你看
小朋友写: 你看什么看! 没看过啊


6. 照样造句例题: 你 [唱歌] 我 [跳舞]
小朋友写: 你 [好吗] 我 [很好]
老师评语: 你在写英文翻译吗??


7.照样造句例题: 别人都夸我[ ],其实我[ ]
小朋友写: 别人都夸我[很帅], 其实我[是戴面具的]。
老师评语: 什么面具这么好用???


8.题目: 好... 又好..
小朋友写: 妈妈的腿,好细又好粗 ...
老师评语: 那到底是细还是粗？


9.题目: 陆陆续续
小朋友写: 下班了,爸爸陆陆续续的回来。
老师评语: 你到底有几个爸爸呀?


10.题目: 皮开肉绽
小朋友写: 停电的夜晚,到处很黑,我吓得皮开肉绽!
老师评语: 看到这句... 老师佩服你。


11. 题目: 欣欣向荣-比喻生长美好的样子。
小朋友写: 我的弟弟长得欣欣向荣。
老师评语: 孩子,你弟弟是植物人吗...
还有一个更瞎的…
小朋友写 : 欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师评语: 连续剧不要看太多~~


12. 题目 : 谢谢....因为......
小朋友写: 我要谢谢妈妈,因为她每天都帮我写作业 ......
老师评语: 原来你的作业是妈妈写的!!!!!!!


13.题目: 难过
小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师评语: 老师更难过 ......


14. 题目: 天才
小朋友写: 我3天才洗一次澡。
老师评语: 要每天洗才干净~~


15.題目: 一 … 便…
小朋友写: 我一走出门,对面就是便利商店。
还有一個更瞎的 …
小朋友写: 哥哥一吃完饭,就大便。
老师评语: 造句不要乱造 ...


16.題目: 又.....又.....
小朋友写 : 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。
老师评语:你妈妈......是怪物吗?


17.果然
上着课的小朋友说:昨天我吃了水果,然后又喝了凉水
老师:这是词组,不能分开造句。
小朋友又说:老师,我还没说完呢,果然晚上我拉肚子了!
老师:…………


18.瓜分
小朋友:大傻瓜分不清是非
老师:小傻瓜也分不清


19. 好吃
小朋友:好吃个屁
老师:………


20. 况且
小朋友:一辆火车经过,况且况且况且况且.....
老师:……………

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以前看过其他‘麦兜mcdull’的短片，这个没看过。。。有点废，可是很搞笑

纸包鸡

update

Noticed I hvnt been posting anything up?….dumb question

Didnt feel a lot different after exams, not just me only....mayb because we didnt actually study hard enough....haha....very funny is it? i study until almost die lo, not hard....dunno y lo don feel exceptional happy....

Dunno y oso, nothing to post….or actually, don’t want to post...i’ve been writing stuff, and most of the stuff are too menial or just plain absurd to post up…some I m still debating whether I shud post it up…talk so much also no use lah…

Quite happy since it's holiday already, can do a lot of stuff and i planned a lot of stuff to do: book air ticket, clean my room, buying groceries, paying rent/bill....ahahah...sigh....jk, now i can watch all the movies i hv been obdiently avoiding since i had exams, wander around in the city, take photos...:-)

some recent photos i took....

(dry) coffee (powder) in (wet) cup

sunset in city

focusing....

focused...well, not quite actually

ducklings on outing, led by mom duck /duck mom

"meddent library, ground floor computer room, 1st lane, last seat on the right" view featuring my signature water bottle

"hypophysis aka pituitary gland" orange seed

the "i tried to take photos of the purple tree in city (but went at the wrong time), so i took photos of the purple flowers" picture

i walked around following the seagull to make sure it is in the photo

looks like a face...well too bad if you dont have any imagination

i think most of my future post will b picture based lo...since i hv nothing to write......

no more late-night studying...

yea...at least one unit which i m 100% sure that i will pass (if not a C..:D)...last one to go...shall not procrastinate for this one...one thing i learnt, no matter how easy a unit seems, the exam is still going to be hard...no more cramming one yr's worth of lecture in one day (only to realise half of them are not examinable on the day itself...dodgy lecturers) and cram it into my petite/already saturated/tired brain.....

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Jus wondering,
actually do gay ppl like looking at themselves, since like they are into the people of same sex as they are, so like do they fantasise about themselves and like …er I wont go further…o.O

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Woa…totally changed my mood last night…BERSIH rally for electoral reform…on 50th year we’ve become independent…couldn’t believe that it’s happening in m’sia…looked like sth from troubled, war-torn countries…first hand experience here ... reminds me of a clip I seen not long ago- Hari Hartal here. Go youtube.

I never quite had a view on political issues. But no matter what I’ll still go back to M’sia, no matter how bad ppl say the government is, how bad our education system is, how dirty our environment is, and how bad our mentality is. It’s where I was born and my life is. I’ll jus ignore all the bad things, be blind and ignorant for all I care, and jus remind myself of the pride& joy of being a M’sian.

It will be very interesting to see what happens if a different political party won an election. It will a different way of running the country, history textbooks will be rewrittened, new problems will arise etc…

Why do God create diff races? We jus hvnt/cant seem to understand it. It’s not jus us struggling with this racism issue, the rest of the world is facing the same thing, if not worse.

An ad for merdeka this yr (by yasmin ahmad)...(this yr there's a lot nice ones...i'll put it up sometime) ...very cute and realistic

Tan Hong Ming's Love Affair


'our children are colour-blind. shudnt we keep it that way?'

MUSIK

Sigh…can’t believe I m blogging THIS at this time….but …OMG…so excited!!!!!!

光良got new album, 品冠got new album, 梁静茹got new album, 曹格will be releasing a new album,张栋梁will also release a new album…………..yea!!!!!!!

Now got a few albums waiting for me to listen ahhahahaha……at least not that boring listening to the same few songs…

Oh…and one more…really quite surprised…Karen Kong…dunno if anyone heard of her before….she’s a Chinese who released a Malay album…and no, it’s not crap…it’s quite good you know, if u didn’t see her face, you would thought a Malay is singing the song..

She became famous through friendster being a featured person…and now she has like >10000 ‘friends’. She was in Malaysian Idol in 2004, I think, but didn’t quite made it. She had her first ever online concert which was broadcasted through friendster (first time for them as well)…pretty amazing

One of her famous songs would definitely be Cinta Hello Kitty…(which has the same melody as 杨伟汉's 幸福醒了)



And also ‘unbreakable spirit’



And now …..she’s releasing her first Chinese album as 龚柯允…yea…but sadly, even though she was already very popular as a Malay song-singing singer, CD stores were not willing to sell her Chinese album as they thought she wasn’t that popular yet…so poor her, her album can’t be found in any stores. However, to thank her fans, she will be going around hving performances around the country and selling her album…pretty impressive...

离岛



She’s always very positive one and a bit act cute. Even though I myself found it relatively a bit too fake, it’s still the a very good image and attitude she’s putting forward. And although I myself think that her Chinese songs are relatively average, but I admire her in that she’s quite talented.

For more information, go see her friendster (it’s not restricted unlike some people) (got her blog and the online concert performance..."quite kawaii" somemore) and go wiki also…

I didn’t put up the mv’s coz I think that watching an mv to listen to a song for the first time kinda spoils the whole feeling…it diverts ur focus from the song itself…

Anyway, here’s the new song from 光良-不会分离…
(this song is a bit too plain to make an impression, so I included the mv)



edit:
and this and this
品冠&梁静茹-way back into love
(from 品冠's new album...nice try...still angmoh sing english song looks more correct...ditto for the inverse...they went to las vegas..or was it LA? to shoot the MV)


yea my first review....

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YYES!>!>! >






exam over haf way thru

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Sigh…sigh…sigh

Why why why…out of so many lectures that I can skip I chose those four lectures. And then come out so many questions…like 15% of the whole paper? 4 lectures out of 39 lectures. Sigh…note to self…never skip any lecture notes…it’s risky…better know (like my friend wrote) how: alpha subunit activates adenyl cyclase-which causes ATP to form cyclicAMP-which then gives up its catalytic subunit to proteinkinaseA-which blah blah blah-and-results in phosphoenolpyruvate carboxykinase-carrying out-gluconeogenesis crap (if i knew that i think i could've at least answer like 5 questions)…..than having to write stuff like: the PEPCK (phosphoenolpyruvate carboxykinase) phosphorylates enzymes which are involved in gluconeogenesis. It also upregulates gene expressions for other enzyme that are involved in gluconeogenesis and inhibits gene expressions for enzyme that are involved in glycolysis. It's like saying: apple is a fruit. it is not a vegetable. Fruit is not the same as vegetable.

FAIL…but I hope I’ll still pass the unit…fingers crossed


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顿时想吃福建面，去买了材料。煮时候却计算错误。其实也不是，是自己贪吃，加一大堆材料进去，结果原本想煮两餐，变成四餐。好啦，明天不必煮。还好煮得还不错，不然真的会要我死。。。两天吃一样的东西。。。还有，以后不要炒煮面加蛋，每次煮都煮到很烂。不是煮到像煎鸡蛋那样一块一块的，就是煮到yat pek si 那样。有没有高师可以传两招过来的？
吃好，收拾好，睡个觉。睡得甜甜的（不知道为什么那么累）。给人吵醒后，睡不下，就傻傻坐在地上，看窗外。天空依然很亮（这么烂的华文简直破坏气氛）对面的建筑物，被夕阳染得橙红色，在蓝天的衬托下，不仅令人想起莫内的那幅旁晚教堂画（抄潘嘉丽《印象派的爱情》的），煞是迷人。我傻傻发呆，试图计划今晚应该怎么为下一科考试准备。阵阵的暖风传进房子里，感觉很舒服、慵懒。顿时想到附近的公园走走赏花，可是，也不知道为什么却取消了念头。

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Summer now I think…daytime getting longer and longer…nightfall is getting later and later…7 pm is still like Sarawak 6.00pm like that (Semenanjung 6.30pm?)…and I hate the flies… now like 24 hrs open my windoor (unlike in winter...so cold, can freeze ah)...

Ohya…during exam it was so noisy…know why?......

It’s peacock mating season now….lol…too bad I came late this morning, apparently one of the peacock spread opened its (er..) fan-tail…and to think they mate among themselves (there’s only like 5-6 of them…and I think they’re all in a family)…that’s why u get the rare albino peacock (I think there’s two, is it?)

Oh…got small duckling around the Winthrop pond already if u didn’t notice…quite cute

and why do i write all this down?....for the fear of losing my memory one day, and forgetting everything that was me...

Study study...